So taht I can feel the rain. Monday, May 22, 2006. But I cant go home. And Im not so strong. But I'll make my way. To the place I know. Where I use to go to get brave. I dont wanna be lost anymore. Fear not for the dark is here. The heart's hollow has become windy. The air walks to and fro in its empty. I hold his hand. He holds my soul. Saturday, May 20, 2006. Search for pleasure and for pain. Now I am undying. While you offer more,. Make it easier to satisfy? Running to my core. Listen to your breathing.