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Tuesday, March 21, 2006. Anyway. at the same time i also got nth to do. then very tired. end up i getting more and more moody. zzz. am i really a girl in a man's body? Talking abt yetersday. i really happy. got present. got free meal. got 2 times . got shopping awhile. chit chat wif DeaR. although all was crap. but somehow i saw DeaR's eyes like lesser interest in me le. haiz. cham. am i a boring person? I think i gotta slp early everynight. slping now. boo! Saturday, March 18, 2006. If i eat at the cafe...
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Thursday, April 06, 2006. Everytime say pei me. when u come and pei me everytime? When i need u where are u? I need a shoulder. but theres none for me there. im sad. my life is so sad. full of sadness. theres rarely a few days im happy. barely. Saw her. so happy. green shirt wif blue jeans. so cute. hehe. but i stood outside the shop waiting for her to see me. but to my dismay. after standing there for 45mins. she never see me. sad. i just ride my bike and go. ...Reached home. bathed. on the phon...Alway...
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Thursday, May 31, 2007. No matter what happens. i can handle it! I never felt so down before. So hopeless about life. Im so sick of life. Just imagine a doctor in a hospital. His goal is to save as many life as possible. But one day. the purpose has become numb. so meaningless. Who is going to save the doctor when hes down? Im just like that doctor. That goal has died completed. Whats the point of me always helping pple around me? No one. im completed demoralised. I has become unhelpful. I tried to fight.
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Monday, October 04, 2004. Today i got all my results. It is very very good compared to all my friends. Only about 3% of the whole cohort of 5N got below 20 points for L1R4. and i am one of them. of coz i shine brightly infront of them. and can say i am the cleanest one in a filthy rubbish bin. so what? My results are uncomparable to those Express students. English- C5, Chinese B3, Maths A1, D&T B4, Science B4, Combined Humanities F9! What kind of results is this? Kao how to surivie? Every subjects is lef...
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Monday, July 17, 2006. Ahhhh siannn ah. really whole day seeing text. come blog also type text. kena sai. for those who are bored. heres a short entertainment for u. click here. MORE VIDEOS TO DESTRESS! Friday, July 14, 2006. Haha coz i helped wanyi and her group including lynette to do her project. i did a so so flash . haha. its about blood donation thingy. if you are interested to view. The rest of her classmates gave me some comments on the flash. its funny and hilarious! Haha miss ya DeaR! Yesterday...
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Friday, August 04, 2006. According to Nietzsche, "In the ages of the rude beginning of culture, man believed that he was discovering a second real world in dream, and here is the origin of all metaphysics. Without dreams, mankind would never have had occasion to invent such a division of the world. The parting of soul and body goes also with this way of interpreting dreams; likewise, the idea of a soul's apparitional body: whence all belief in ghosts, and apparently, too, in gods.". DreamingThere is a lo...
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Saturday, November 20, 2004. 20 april 2004 - 20 nov 2004. it's been seven months. didn't expect that my relationship turn out so well. i can still feel the freshness and sweetness between us. so is she. however. we will start to get sick of each other one fine day. hope that day will come a couple of decades later. smile*. HaiZ so sad. every month de 20th always got something on. then cannot go out wif my DeaR on this memorable day. sigh. next month. DeC. must celerbrate. haha. Love ya. my DeaR. WhAt a b...
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Monday, January 30, 2006. First day of CNY. not so bad. but not that happy also. dunno why. just feel every CNY is just another day. But still getting angbao is still the happiest thing! Suddenly. OMG 9.30 already. gotta leave hse wif my sister and bro le. vroommmmm. Ahhh finally at papa's hse. the MRT trip seems long sia. haha. go there first thing. CNY! Wanted to say wheres my angbao papa? Wah seh. its been a long time we ate till so shiok. coz only dishes. theres no rice at all! Ooo around 3.30 wo...