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Isis: As I age...
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The crap that fills my brain and needs to be let loose. Wednesday, August 26, 2009. I am growing increasingly aware of my surroundings as a human. Hu-man. (It begins to sound strange if you repeat it enough times). Yes. I am odd. Something else about myself that I've noted as I've grown. Do what you want. If you have to fight to do that, make that your point, or rather "what you want". With this new philosophical outlook on life, I am slowly (very slowly) moving towards the understanding that I have full...
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Isis: Purpose... feedback wanted.
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The crap that fills my brain and needs to be let loose. Friday, March 21, 2008. Purpose. feedback wanted. For those of you who know me well, I like to discuss/debate matters of life. So I thought I'd try to initiate some intelligent discourse. If I get enough response, I'd like to continue these discussions on a weekly basis. Or should our goal simply be to be at peace with ourselves? I'd really Like to hear everyone's opinions on this. I ask you Can self-generated purpose act as a type of fate?
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Isis: August 2009
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The crap that fills my brain and needs to be let loose. Wednesday, August 26, 2009. I am growing increasingly aware of my surroundings as a human. Hu-man. (It begins to sound strange if you repeat it enough times). Yes. I am odd. Something else about myself that I've noted as I've grown. Do what you want. If you have to fight to do that, make that your point, or rather "what you want". With this new philosophical outlook on life, I am slowly (very slowly) moving towards the understanding that I have full...
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Isis: Draining the hate out of my system.
http://beautybyisis.blogspot.com/2008/03/draining-hate-out-of-my-system.html
The crap that fills my brain and needs to be let loose. Saturday, March 22, 2008. Draining the hate out of my system. I hate that I look like you. I hate that my eyebrow raises the same way as yours. I hate that I wont allow myself to be like you in anyway. I hate what you did to me, and to my brothers who were too young to get it. I hate your selfishness. I hate your incessant need to drain all the happiness from the room. I hate that people think I will be just like you. Collin J. Rae. For you, Mother.
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Isis: May 2008
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The crap that fills my brain and needs to be let loose. Thursday, May 29, 2008. I have been biting my tongue for months now. Kinda Something was said, but ignored. Hopefully this time will be more successful. My local friends suck (well atleast a damn good majority). You know who you are. Those of you who can disregard this blog should also know who you are. I'll tell you how sad. pathetically sad. We should be able to hang whenever, and where ever. The rest of you- thanks for showing me where I stand.
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Isis: The modeling world today...
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The crap that fills my brain and needs to be let loose. Sunday, March 23, 2008. The modeling world today. For those of you on modelmayhem.com- you are probably aware of the rampant TFP/TFCD debate. When I first became aware of the ability so sign up for modeling sites, admittedly I was excited. I thought "Wow, I can upload my pictures, write a little snippet about myself, and I will book work- and I can do it all for free! It's not like beginners are pros in their field, so obviously they are not offerin...
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Isis: March 2008
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The crap that fills my brain and needs to be let loose. Sunday, March 23, 2008. The modeling world today. For those of you on modelmayhem.com- you are probably aware of the rampant TFP/TFCD debate. When I first became aware of the ability so sign up for modeling sites, admittedly I was excited. I thought "Wow, I can upload my pictures, write a little snippet about myself, and I will book work- and I can do it all for free! It's not like beginners are pros in their field, so obviously they are not offerin...
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Isis: wishful.
http://beautybyisis.blogspot.com/2008/05/wishful.html
The crap that fills my brain and needs to be let loose. Sunday, May 18, 2008. Some dreams don't come true. Rainbows, don't always bear gold at their end. Sometimes the matter's "see through". Translucent, so never will it transcend. Nostalgia's not the cure. Faces drift back into the horizon. Wasted. that's what's become of time spent. Yet, for every dream smashed. And every delusion broken. All the feelings and movements dashed. Not one word even spoken. There is still a glimmer,. Other blogs I enjoy.
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Isis: For you, Mother.
http://beautybyisis.blogspot.com/2008/03/for-you-mother.html
The crap that fills my brain and needs to be let loose. Friday, March 21, 2008. For you, Mother. Selfish is your nature. Lies are your truth. For years I've been searching. Just now I've found the root. My distaste for you is unrelenting. My visions of you are descending. You're sheltered in darkness. I never was the light. Everything you've ever done. Was deliberately out of spite. You've exhausted my morals. And taken my trust. Just to trade it in. Taking peoples miracles,. Pretending you're a hero,.
