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The Primal Experiment: July 2008

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10 ways to know you are growing in Christ. 10 prayer becomes more than a 1 time a day deal. 9 scripture becomes alive. and personal. 8 worship happens more than once a week. 6 formulas disappear. you realize who you are. 4 joy is evident.even on bad days. 3 when sickness comes to you or family, or people you know, prayer is first thought. 1 Jesus is the first and last thought of the day. He is coming through big time. all we risked.everything. all we did.obey. Posted by Remnant Sons MC. I had a friend re...

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The Primal Experiment: sometimes...i remember

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It all started last night when i was channel surfing. came across this show called Crossroads. Jamey Johnson. And Shooter Jennings hooked up and sang each others tunes. Not a country music guy, but when hard livin. Outlaws sing about the old outlaw days, it always brings me back to the heartache i lived through for so many years. The High Cost of Living. I was just a normal guy. Life was just a nine to five. With bills and pressurePiled. Up to the sky. She never asked She knew. High cost of livin. With m...

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The Primal Experiment: December 2008

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Strangers, marriage, K-Mart and Christmas. I am the kinda guy that does not follow the crowd. if it is popular, i tend to stay away from it, just because. Of its popularity. after all, who wants to be a sheep all the time. Kinda like that with Christmas celebration. i hear people who talk about christmas. And what it has become. truth is, it has not become anything different than it has been for years. we just see it now.finally. Me too, i respond. 27 years for me, both kids out and gone. Yea, we made it.

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The Primal Experiment: February 2009

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28 thoughts from 28 years with 1 woman. Feb 14 is the 28th anniversary of my marriage proposal to my wife Sheri. as scattered, here are a few thoughts that have been running through my mind. Guess we proved them wrong huh babe? 2 as rough as it was early, it is that much better now. 3 it scares me how bad i suck with out you. 4 it is gonna be fun getting old(er) with you. 5 i love watching you with the grand kids. your eyes sparkle as you play with them, and they chase you around. 7 you still can't drive.

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The Primal Experiment: October 2008

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What i like about you. Had a moment the other day when it hit me. Through the years i have realized that even when i struggled with my place, my purpose, lack of leadership, difference of idea, strategy.all these issues, my love for the bride has really never been shaken. The connections we have made remain pure and wondrous. even now, after 6 months, we love it here, it really feels like home. and for us, home is where we are. Yea, i love her. Posted by Remnant Sons MC. This past month has been a bit fr...

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The Primal Experiment: November 2008

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Last night.i worshiped. So, in the midst of this life, i have been allowed audience in the throne room of our great God. there has been many with me at times, others only a few. but have been blessed to have been there. Last night, we gathered with about 2000 of my closest friends. we sang songs of great love, of great salvation, of great mercy, of great faith, of great healing.of his greatness. we sang we worshiped, we raised our hands and pledged our undying love and allegiance to Him. Through all thes...

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The Primal Experiment: June 2009

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It all started last night when i was channel surfing. came across this show called Crossroads. Jamey Johnson. And Shooter Jennings hooked up and sang each others tunes. Not a country music guy, but when hard livin. Outlaws sing about the old outlaw days, it always brings me back to the heartache i lived through for so many years. The High Cost of Living. I was just a normal guy. Life was just a nine to five. With bills and pressurePiled. Up to the sky. She never asked She knew. High cost of livin. With m...

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The Primal Experiment: January 2009

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The face of worship. I have a cousin named Terry. he is about 50-53 years old. he lives in an institution. Terry has down syndrome. i grew up having terry around all the time. i knew he was different, even as a small kid, but he is family. it was no big deal. Terry had a great laugh, but when we messed with him, he would jack us up.  i miss him, even now as i write this.i see his face, remember his voice. he could not say jeff, so he called me seff. I love you terry. . Thoughts from the journey. The answ...

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The Primal Experiment: Christian Hipsters and Hatian Boat People

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Christian Hipsters and Hatian Boat People. The reality of being in a situation where one is being remade is very daunting. things that were are no more. confidence that existed has turned to pause and caution. Being 47 and being re-worked from the ground up is kinda scary. should be enjoying a chosen career. should be dealing with connections, making plans for retirement, looking at some time shares, planning out long road trips. Accent."i am just happy to be here.". Kinda sums it all up.

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The Primal Experiment: March 2009

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The year of my discontent. Have not written much as of late. not that i have a following, but it helps me to lay it out. Today is a year since i began this journey. not one situation has turned into what i had hoped for. nothing. but then again, all i had to go on was the idea, the vision, the passion. some say timing is key, others say location. me? The year has been difficult. i found peace in being allowed to serve. given to me i think as a way to keep what little bit of sanity that remains. We have a...