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Dialogues of the Dramatic: September 2006
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Dialogues of the Dramatic. Wading through the Mess. . . Wednesday, September 27, 2006. I'm fickle. yesterday, no monday? I was just looking at picture after picture going back in her blog and thinking, i'm missing this. granted they are not my kids, but will i ever have kids? Posted by Dara Pierre-Louis at 11:19 AM. Have i reached mine? Can't i just go back to meaningless sex? Good point. but if i'm just wanting to go back to having meaningless sex - what question do i need to ask myself? So i'm beginnin...
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Dialogues of the Dramatic: July 2006
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Dialogues of the Dramatic. Wading through the Mess. . . Wednesday, July 05, 2006. My heart is heavy with fears, disappointments, stress, concern. i feel like a huge weight is pressing down on my chest. what to do? Do i need to apologize? Am i slashing myself for some deeply needed release of pain that might result in some kind of sick pleasure? Is this reverse humility or true remorse? How can we diagnose ourselves? Does guilt ever fade? And if so for how long? I've had moments of purity, moments of newn...
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Dialogues of the Dramatic: June 2006
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Dialogues of the Dramatic. Wading through the Mess. . . Thursday, June 01, 2006. The wounds are healing. scabs are forming. and even though i know new ones are around the corner, i'm like an athlete and damn proud of my bumps and bruises because they are evidence that i am not passively living this life but risking all the time. . . the only way to know great joy, is to know great pain. i've known both and want more and more of both. Posted by Dara Pierre-Louis at 4:21 PM. View my complete profile.
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Dialogues of the Dramatic: May 2006
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Dialogues of the Dramatic. Wading through the Mess. . . Wednesday, May 31, 2006. Who am i punishing? I've gone this far. i've walked over. i've conversed. i've kind of commited to a date. whats a hug? He hugs me and he kisses me. wtf? Why does every friggin man think that they get to kiss me. that i am theres to have but not to love? How am i to continue? How is this all my fault? How does there never seem to be any other type of love offered to me except physical? Posted by Dara Pierre-Louis at 1:53 PM.
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Dialogues of the Dramatic: April 2006
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Dialogues of the Dramatic. Wading through the Mess. . . Thursday, April 27, 2006. The end of the fast. . . So the week long fast from the opposing gender is over. i am back on the market folks. it was a rough week, i had that feeling of impending doom, you know when your stomach feels like its going to drop, all week long and i was wondering, am i really just, that pathetic? And then i started thinking, he doesn't even know my name? What could he possibly want from me? Maybe i expect too much? Friday, Ap...
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Dialogues of the Dramatic: September 2005
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Dialogues of the Dramatic. Wading through the Mess. . . Wednesday, September 28, 2005. Holding back the flood. Posted by Dara Pierre-Louis at 3:17 PM. Monday, September 26, 2005. Can a lost person? Then at the end of the video she talked about achieving happiness on earth, and she clearly stated that we can have victory this side of heaven. Can we? Is the idea that I can't something I need to break free from? Posted by Dara Pierre-Louis at 4:02 PM. Thursday, September 22, 2005. Of course I hope that he w...
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Dialogues of the Dramatic: October 2005
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Dialogues of the Dramatic. Wading through the Mess. . . Thursday, October 06, 2005. Ijoma and the Drunk. This past Friday, was by far the most interesting day in Los Angeles to date. I doubt that any day to come will surpass the interesting events that came to pass on Friday. I know that there will be worst days here and I hope that there will be better days here, but more interesting, I severely doubt. Launch 2005. This was how the day unfolded:. Thought I’ll deal with this later, got in shower. A half ...
