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Speaking of the Inner Child: My Distorted World
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Speaking of the Inner Child. Thoughts only to be read. Sunday, February 23, 2014. Meanwhile I was facing fears of a chaotic life. My friend and I went through zombies and hell, fighting our way through an isolated passage way up onto the escalators. It was a family? Meanwhile, with all the fuss going on I realised I had missed 9 text messages from "the dancer" I met in his workshops. I was conflicted, he was definitely not the type I had gone for in the past and is definitely a playboy, but what was ...
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Speaking of the Inner Child: Disturbing dream
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Speaking of the Inner Child. Thoughts only to be read. Thursday, December 6, 2012. April 25th 2011 - disturbing dream. Was a similar dream to what I had dreamt about. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Have faith, trust in yourself and make it happen. Why do I do the things I do? Sometimes its a struggle. CSR Viridian launch new Interior and Decorative range. REVIEW] Sleek MakeUp i-Divine Eyeshadow Palettes. 8220;Darkness cannot put out the light, it can only make God brighter.” (Unknown). Shall we acqu...
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Speaking of the Inner Child: loneliness
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Speaking of the Inner Child. Thoughts only to be read. Monday, October 15, 2012. Sometimes I question if I really want this. why is it that the loneliness makes such a presence at points of my life? Wouldn't it just be easier if there was no company to begin with and just deal with the loneliness that I am used to? Is it not just better to be free with no strings attached and things to hold you down? Also, is the grass really always greener on the other side? Hope youre alright 3. 8220;Darkness cannot pu...
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Speaking of the Inner Child: The Fall
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Speaking of the Inner Child. Thoughts only to be read. Saturday, November 17, 2012. Saved as a draft from the 17th of November 2012 - I have finally decided to publish it. I cannot be like this, I need to stand strong, I shall not be defeated. This is a battle, a war, a way to fight for more as I struggle in this pain and emptiness I feel. How can an overall positive feedback and walking out of your final presentation, happy with what you've done become the idea of all false hope? Even though I was feeli...
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Speaking of the Inner Child: Linkin Park - Numb
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Speaking of the Inner Child. Thoughts only to be read. Friday, July 4, 2014. Linkin Park - Numb. I'm tired of being what you want me to be. Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface. Don't know what you're expecting of me. Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes. Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow). Every step that I take is another mistake to you. Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow). I've become so numb, I can't feel you there. I may end up failing too. I'm t...
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Speaking of the Inner Child: Where I am in life
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Speaking of the Inner Child. Thoughts only to be read. Friday, March 14, 2014. Where I am in life. I used to be the type of girl who would go out every weekend and every day when I am in a long distant relationship - even if it was for a short while. Go out and party, have some fun and enjoy myself with a lot of alcohol and dancing on the weekends. Though, that person isn't me anymore. I don't know if the "new me" or the " current. The new or current. Insecure. Isn't that a funny thing? As lovely as it a...
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Speaking of the Inner Child: .the damage that has been done
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Speaking of the Inner Child. Thoughts only to be read. Friday, May 2, 2014. The damage that has been done. I can't help but live in the past. All those endless fights we have had. All those late night dramatic experiences of shouting and arguing with each other. The slightest thing would remind me of all those that once was. an unforgettable experience and it all starts to expand in my head about how ridiculous or how upsetting it all could get. Is this the reality I have to face? REVIEW] Sleek MakeUp i-...
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Speaking of the Inner Child: conflicted.
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Speaking of the Inner Child. Thoughts only to be read. Monday, April 29, 2013. Whilst this was a dream. it made me realise how important all this is to me. what we have, what I want to last. but I'm so conflicted. I don't know what to do from here on. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Have faith, trust in yourself and make it happen. CSR Viridian launch new Interior and Decorative range. REVIEW] Sleek MakeUp i-Divine Eyeshadow Palettes. Never live in the past. Never live with regrets. Shall we gather s...
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Speaking of the Inner Child: Putting Myself First
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Speaking of the Inner Child. Thoughts only to be read. Saturday, June 21, 2014. It's hard maintaining a relationship sometimes. I don't really know how this works or what to do. I feel as though he doesn't try anymore and all the efforts come from me. It makes me sad to say that I have tried so hard to get nothing in return. We both make our sacrifices to spend time together but sometimes we are together but we are doing separate things. Is this normal in a relationship? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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Speaking of the Inner Child: Icon for Hire - The Grey
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Speaking of the Inner Child. Thoughts only to be read. Thursday, July 3, 2014. Icon for Hire - The Grey. I am standing on the edge of returning or just running away. I am letting myself look the other way. And the hardest part in all of this is I don't think I know my way back home. Is it worth the journey or do I let my heart settle here. How cold have I become. I didn't want to. Lose you by what I'd done. Caught in the grey. I don't wanna look you in the eyes, you might call my away. I didn't want to.
