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Saturday, February 12, 2011. Destroying the walls of humanity. My faith burnt to ashes. This existence loses any meaning. Darkness shining through the wastelands. Hearing voices yet again. The shadows of death surrounding me. Tearing at me yet again. I stand above a grave. My corpse rotting beneath my feet. I see visions of blood and gore. Feel the old wounds reopening. Tired of fighting these voices. Tired of fighting this life. Tired of soldiering on this meaningless existence. I just wish to sleep.

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Saturday, February 12, 2011. Destroying the walls of humanity. My faith burnt to ashes. This existence loses any meaning. Darkness shining through the wastelands. Hearing voices yet again. The shadows of death surrounding me. Tearing at me yet again. I stand above a grave. My corpse rotting beneath my feet. I see visions of blood and gore. Feel the old wounds reopening. Tired of fighting these voices. Tired of fighting this life. Tired of soldiering on this meaningless existence. I just wish to sleep.

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In Hatred's Flame: .

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Friday, February 11, 2011. Driven by nameless fears. Driven by a faceless shadow. Tired of this futile resistance. Tired of the ghosts of days past. Fading Dreams for a present. Broken dreams for a future. Cut down these wings. Let them not flutter. In a pool of blood I drown. The blade, my only hope. Tear away at this shell that holds the spirit. Tear away at this life. The path is clear. Only death is certain. As I stare at the lights far away,. My vision slowly fades. The sacrifice has been performed.

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In Hatred's Flame: November 2008

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Sunday, November 9, 2008. In this poem, i have tried to express the train of thought during self-mutilation and immediately after it. I didnt want to do it again. But couldnt stop myself. Consumed by darkness,. I reached out for the blade. Relief when the skin bursts open. Relief when the blood flows. Relief in this pain.beautiful self-administered pain. The bliss when the cold blade touches the skin,. Purifying my mind,. Then comes the realisation,. As the aftermath of your actions finally dawn upon you.

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Saturday, February 12, 2011. Destroying the walls of humanity. My faith burnt to ashes. This existence loses any meaning. Darkness shining through the wastelands. Hearing voices yet again. The shadows of death surrounding me. Tearing at me yet again. I stand above a grave. My corpse rotting beneath my feet. I see visions of blood and gore. Feel the old wounds reopening. Tired of fighting these voices. Tired of fighting this life. Tired of soldiering on this meaningless existence. I just wish to sleep.

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In Hatred's Flame: August 2008

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Thursday, August 14, 2008. Gone are my dreams. Replaced by this twisted, contorted nightmare. The nightmare i m living in. Where are the promises? Where have they dissapeared? The promise of happiness. The promise of realising my dreams. The promise of sanity. The promise of life. Insanity concealed within this flesh. Hatred, misery, anguish, grief. Not allowed to exist. There is no purpose. No meaning.no reason. This soul torn apart. The will to dream is gone. The will to fight this insanity is gone.

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In Hatred's Flame: in solitude...

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Friday, April 10, 2009. Where is this life you speak of? I am alive,. Yet why do i feel dead? Writhing in solitude,. Alone and cold, in this lifeless void. Blinded by this darkness. Nothing seen, nothing heard. I ache for the end. The end of this curse. When will it end? A disease with no cure. A plague with no end. I must find an answer. An answer to this misery. I run the rope through my cold hands. Feel it tighten around my neck. Slowly drips to the ground. Visions of a fading life. Take me to death.

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ELLIPSIS: August 2013

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The unspoken is always recondite. and i am always the unspoken. Monday, August 5, 2013. Little box of knowledge from the parallel dimension. My constant efforts of necrophagy and also the practice of reiki got me to some experiences of thoughts that I am happy to pen down here. To be a part of oneness, fluidity, clarity and awareness beyond Prayer, Rituals, but Directly as One,You need to be a little bit crazy to speak to the energies/god, you know,they have a sense of humor of their own :).

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ELLIPSIS: Home?

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The unspoken is always recondite. and i am always the unspoken. Wednesday, May 30, 2012. This Saturday, lying on the grass near the not so wavering river and soaking the sun in the sheryl crow manner and enjoying one of the few counted days of sun in Germany. Sun- after hailing from the pan fried country, who could imagine to look forward to its presence and enjoy it like they had never witnessed one? Pri, lets go home. It seems that it will rain mercilessly. Get up, hurry. We gotta catch the...Back then...

