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A day in the life.: July 2008
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A day in the life. I've got no idea where this is going, but it's going to end up somewhere. Hopefully that somewhere is worth something in the end. Thursday, July 10, 2008. Feeling completely out of the ordinary, she sat down at the computer. She quickly read what was flashing on the screen and stood up. Her eyes filled with tears and she began to run. It happened quite frequently, really. As she past her computer again, she debated answering the flashing message on the screen. A day in the life. I rubb...
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A day in the life.: Favorite Word.
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A day in the life. I've got no idea where this is going, but it's going to end up somewhere. Hopefully that somewhere is worth something in the end. Monday, August 18, 2008. So, it occured to me that I haven't written anything lately. It's not that I've been too busy or anything. It's simply been because I haven't been up to writing. I've started several entries, but I can't make myself complete one. When a dear friend. The steady beeping calmed me a little as I recognized a lullaby playing softly in the...
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A day in the life.: January 2009
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A day in the life. I've got no idea where this is going, but it's going to end up somewhere. Hopefully that somewhere is worth something in the end. Monday, January 26, 2009. Once I put my coat on, coming out in this all wrong. She's standing outside holding me. saying oh please,. I'm in love. I'm in love. Girl save your soul, go on save your soul. Before it's to far gone and before nothing can be done.". Clinging to his chest, the sobs making my body tremble, he looked down at me. I'm not in love.
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A day in the life.: Beautiful Disaster.
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A day in the life. I've got no idea where this is going, but it's going to end up somewhere. Hopefully that somewhere is worth something in the end. Saturday, July 5, 2008. You're a beautiful disaster. Someday, someone's gonna make you get yourself to happiness, and it's gonna be amazing.". I sat there, looking at the statement in an almost awe. Who says I'm not happy? The topic was quickly changed. It was very hard for me to sit there and realize that what he was saying was true. We talked a little whil...
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A day in the life.: May 2008
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A day in the life. I've got no idea where this is going, but it's going to end up somewhere. Hopefully that somewhere is worth something in the end. Friday, May 30, 2008. I just remembered that time at the market.". What song was this? I didn't remember listening to it before, but then I have a habit of putting random songs on my iPod just to have them there. Snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart and rode down isle 5.". As far as I could tell, I wasn't breathing anymore. My knees slowly c...
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A day in the life.: Questions.
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A day in the life. I've got no idea where this is going, but it's going to end up somewhere. Hopefully that somewhere is worth something in the end. Wednesday, July 2, 2008. 8220;Why did you come here? I couldn’t dodge it anymore. He had me pinned… there was nothing to hide behind. I sat back in my chair and looked him in the eye. So I told him about the dream, and how I wake up crying every time. He pulled me closer and rested his chin on my shoulder. 8220;Sweetheart, where are you? I explained to him t...
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A day in the life.: Death.
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A day in the life. I've got no idea where this is going, but it's going to end up somewhere. Hopefully that somewhere is worth something in the end. Thursday, September 18, 2008. When I walked out the door, the sun was barely up as I looked around. Dew was still on the ground, birds were not chirping, lights all off. I got into the car and placed a pillow between my head and the door and drifted into a deep sleep I hadn't gotten the night before. Hi Daddy, what's going on? A long silence followed. This w...
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A day in the life.: ...of a heartbreak.
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A day in the life. I've got no idea where this is going, but it's going to end up somewhere. Hopefully that somewhere is worth something in the end. Monday, January 26, 2009. Once I put my coat on, coming out in this all wrong. She's standing outside holding me. saying oh please,. I'm in love. I'm in love. Girl save your soul, go on save your soul. Before it's to far gone and before nothing can be done.". Clinging to his chest, the sobs making my body tremble, he looked down at me. I'm not in love.