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Whisper to Me, Whisper: 20.iv.

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Whisper to Me, Whisper. Make your voice the only thing I hear. Tuesday, 20 April 2010. Need, need, NEED to get back to the iron will of a week or so ago, that says a steadfast, tight-lipped 'no' to every mouthful of shepherds pie, lemon cake and other little nibbles I think don't matter when in fact, here they are, stopping that elusive number from leaving 125 and getting into proper acceptable waters. 20 April 2010 at 07:26. 20 April 2010 at 11:32. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). A Spoonful of Empty...

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Whisper to Me, Whisper: 21.iv

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Whisper to Me, Whisper. Make your voice the only thing I hear. Wednesday, 21 April 2010. Way too much of the future tense in my head - when I'm thin, I will. Bollocks to that. I am thinking of myself as the skinny one from now on. That will inform all my choices. I am skinny because I choose to exist on diet coke, coffee, fruit and soup. I am skinny because the fat-oozing cakes and cheese and everything else hold absolutely no appeal to me. Suck on that, stuck scales. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).

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Whisper to Me, Whisper: May 2010

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Whisper to Me, Whisper. Make your voice the only thing I hear. Wednesday, 12 May 2010. Haven't posted for a bit as been faffing about with the elusive goddamn scales, and forgetting that the odd nibble here and there actually registers. No lying from them. Though clothes are literally hanging off me. Wonder if 119 might not be a good place to stop before I look skeletal - not too attractive at my age. 8 stone 7 for my birthday on Saturday? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). A Head Full of Beauty.

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Whisper to Me, Whisper: March 2010

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Whisper to Me, Whisper. Make your voice the only thing I hear. Tuesday, 30 March 2010. Damn scales stuck again at 126, grrr, how can this same number inspire both elation and frustration? Clothes really loose now, husband noticed that formerly skinny jeans pretty baggy, is hoping I will stop. When I am thin, yes I will. I long long ago stopped giving a flying fuck for what they think. I am a bitch. Friday, 26 March 2010. 128, must must must keep this up. Am miserable as fuck which actually helps. Managin...

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Whisper to Me, Whisper: 27.iv

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Whisper to Me, Whisper. Make your voice the only thing I hear. Tuesday, 27 April 2010. Medica, your lovely comment pretty much sums it up. Though in fact, my husnband has been saying how wonderful I look and how proud he is of me. I would like to pretend to be nice through and through but I am very much anjoying seeing my friends and hearing all their lame excuses about time, too much to do, other priorities, not vain enough etc. Nope, just don't eat. Want to be thin more than feed your face. A Spoonful ...

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Whisper to Me, Whisper: April 2010

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Whisper to Me, Whisper. Make your voice the only thing I hear. Tuesday, 27 April 2010. Medica, your lovely comment pretty much sums it up. Though in fact, my husnband has been saying how wonderful I look and how proud he is of me. I would like to pretend to be nice through and through but I am very much anjoying seeing my friends and hearing all their lame excuses about time, too much to do, other priorities, not vain enough etc. Nope, just don't eat. Want to be thin more than feed your face. Not my prob...

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Whisper to Me, Whisper: February 2010

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Whisper to Me, Whisper. Make your voice the only thing I hear. Saturday, 27 February 2010. Scales. I've despised them for years, those fucking awful mornings morphing into weeks, where the numbers just scream 'you obese bitch,' and off you go to stuff the disappointment and despair down under bread, cereal, more bread and butter, whatever isn't nailed down basically. So what the hell was I thinking buying whizzy electronic all-singing all-dancing ones this week? I'm now going to lie on my bed and watch a...

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Whisper to Me, Whisper: 16.iv

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Whisper to Me, Whisper. Make your voice the only thing I hear. Friday, 16 April 2010. Seems like weeks and weeks since I posted; in reality I escaped for some quiet and walking and am now officially at 125, which makes me both happy and anxious. I thought that being under 9 stone would make me less instead of more critical of this body, but as the fat melts and the bone and muscle shows, I feel that my skin tone is pretty crap and there is way too much sun damage. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).

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Whisper to Me, Whisper: 2.iv

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Whisper to Me, Whisper. Make your voice the only thing I hear. Friday, 2 April 2010. Also, was walking about with size (UK) 10 jeans trailing off me, literally falling off without being undone. I might be ready for an 8, but I have never ever been that small and it feels like such a huge step. Do I really deserve to be so small and not covered in this disgusting lard that gives me an excuse to hide and explain away why I am so hard to love? Oh yes, in every single way. 2 April 2010 at 03:42. If it would ...