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Sunday, October 31, 2010. Some dreams are worth it when they are left with. Meanings while others are just a waste when they are left empty. My heart beats like crazy and I almost fall on my knees cause I can't believe what I'm seeing. She smiled at me and she wore exactly like the one she sang on Fireworks. As soon as I blinked, I was in a building in the middle of the night with Katy Perry. Was looking at me while singing the song named Fireworks. S head going forward to Mile. As soon as Mile. Pulled m...
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Wednesday, December 29, 2010. Time to move on. 4 months I went through this pain hanging by my love that have been stuck on you and now it's time for me to take a step forward to moving on, but this time I need to get over you, officially. I guess things are never meant to be, sometimes it is best not meant to be with that certain someone due to some reasons hidden behind every painful results on Love. And I am happy that I get to talk to S. Tuesday, December 28, 2010. Look up at the bright night sky and...
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Thursday, May 27, 2010. You flew off with the wings of my heart and left me flightless. Wow, I'm surprised. There's no effort at all. You've lied to me and you left my heart bleeding. Leaving me just like that when you said that you wanna be by my side forever. Whats your motive actually? I want your honest words. Whats your motive of hurting me? Why must I deserve this from you? After what you've given me and now you're stepping out of my life. Come on', you expect all this to happen? When I'm alone, wh...
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Thursday, December 22, 2011. What do you mean "Karma is my game". Well Let's just say that I can play it on others whenever I want. (:. Strike your question and I'll strike my answer. Monday, December 12, 2011. The presence you'll always feel for this beautiful-so-unique feeling, where your heart can only know that it's from that only one soul, and that is, the beauty of love full with sharp bleeding thorns all around. Whatever have I done to deserve this from him? My life is nothing but full of never en...
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Friday, July 30, 2010. Life is like a Ghost Town. I want you to be here with me through the lonely nights, accompanying me til I closed my eyes and wander off to my dreams. But then, I know now I'm not going through the right path but it's just for temporary. Just need the right time. Let nature take its course aites? Don't worry. This will all be gone, not soon. Just be patient. Thursday, July 15, 2010. Speak of the Devil Part Two, Poisoned. Open the text and read it:. Me: Yes it is. Why? I'm waiting fo...
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Monday, February 28, 2011. I want your hard body to lean against mine while we look into each others' eyes, slowly letting our lips meet cause the heart misses the way how we touch and make love while I pull your delicate hair through the cold night. Just want to say that I'm thankful for everything you dear souls have done for me and I wish I can repay all your kindness and everything you all have done for me. Wednesday, February 23, 2011. Dear beloved gay brother, Dudy. But I can promise you that it'll...
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Wednesday, June 29, 2011. Staying strong as a single soul. Walking through that path in life all alone, though you felt parts of the pieces missing in your heart, still you just carry on, step by step bearing all those emptiness in you. Who is going to be my lover? How is s/he going to look like? Is s/he going to be the one that going to love me so much more than how I'm going to love him/her? Is s/he going to be the one that is going to be afraid of losing me most? Thursday, June 16, 2011. Players will ...
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Sunday, January 29, 2012. Fell into a place, a place where it's just myself and my loneliness, darkness fills the light, nothing is ever going to wrap me up with warmth, everything's so cold now, I'm frozen. So it's been a few weeks, since I left. I left them for good. Felt the pain, of being lonely. Felt it all in my heart. It's like your heart has been stabbed pretty badly. Silly of me to text him out of the blue. It was expected. No will always be an answer. Saturday, January 21, 2012. We lie on the g...
