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Disconnected Thoughts.: November 2009

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I tried to pass for nothing but my dreams gave me away. Wednesday, November 25, 2009. I think we're a little too young to be worried about never finding someone. Yes I'm sure that is a fact. Yet, lately I find myself upset over the fact that I can't find new, interesting people (guys) to talk to and to feel silly around. I know, I know, this is me being my ridiculous self again. I don't want attention when I have it and when I do I shun it. How does that make sense? Anyways, inspired by the 1000awesometh...

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Disconnected Thoughts.: Sing me to sleep.

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I tried to pass for nothing but my dreams gave me away. Saturday, February 5, 2011. Sing me to sleep. Why am I writing? Perhaps I think it'll help me. I used to write for the sake of writing. Writing was my escape, my first love. Still, I find I never do anymore. This blog is enough testament to that. Why did I stop writing? Dare I say it, you inspired me to write a post of my own. Im sorry I havent been around more lately, I just dont have the time of day. I miss you. Kinda :P. March 5, 2011 at 4:44 AM.

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Disconnected Thoughts.: December 2009

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I tried to pass for nothing but my dreams gave me away. Tuesday, December 22, 2009. Despite everything, this made me smile. UPDATE: I am no longer an unemployed bum! Yay for the call centre. Wednesday, December 16, 2009. My body seems foreign to me. My mind seems almost a separate entity. I watch my fingers typing and for a split second, my bony wrists look like someone else's. Did my arms always look like this? And then suddenly, she bursts into tears. I watch her from atop. I watch her like som...It's ...

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Disconnected Thoughts.: August 2009

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I tried to pass for nothing but my dreams gave me away. Thursday, August 27, 2009. I don't know anymore. Dad woke me up this morning to tell me they're off to the hospital. The spot where he had surgery on his head last month was bleeding so they went to see the neurosurgeon. Mom just called saying he is scheduled to have his fourth surgery, and second brain surgery in two weeks. Wednesday, August 26, 2009. Sunday, August 23, 2009. Wednesday, August 19, 2009. I never was too good at prioritizing. I feel ...

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Disconnected Thoughts.: March 2010

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I tried to pass for nothing but my dreams gave me away. Friday, March 26, 2010. Youtube's Recommendations for Me. I especially like the first one. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. It may or may not be cold. The Tome of Communism. Youtubes Recommendations for Me.

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Disconnected Thoughts.: December 2010

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I tried to pass for nothing but my dreams gave me away. Wednesday, December 15, 2010. Even Western medicine,. It couldn't save Danny Callahan. Bad bone marrow, a bald little boy. But the love he feels he carries inside, can be passed. He lay still his mother kissed him goodbye. Said, 'Come back, where are you going to alone? Where are you going all alone? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. It may or may not be cold. The Tome of Communism.

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Disconnected Thoughts.: Self-Fulfilment.

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I tried to pass for nothing but my dreams gave me away. Friday, November 19, 2010. Cue hyperactive, chirping music. Cue dancing man, wearing a grin as big as the blue sky overhead. Cue suburban imagery, beautiful plants, sepia tone garage doors,. Cue luxury car,. Cue FedEx deliveryman,. Cue the happy, beautiful, dream-like land. Cue the television ad,. Sensory overload, a pill for your most special gland. Cue the flurry,. Cue the rehearsed joy,. Cue the disguised medicated turmoil,. Cue luxury car,.

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Disconnected Thoughts.: October 2010

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I tried to pass for nothing but my dreams gave me away. Monday, October 25, 2010. We interview 2500 people to fill 6 positions within Canada," was what I was told by a perky man at a two hour long group interview for a multinational brewing company last week. You guys will find a job no problem! You're hard workers and you're graduating from school of x," my old friend said happily. We shook our heads in disagreement. It seemed four years of business school, four years of preparing for the "real world" a...

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Disconnected Thoughts.: Autumn's Fog

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I tried to pass for nothing but my dreams gave me away. Saturday, November 13, 2010. Driving down the dark stretch of road after a long day, my surroundings seem unfamiliar. Senses exhausted, one eye twitching from a lack of sleep. the world around melts in the soft autumn's fog. the music on the radio plays. incoherent voices. an old one-hit-wonder, the strange sounds resonating. melding around my mind. like that same fog surrounding the constantly moving car. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).