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Saturday, September 30, 2006 8:12 PM. I made poor yixuan promise to go to church today to teach me ss cos we have the same syllabus and he SPENT THE NIGHT comparing his notes with mine so as to better teach me and i didn't turn up.): i feel just so mean. I'M SO SORRY! Sigh i'm such a horrid person. And he actually forgave me larh! With like no questions asked. sigh. i feel even meaner like that. ):. But obviously i won't tell him or he'll just irritate me like siao. hee. Ahwells. what can i do? Haha no i...
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Sunday, August 26, 2007 1:31 PM. Sunday, August 19, 2007 8:46 PM. I just realised how angsty and immature i sounded in the last post. Ohwells. i am angsty and immature(:. Now that i've calmed down a little bit more though that's not to say i've forgiven and everything's harmonious and right since i'm someone who bears grudges but with a clearer mind i can at the very least phrase myself better and not sound so angsty and immature. Do whatever you want. I don't care anymore. And thank you so much. Cos onl...
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007 7:23 PM. And i wonder what's going on through your mind as you eat your dinner with the chatter and laughter going on round you with the moon and stars bright overhead. Would you be thinking of me? Written by James Horner, Barry Mann, Cynthia Weil. Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight. Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight. Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer. That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there. Out where dreams come true.
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007 8:47 PM. Sometimes i just think that way too. but my blood type's B- and i only have 1 kidney. but it'll work fine even if you need two kidneys since i'm obviously still surviving. haha. so that'll be about 4 people saved? Sunday, March 25, 2007 4:03 PM. I have to admit. I'm afraid of commitment. I don't want to be dependant on men. I don't trust men. I don't like feeling vulnerable. Which is why it's hard to tell anyone anything. Which is why i feel like leaving you now. And obvi...
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Monday, December 25, 2006 6:56 PM. Merry christmas to all who reads my blog. haha. Anyway, i'm bored. i don't like myself cos i know i'm a boring person. haha. if only like i was eccentric or mad or just plain depressed. at least it'll make me more interesting as a person. like people will go, "ooh, she's mad! Whisperwhisper*" or something like that. and they'll be a lot more friendly. If i had some strange mental illness cos they're just go, "oh such a poor thing! I miss it. sort of. You really wonder&#...
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Monday, October 29, 2007 7:48 PM. Lord, keep my focus on You. Sometimes i live my life just as You've planned. Other times i struggle to obey Your commands. Choices i make each day determine if i'll obey. And follow You, trusting You guide me i pray. Lord, keep my focus on You each day. Though i am tempted to go my own way. Help me to trust in You to live my life to honour You. Lord, keep my focus on You. Trials surround me Lord, i cry in despair. Though i know You're with me and You hear every prayer.
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007 12:08 AM. I realised that no matter what i tell myself, whatever arguments and debates i formulate, whatever evidence i find, i can never refute the fact that i love you. But you probably don't realise. And i only have myself to blame. Should i continue with my original plan? I can see treetops! Really disillusioned about the concept of love now. can a person love another so dearly but still contrive to lie to her? I don't even know for sure if you do love me. But i do know. Is it a...
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Sunday, April 29, 2007 12:57 PM. I think my life really revolves around choir now. But now i'm not really part of them anymore, our goals have shifted apart. Would the music still be the same? The syf choir, and the non-syf singers. No matter how much we try to deny it, to cover it up, the division is there, plain as daylight for us to see. It all just boils down to the fact that my voice sucks. alot. What's the point of having such a saccharine sweet throat voice when my singing voice sucks so horribly?
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Thursday, January 24, 2008 12:23 PM. Thanks so much for everything. For always being with me, putting up with my whining, my pouting and sa jiao-ing and what not. Thanks for always cheering me up and just being you. Thanks for making all my dreams come true. Doesn't it just feel so surreal? Why do you always make me feel so guilty? Yes i know i dui bu qi you. but it's been so long already. isn't half a year more than enough? I'm sorry for always being so selfish and ren xing. None for the moment.
