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Mockingbird Journal: October 2013
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Mockingbird, the man behind the mastermind. Now you'll see what's inside mockingbird's brain! Wednesday, October 23, 2013. Adalah ikan yang dikeluarkan dari air. Berkelebat-kelebit panik mencari napas. Atau mempersiapkan diri menuju ajal. Antara maju penuh sakit. Atau mundur yang tak mungkin. Atau bertahan di antara. Sama seperti saat ia. Links to this post. Tuesday, October 01, 2013. Did my silly ambition lead me to live my freedom without border and leave the domesticated life I could have? My first mo...
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Mockingbird Journal: July 2013
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Mockingbird, the man behind the mastermind. Now you'll see what's inside mockingbird's brain! Thursday, July 04, 2013. A Dream From Last Decade. Having loads of spare time, I decided to revisit some old files stored in the harddrive. It was quite funny,as I kept them intact for years without opening. When those scattered old files were explored, some files were dated back nine to ten years ago. Time sure flies. And what was my dream job? Where did I work in this made-up future? And where did that take me?
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Mockingbird Journal: Mantan Terindah
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Mockingbird, the man behind the mastermind. Now you'll see what's inside mockingbird's brain! Wednesday, November 12, 2014. You never forget your first. And maybe that’s the reason why I can never erase you from my memory, from my brain. But really, who can easily forget their first relationship? But didn’t we have those gaming moments together? Each and every time, you can always lift me up again. We may walk our own road right now, with no light of meeting up again; but you were always there to che...
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Mockingbird Journal: Penyangkalan Diri / Denial
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Mockingbird, the man behind the mastermind. Now you'll see what's inside mockingbird's brain! Monday, January 26, 2015. Penyangkalan Diri / Denial. Tiba-tiba saya tergelitik ingin berbicara mengenai penyangkalan diri – atau istilah kerennya self-denial. Harusnya kan di belakang! Ini dan berakhir dengan tersiksanya diri saya selama empat tahun. Mau nonton tv nggak enak, mau baca buku tidak bisa sepenuhnya konsentrasi, tapi kalau mau makan tetap lahap sih. Saya membentuk sebuah kelompok detektif untuk meny...
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Mockingbird Journal: November 2014
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Mockingbird, the man behind the mastermind. Now you'll see what's inside mockingbird's brain! Sunday, November 16, 2014. Kelas Hidup dan Pelabuhan Terakhir. Satu kelas hidup telah selesai. Saya sudah mempelajari semua hal yang harus dipelajari dari kelas itu. Saatnya melangkah menuju kelas lain dengan tingkat lebih lanjut. Mau tidak mau membuat saya selalu curiga dengan segala macam tindakan. Yah, kali ini walaupun ujung-ujungnya saya tetap disakiti dan dikecewakan, ternyata tidak ada motif apapun di...
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Mockingbird Journal: February 2013
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Mockingbird, the man behind the mastermind. Now you'll see what's inside mockingbird's brain! Wednesday, February 27, 2013. Tip tap tip tap! I recognized instantly that sound of baby steps my son had while walking towards me. Having him in the household had brightened my days, for Seta cannot stay still for even a minute. His bland innocence was the sunshine for the house. I gave him my biggest grin. It worked! 8220;C’mere, boy! 8220;Do you love me? 8220;I do, son,” said I nodding. 8220;I love you, Dad!
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Mockingbird Journal: October 2014
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Mockingbird, the man behind the mastermind. Now you'll see what's inside mockingbird's brain! Thursday, October 16, 2014. Surat bagi diriku sendiri, 15 tahun yang lalu. Paha kecil kurus kering milik seorang anak kelas dua SMP? Kita hanya butuh berteriak, mengeluarkan apa yang ada di hati. “ I’m in trouble, I have a problem, please my Lord help me, give me a way! Kira-kira begitu kan bunyi refren lagu itu? Sampai kapanpun, kamu akan selalu berbeda. Kamu itu unik, doel. Berbeda dengan teman-temanmu yang la...
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Mockingbird Journal: May 2013
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Mockingbird, the man behind the mastermind. Now you'll see what's inside mockingbird's brain! Wednesday, May 01, 2013. Segelibat Pikir di Hari Buruh. Semua orang nampaknya berlomba-lomba mengumpulkan uang sebanyak-banyaknya untuk kemudian berpartisipasi dalam lomba lain menghabiskan uang sebanyak-banyaknya. Ataukah saya sudah mulai terpengaruh oleh pola kehidupan di Jakarta? Pelit dan gila kerja memang sudah menjadi cap yang melekat semenjak beberapa tahun belakangan ini. Teman-teman kerja di Yogya m...
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Mockingbird Journal: January 2015
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Mockingbird, the man behind the mastermind. Now you'll see what's inside mockingbird's brain! Wednesday, January 28, 2015. Sore ini, saya ditemani sebuah lagu bahasa Jawa yang cukup akrab di telinga hampir semua anak-anak dari kota kelahiran saya. Lagu ini - Lela Ledhung - biasa dinyanyikan oleh kaum ibu untuk menidurkan anak mereka. Tentu saja, lagu ini membawa pikiran saya berkeliaran jauh ke berbagai tempat dalam memori. Bukankah saya bisa menelepon ibu saya dan menangis bercerita tentang semuanya itu?
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Mockingbird Journal: November 2013
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Mockingbird, the man behind the mastermind. Now you'll see what's inside mockingbird's brain! Friday, November 01, 2013. Freirean Reading of Zombie. I am found guilty of watching tons of zombie movies, boththe crappy ones and the magnificent ones. It’s true, the repetition they portrayed is often cheesy and as uncreative as it can be. Furthermore, the zombieque. Culture becomes so huge and widespread that these undeads lost their charms. But why do I still watch (andhunt) those movies? They are less cool...
