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MistyWineColoredMemories: As simple as that...
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Tuesday, February 17, 2015. As simple as that. This post may not be what you thought it would be. As I type this, I am drunk. my fingers stumbling over the keys.intoxicated.frequently backspacing and deleting errors I don't intend. One week ago, I had a date with the man I mentioned previously in my posts. dark skinned, intellectual, handsome - I had two beers. Tonight, I have had one bottle of wine, 5 beers, and another 2 glasses of wine. As simple as that,. I type these words. Of getting my doctorate.
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MistyWineColoredMemories: ramblings
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Saturday, March 14, 2015. I Facebook messaged a friend I haven't talked to in over a year to say that I would love to go to the beach with her and her family this summer if they vacation this way (WTF? This has me wondering if anyone really knows how much I drink? Okay, so back to question - who knows how much I drink? Why do I keep drinking? I'm not sure.it's fun, it's a release, it's something I do with friends (and it's something I do alone). I didn't drink for about a month earlier this year ...The o...
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MistyWineColoredMemories: May 2016
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Thursday, May 12, 2016. A year and some odd months later. Well, according to my AA app I have been sober 13.85 months.crazy, huh? Things that are different now from last March:. I don't have the guilt that would come after a round of binge drinking. I am more comfortable with myself. I don't have the anxiety I had before. I know myself more (for better or for worse - I realize now just how compulsive/impulsive I am). I have a MUCH closer connection to God. My relationship with my mom is a lot better.
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MistyWineColoredMemories: July 2015
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Thursday, July 16, 2015. 4 months and still standing. According to my AA app, today is officially 4 months even, and still no drink for me, although today I wanted some wine in the worst kind of way, and went so far as to buy a pack of cigarettes and have been chain smoking them, which I have not done in 4 months. Just thought I'd check in and let any readers know that I'm still standing.a little bit wobbly, but still standing sober. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.
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MistyWineColoredMemories: 90 days musings
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Saturday, June 13, 2015. I guess what my problem boils down to is that of my identity. I don't identify as a non-drinker yet. I still have a stereotype of a boring tee-totaler in my head when I think of non-drinker. I still have that drinker mentality. When does that go away? Does that go away? June 14, 2015 at 1:03 AM. Being a drinker just becomes who you are like a guy that enjoys football or a woman that loves children. Where do you go from there? June 14, 2015 at 6:52 PM. Thanks for dropping by!
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MistyWineColoredMemories: A recent drinking history
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Friday, December 26, 2014. A recent drinking history. Still completely undecided about whether or not my not drinking will last forever, but I guess that's not the kind of thing one really decides. In an attempt to provide clarity as to the extent of my drinking issue, I am going to put it all out here to be examined by you, the reading audience.speaking of which, hello, is there anybody out there? So here are my most recent drinking embarrassments/mistakes. 4 - 11/8/14 - met up with a forever friend who...
