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allie's trails of thoughts: On Gifts Envy and Embracing Your Own
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Allie's trails of thoughts. Wednesday, November 14, 2012. On Gifts Envy and Embracing Your Own. There was a point in my life that I was envious of people. In particular, people with flashy spiritual gifts, like prophets, prayer warriors, awesome singers. Note: see how I put awesome there in front of singers? Very hypocritical, eh? Inside I was screaming, I am not good enough! Why don’t You give me something I am really good at and then I can definitely know it is Your calling for me? I appreciate that yo...
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allie's trails of thoughts: November 2012
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Allie's trails of thoughts. Monday, November 19, 2012. I am also still waiting on a couple of last minute internet purchases which according to the tracking label are still stuck in Los Angeles. Panic time? Again, strangely, no. Maybe this is what the world call wedding zen, kungfu panda call inner peace, and what I call surrendering. I somehow believe that everything will fall into place. And nothing is going to be perfect but that is life, isn't it? Life does not have to be perfect to be beautiful.
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allie's trails of thoughts: August 2011
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Allie's trails of thoughts. Monday, August 29, 2011. When i received my calling and promise a month ago, i did not understand. i did not know what to do. how can i be so soaked in the presence of God? How can i draw closer to Him? The desire grew, more hungry, more thirsty each passing day. it seems like it's never enough no matter how hard i try to spend time with God. i want more and more and more. i struggled, and never satisfied. Of God is the person. Hence, the source of my hunger. i even attemp...
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allie's trails of thoughts: February 2011
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Allie's trails of thoughts. Saturday, February 12, 2011. Let's get serious, let's get real! Excerpts from KD's sermon in workers prayer meeting. i'm gonna crash on my bed soon so i'll fix the wording later. happy reading peeps! And this does not happen to just unbelievers but also to the people who confess themselves as Christians, looking religious on the outside yet denying it inside. Stop and think for a moment. Am I a true Christian? Or am I just a nominal Christian? These days and time, life is beco...
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allie's trails of thoughts: July 2011
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Allie's trails of thoughts. Wednesday, July 20, 2011. Dear Lord, You chose to love me. There is no escaping Your love. A battle within me, torn my insides apart. Heart aching, wanting yet not willing. My soul cries for Your fellowship. My spirit groans for an intimacy. Too long have i denied those yearnings. My spirit's longing, my soul's desire. My flesh would not yield, it would not let go. Of what it had loved, self and ego. Too late to go back, for no longer i belong. Where can i go from Your Spirit?
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allie's trails of thoughts: wedding zen
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Allie's trails of thoughts. Monday, November 19, 2012. I am also still waiting on a couple of last minute internet purchases which according to the tracking label are still stuck in Los Angeles. Panic time? Again, strangely, no. Maybe this is what the world call wedding zen, kungfu panda call inner peace, and what I call surrendering. I somehow believe that everything will fall into place. And nothing is going to be perfect but that is life, isn't it? Life does not have to be perfect to be beautiful.
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allie's trails of thoughts: yo!
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Allie's trails of thoughts. Wednesday, April 18, 2012. Hello blogosphere. i missed you. Lunch was suprisingly yummy today. and you couldn't feel any better downing fresh homemade salad after a deliciously unhealthy A1 egg chiffon dinner. I missed writing. i missed unleashing my emotional crap unto the internet. i envy people who are either free enough or disciplined enough to post regularly. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Simple template. Powered by Blogger.
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allie's trails of thoughts: May 2011
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Allie's trails of thoughts. Wednesday, May 18, 2011. I took a sickie on monday. yeah i know. it's bad. and i am lazy. i was too tired and it was too cold. i hated my current manager for squeezing in fifteen minutes appointments and overloading my usually pretty cruisy days. it too a toll on me physically and affected me mentally. i was unhappy. so i took the sickie with little guilt. But then, these words came to me thru boo. 1 Pet 2:13-25, 1 Pet 3:1-7. But do not be afraid; He who called you will also s...
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allie's trails of thoughts: Perseverance
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Allie's trails of thoughts. Saturday, May 12, 2012. Be careful when you say something to God. And as you read the time of this post, it happens this morning. So, not wanting to be without integrity, i pulled myself together, and grabbed my bible. I can't go back against my own words, can i? Because He loves us so. I was hit by a guilty pang when i heard last week's sermon. God, who is in me, has been calling me to go back to Him. Again. And again. Did i do anything about it though? Thank you Father :3.