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ELLIPSIS: November 2010

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The unspoken is always recondite. and i am always the unspoken. Saturday, November 20, 2010. The Me in You. As the years pass,. A hated depart,. A part of me. Lingering.In your head,. Try as hard,. Throw it apart,. Still I last,. Right there.Inside of you,. The memories last,. Eat your heart,. Feel my grip,. Invisible. I hang in you,. Look how far,. The mind has flown,. Emotions are seized,. Resounding.to turn into words,. Come as ahead,. Try to be splendid,. Reflections will threat,. Past has its haunt.

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ELLIPSIS: February 2014

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The unspoken is always recondite. and i am always the unspoken. Wednesday, February 12, 2014. I come from a town where the people look brown, talk black and act white. And a generation of education that taught me that all I need to survive is a C. This town is of people with big shoes and small steps,. Of people who walk on the sodium lit streets without knowing which side of the road they are walking,. With a displaced generation- of ones who never grew up in the land they come from,. Links to this post.

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ELLIPSIS: March 2012

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The unspoken is always recondite. and i am always the unspoken. Saturday, March 3, 2012. The traditional demise-sudden outcries,. Upon colorless world, forever they lay,. I realize,life has become -. Sea of dry bones and dirt of sweat. Final moments carnal-wind blows over,. Incessant graveyard stretch so far-. Hope's silent song so threatening,. My eyes cast down to wishes of dust,. I wish to sleep- but never to dream. One day,here- I will lay,. Embrace the cold stone of my black tomb. Links to this post.

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ELLIPSIS: September 2010

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The unspoken is always recondite. and i am always the unspoken. Tuesday, September 7, 2010. As I grew up,. I wus told -. That passion is in every soul. There is a dream that is a mirror,. Reflecting the feel of hearts interior. And every individual has a reason,. To follow or abdicate their vision. As the road travelled when dream is seeded,. Is pain and pother giving speed receeded. During the scented spring season,. Within me sprouted a dazzling pompon. Its realization made my heart bounce,. Awesome In...

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ELLIPSIS: September 2013

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The unspoken is always recondite. and i am always the unspoken. Monday, September 30, 2013. Handpicked out of numerous specimens, experimented, being synchronised in every octave, molten self being poured into umpteen moulds, each as juvenile as melancholy, surreptitiously scripting the most jocular twists, my life, my relevance, is of a guinea. And they my Gods are satanic! 1 rodent a little larger than a rat. 2 somebody used in an experiment. What’s it dude? Haven't dunnit. I don't care.". He had had q...

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ELLIPSIS: May 2012

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The unspoken is always recondite. and i am always the unspoken. Wednesday, May 30, 2012. This Saturday, lying on the grass near the not so wavering river and soaking the sun in the sheryl crow manner and enjoying one of the few counted days of sun in Germany. Sun- after hailing from the pan fried country, who could imagine to look forward to its presence and enjoy it like they had never witnessed one? Pri, lets go home. It seems that it will rain mercilessly. Get up, hurry. We gotta catch the...Back then...

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ELLIPSIS: Choices

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The unspoken is always recondite. and i am always the unspoken. Monday, October 15, 2012. I have learnt something incredibly important, and I hope and intend to remember. When faced with difficult choices, pick for the right reasons, not for the right apparent results. I cannot say I didn't 'know' this before - everyone has heard and read the "morals" and the "rules" all the time. Yet today I truly understand and appreciate. And I hope I never ever forget. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).

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ELLIPSIS: April 2010

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The unspoken is always recondite. and i am always the unspoken. Sunday, April 25, 2010. Your glorious angel,. Turns down on his wings,. To have the horns,. Of the godfather,. As i sublime,. In the thorns of time,. Away from the kinship,. Spurt my blood,. Castigate my torso,. Mitigate the luminous,. I am sour and raw,. With the games that sacred play,. Lift me high, with the pride. I drift from the bondage,. Hands off the Lord,. Spill my guts,without rue,. To feel slimy and cursed. Lay a chasm on me-.

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Saturday, February 12, 2011. Destroying the walls of humanity. My faith burnt to ashes. This existence loses any meaning. Darkness shining through the wastelands. Hearing voices yet again. The shadows of death surrounding me. Tearing at me yet again. I stand above a grave. My corpse rotting beneath my feet. I see visions of blood and gore. Feel the old wounds reopening. Tired of fighting these voices. Tired of fighting this life. Tired of soldiering on this meaningless existence. I just wish to sleep.

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