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January | 2017 | bizarrelovetriangleblog
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Has It Been a Year? Two guys, a girl, and a choice. Monthly Archives: January 2017. My Stranger asked me a question yesterday that made me think. He didn’t ask it quite this way, but the gist was, can you prevent yourself from falling in love? We both tried to fight it. We both knew that I would be returning home to a place over 7,000 miles away. Falling in love was inconvenient at best; heartbreaking at worst. How do two young adults manage that? Should we have been honest with each other? I originally ...
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Shame, embarrassment, pain – Shedding the emotional blubber
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Shedding the emotional blubber. Just another me trying to transform into a smaller bikini wearing me. Shame, embarrassment, pain. October 14, 2016. Tw: too much info, period talk, serious overshare. I had a fairly good day today. My general mindset was strong, forward looking and positive. I had two flashbacks that made me feel a deep guilt and sadness but they were short lived. But these moments were fleeting and for most of the day I was happy, munching on popcorn and sugar and just feel more positive.
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September | 2016 | bizarrelovetriangleblog
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Has It Been a Year? Two guys, a girl, and a choice. Monthly Archives: September 2016. Demure, with a dash of Goods. Work has settled down! I am still exhausted, but fully planning to use this weekend to catch up on sleep and get some exercise. No more 12-15 hour days. No more insane volleys of texts. No more sitting at the computer trying to edit documents at 1 am. I can have a life again. September 30, 2016. Want coffee, you deceitful Bitch? Maybe one of your girlfriends? Seriously, that’s your response?
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November | 2016 | bizarrelovetriangleblog
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Has It Been a Year? Two guys, a girl, and a choice. Monthly Archives: November 2016. So, I was wrapped up in my Turkey Day mopery, and then my unexpected date with The Driver came along on Saturday night, so I neglected to post about ShyGuy’s. Re-pop. Yep, that’s right. This ghost sent a new tester text. My friend asked if I even wanted the book back. Well, duh Yeah! I waited until the next day to text ShyGuy back. Happy Thanksgiving to you as well. November 28, 2016. It’s Trickling Men…. Meet at the bar.
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May | 2016 | bizarrelovetriangleblog
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Has It Been a Year? Two guys, a girl, and a choice. Monthly Archives: May 2016. And Just Like That…. He moved. Anderson signed a lease a few days ago, and then yelled at me that I hadn’t given him the money from our recent move out settlement. I told him the attorney told me not to until we have it drafted and signed. He said he couldn’t pay the new landlady to move without that money, since he is so destitute…. I feel fine; just numb. I think happiness will have to wait until it doesn’t look l...I can&#...
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Year End Tidbits | bizarrelovetriangleblog
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Has It Been a Year? Two guys, a girl, and a choice. I know the pages of this blog have been a bit focused on things with The Stranger lately, but the other pieces of my life march along as well (or stay stagnant as the case may be). So as we get close to wrapping up the old year (which I can’t say I will miss much), here’s what else is still hanging out there. He sent the following snippets to his sister…. 8220;She can be a bitch”. Meanwhile, his 40. I long to reach over in the middle of the night and to...
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New Year, Same Cat | bizarrelovetriangleblog
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Has It Been a Year? Two guys, a girl, and a choice. New Year, Same Cat. It started with the ever familiar text I want to see the cat. I countered with a date (one I knew he was not available for but he doesn’t know that). He asked for a date a few days ago. I wasn’t being passive aggressive; I just sincerely forgot to respond, until I got another text the next day saying he now couldn’t do it because lo and behold, he’s sick again! It is so clearly not about the cat. But what is the purpose? There hasn&#...
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December | 2016 | bizarrelovetriangleblog
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Has It Been a Year? Two guys, a girl, and a choice. Monthly Archives: December 2016. I wish you no ill will. I just hope that you will soon find enough peace within your heart to allow me to be free. Free from your anger and contempt and manipulation. December 31, 2016. He sent the following snippets to his sister…. 8220;She can be a bitch”. 8220;Talking to the lawyer before I meet with the financial person. I am thinking of fucking with her though. Mentally. Like I did to get out of the hous...I long to...
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July | 2016 | bizarrelovetriangleblog
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Has It Been a Year? Two guys, a girl, and a choice. Monthly Archives: July 2016. Here, Take This…. I went to a party last night with a girlfriend of mine just a small gathering for another woman we grew up with who is in town for a few days for her high school reunion. It has been several years since I have seen her, and even when she was still here, we ran in different circles. I met several new people, who were genuinely kind, sincere and funny. What’s this let me give you mine thing? Not that I’m losi...