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Saturday, April 28, 2012. I am in a no reception zone. My life has no cost. No God, go away! I don’t want you. It’s all in my head. I know what is best. I am in pain. My life is in vain. No God, go away! I don’t want you. I am clinging to myself. I want to be alone. I want to be separate. I don’t want to hear. I don’t want to see. I want to believe. No one cares for me. No God, go away! I don’t want you. I don’t belong. I don’t even care. I don’t have friends. With whom I can share. They are all perfect.
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Whispers2Abba: no God?
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Thursday, October 9, 2008. I am in a no reception zone. My life has no cost. No God, go away! I don’t want you. It’s all in my head. I know what is best. I am in pain. My life is in vain. No God, go away! I don’t want you. I am clinging to myself. I want to be alone. I want to be separate. I don’t want to hear. I don’t want to see. I want to believe. No one cares for me. No God, go away! I don’t want you. I don’t belong. I don’t even care. I don’t have friends. With whom I can share. They are all perfect.
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Whispers2Abba: May 2008
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Tuesday, May 6, 2008. It seems as if I am standing on one side of a huge canyon and see how I should grow toward you, live in your presence and serve you, but cannot reach the other side of the canyon where you are. I can speak and write, preach and argue about the beauty and goodness of the life I see on the other side, but how, O Lord, can I get there? Sometimes I even have the painful feeling that the clearer the vision, the more aware I am of the depth of the canyon. 8211;from the book. I was touched...
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Saturday, April 28, 2012. Living life one day at a time. Time goes by so fast,. Trying to stay in the now. And not the future nor the past. My journey is a time to grow. Living life each day. Thanking God for leading me. Each step of the way. Some steps are fairly easy. The ground level and smooth. Some are hard and difficult. A lot of emotions to soothe. I find i can still have anger. Not many bursts like before,. I find a peace inside that holds me. God's Spirit loves me more. Sometimes He even smiles.
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Whispers2Abba: April 2008
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Saturday, April 26, 2008. I’ve watched you. As the strength slowly leaves. As the circumstances around you. Seem to drain every glimmer. Seldom do they seem better. And when they do. Your hope is a far off. But none the less trying. To believe in a thinking level. That He is there. With you through it all. In your hurting heart. It lies hidden at times. From senses of connection. But He is there. Asking you to wait in Galilee. Even though He said. Yet Jesus told Mary. To tell him to go. To wait at Galilee.
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Saturday, September 13, 2008. As you can probably tell i like to take pictures of clouds. Here are some i took during a recent storm here in arizona. Guess i always liked to imagine what the shapes of the clouds hold. They can be fascinating and ever changing.kind like how God must see us! I so hear you about the clouds. I love looking at them and trying to capture pictures of them. These are beautiful. Thanks for sharing them! Love and hugs,. September 24, 2008 at 10:08 AM. View my complete profile.
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Whispers2Abba: April 2012
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Saturday, April 28, 2012. I am in a no reception zone. My life has no cost. No God, go away! I don’t want you. It’s all in my head. I know what is best. I am in pain. My life is in vain. No God, go away! I don’t want you. I am clinging to myself. I want to be alone. I want to be separate. I don’t want to hear. I don’t want to see. I want to believe. No one cares for me. No God, go away! I don’t want you. I don’t belong. I don’t even care. I don’t have friends. With whom I can share. They are all perfect.
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Whispers2Abba: June 2008
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Sunday, June 22, 2008. I am His little lamb. In His arms, He holds me. In His care i am. In His grace, He molds me. I am His little lamb. Labels: Jesus and the children. Wednesday, June 18, 2008. A hole so deep. It seems to have no bottom. A darkness so thick. It seems to be smothering. No air to breathe. No light to see. The depths are deep. It pounds against me. It pressures my inner being. Too weak to do more. Too much in despair. The Spirit beckons me. I reach out my hand. Searching in the dark.
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Thursday, August 28, 2008. Can i take off my mask in front of you? Can i be safe with you knowing. Who i really am? Can you accept me, with all my flaws? Can i accept me, with all my flaws? I am not perfect. I can make mistakes and still be ok. It's taken time to get to this point. I have been given freedom from a ton of shame. It no longer binds me like it did. There are times when it flared up,. I won't deny that. I am able to use postive self talk. As best i can. To feed myself the truth. Angels watch...
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Whispers2Abba: August 2008
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Thursday, August 28, 2008. Can i take off my mask in front of you? Can i be safe with you knowing. Who i really am? Can you accept me, with all my flaws? Can i accept me, with all my flaws? I am not perfect. I can make mistakes and still be ok. It's taken time to get to this point. I have been given freedom from a ton of shame. It no longer binds me like it did. There are times when it flared up,. I won't deny that. I am able to use postive self talk. As best i can. To feed myself the truth. I will only ...
