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My Sacred Insanity: May 2011
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My story of addiction, loss, suicide, bi-polar depression, abuse, love, hope, and life, not necessarily in that order. Wednesday, May 25, 2011. 30 Days of Truth - Day 13 - An artist or song that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.). I don't know who the letter is supposed to be to. the band? Here are the lyrics:. Sometimes in our lives. We all have pain. We all have sorrow. But if we are wise. We know that there's. When you're not strong. I'll help you carry on (lean on me).
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My Sacred Insanity: September 2011
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My story of addiction, loss, suicide, bi-polar depression, abuse, love, hope, and life, not necessarily in that order. Thursday, September 29, 2011. This time he upped the Lyrica (for pain and anxiety), added a small dose (5mg) of buspar in the morning in addition to the night time dose (20mg), and I can take risperedol (sp? As needed for the panic attacks. I need someone that knows its possible and can help me get there. Links to this post. Friday, September 23, 2011. Why My Insanity is Sacred. He has w...
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My Sacred Insanity: October 2011
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My story of addiction, loss, suicide, bi-polar depression, abuse, love, hope, and life, not necessarily in that order. Saturday, October 8, 2011. Scraping Up Some Hope. I feel hopeless today. It is a horrible day. Well I feel horrible anyway. It should be a great day. I am taking Victorya to celebrate her upcoming 4th birthday at the Circus! Links to this post. Wednesday, October 5, 2011. Just Some Blog Business. I will keep My Sacred Insanity more focused on mine and my son's Bipolar and addiction and r...
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My Sacred Insanity: Scraping Up Some Hope
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My story of addiction, loss, suicide, bi-polar depression, abuse, love, hope, and life, not necessarily in that order. Saturday, October 8, 2011. Scraping Up Some Hope. I feel hopeless today. It is a horrible day. Well I feel horrible anyway. It should be a great day. I am taking Victorya to celebrate her upcoming 4th birthday at the Circus! October 9, 2011 at 5:05 AM. There are some good forums on psych meds you could use for support. You are not alone. October 9, 2011 at 10:20 AM. The whole med situati...
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My Sacred Insanity: March 2012
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My story of addiction, loss, suicide, bi-polar depression, abuse, love, hope, and life, not necessarily in that order. Saturday, March 31, 2012. My cup is empty. I am lost and empty. Why is my life always much more sad and empty than happy and full? What can I do differently? Where has my HAPPY gone? All of his ua's have been clean for over a month and he earns a $40 gift card for every clean ua. (5 a week) He will be trading those to me for fine money to cover his shoplifting and warrant. I am sitting h...
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My Sacred Insanity: March 2011
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My story of addiction, loss, suicide, bi-polar depression, abuse, love, hope, and life, not necessarily in that order. Friday, March 18, 2011. More down than up, feeling alone and trying not to isolate. I am starting to see that even though I claim to have lived unmedicated for years, I have in fact still been self medicating during some of those times. Right now I would say I am at the highest risk for relapse. well ever. Relapse on what? I don't come looking for pain meds, I come looking to find out wh...
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My Sacred Insanity: So Much To Unlearn
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My story of addiction, loss, suicide, bi-polar depression, abuse, love, hope, and life, not necessarily in that order. Friday, March 23, 2012. So Much To Unlearn. I am sitting here as if I am sitting across the table from an old friend. "So, Blog, we meet again! Oh, my, I am happy to see you too! I haven't been interacting over any bottles for almost 2 years now! I haven't been interacting online or in life much though. I have to wonder what makes me different than most 33 year olds? I was comforted by f...
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My Sacred Insanity: June 2011
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My story of addiction, loss, suicide, bi-polar depression, abuse, love, hope, and life, not necessarily in that order. Friday, June 17, 2011. Day 15 - Something or someone you couldn't live without, because you’ve tried living without it. Links to this post. Labels: 30 Days of Truth. Because you’ve tried living without it. Something or someone you couldnt live without. Thursday, June 16, 2011. 30 Days of Truth - Day 14 - A hero that has let you down. (letter). I learned that you were good at taking life ...
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My Sacred Insanity: November 2010
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My story of addiction, loss, suicide, bi-polar depression, abuse, love, hope, and life, not necessarily in that order. Saturday, November 13, 2010. If Heaven Had a Phone. Who would you call if heaven had a phone? Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Suburbia, Rocky Mountain Foothills, United States. View my complete profile. I'm finding my way back to sanity, again. Though I don't really know what. I am gonna do when I get there. Take a breath and hold on tight. Spin around one more time.
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My Sacred Insanity: November 2011
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My story of addiction, loss, suicide, bi-polar depression, abuse, love, hope, and life, not necessarily in that order. Thursday, November 3, 2011. Update: Detox and Suboxone. Yes you read that right and I am talking about myself! I have to take one day at a time, sometimes one moment at a time. I feel so raw and and I desperately need the healing to begin. I must believe that it will get better so that I have a reason to walk in these unbearable shoes. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
