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John 3:30: Bile
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Sunday, August 18, 2013. I need you to pry my control away from me. Stop letting me twist myself into this knot of spitting rage. Let me know that all things will happen on your time frame. I don't like feeling this churning fury in my gut. Fuck fuck fuck. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). If Ocelots Ruled the World. Everything Has an End, Even Sadness (? Two things you told me. Little chef, big town. NEW Items. Feel the Holiday Love. In the Trenches of Pullman. When creation seems gone.
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John 3:30: Psalm 25:16-21
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Tuesday, July 10, 2012. Today has been kind of rough. It feels like the work I have been doing for the past several weeks is being challenged and my competency is being questioned. Came across these verses as I was getting ready to go home and they seem to reflect what I am feeling pretty well. And be gracious to me,. For I am lonely. And free me from my anguish. Look on my affliction. And take away all my sins. See how numerous are my enemies. And how fiercely they hate me! And rescue me;.
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John 3:30: God
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Thursday, October 2, 2008. Please don't let me fall. This comment has been removed by the author. October 4, 2008 at 10:02 AM. October 14, 2008 at 10:34 PM. All you fail at is blogging consistently. December 28, 2008 at 2:47 PM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). If Ocelots Ruled the World. Everything Has an End, Even Sadness (? Two things you told me. Little chef, big town. NEW Items. Feel the Holiday Love. In the Trenches of Pullman. When creation seems gone. Musings from the happy bitch.
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John 3:30: October 2008
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Thursday, October 2, 2008. Please don't let me fall. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). If Ocelots Ruled the World. Everything Has an End, Even Sadness (? Two things you told me. Little chef, big town. NEW Items. Feel the Holiday Love. In the Trenches of Pullman. When creation seems gone. Musings from the happy bitch. Confessions of a Musician. View my complete profile.
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John 3:30: April 2013
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Tuesday, April 30, 2013. How great is the love that elects us despite our constant battle against him? Wednesday, April 3, 2013. I am going out with a wonderful girl with a wonderful family and it feels like I don't care. It almost feel like I am playing a game and I have won, and having won, it's like I want to move on to the next challenge. Why can't I be content? Logically, she is phenomenal, essentially everything I could ask for in a woman. So why does this feel so one sided? Why don't I care?
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John 3:30: July 2012
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Tuesday, July 10, 2012. Today has been kind of rough. It feels like the work I have been doing for the past several weeks is being challenged and my competency is being questioned. Came across these verses as I was getting ready to go home and they seem to reflect what I am feeling pretty well. And be gracious to me,. For I am lonely. And free me from my anguish. Look on my affliction. And take away all my sins. See how numerous are my enemies. And how fiercely they hate me! And rescue me;.
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John 3:30: sfsssb
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Tuesday, June 11, 2013. Why am i so angry. Why am i so empty. Why won;t it go away. The void so numb it hurts. I want to feel. Suicide is not an option. So what will make it stop. I see so much hurt out there. I want it to be mine. I want it to stop. Why are we all so shitty. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). If Ocelots Ruled the World. Everything Has an End, Even Sadness (? Two things you told me. Little chef, big town. NEW Items. Feel the Holiday Love. In the Trenches of Pullman.
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John 3:30: June 2013
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Tuesday, June 11, 2013. Why am i so angry. Why am i so empty. Why won;t it go away. The void so numb it hurts. I want to feel. Suicide is not an option. So what will make it stop. I see so much hurt out there. I want it to be mine. I want it to stop. Why are we all so shitty. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). If Ocelots Ruled the World. Everything Has an End, Even Sadness (? Two things you told me. Little chef, big town. NEW Items. Feel the Holiday Love. In the Trenches of Pullman. When creation seems gone.
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In the Trenches of Pullman: When creation seems gone...
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In the Trenches of Pullman. Friday, September 5, 2008. When creation seems gone. The past three days, I haven't given it my all. I've been trying to run a long marathon, slow and steady, never exerting too much energy on any one thing. I've been running right behind others, not letting the wind and elements hit me or harm me. I've been trying to run this race alone with no one to create a pace for me. I've been doing it on my own. God is a maker. He'll never cease being a maker. God made us, his ...I hop...
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John 3:30: May 2012
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Sunday, May 20, 2012. So here I am again, writing another post that I will probably delete. But I guess I need to find some way to express this and I have no idea what the hell I am doing or why I am so worked up. Fair warning I am going to get a little graphic which is probably why I will delete this later. Why can't I handle life? Fuck fuck fuck. Why am I so afraid to be vulnerable? Why am I letting fear dictate who I am? Who the fuck am I really? I wish I could talk to my mom about stuff like this but...
