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Another fucking blog: lies

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Tuesday, October 4, 2011. I often feel like I'm the only, really honest person there is. Even if I lie about almost everything. I lie to people all the time, but then again I tell them that I do. I've told people never. To trust me. Many times. But the thing is. I try very hard to be true to myself nowadays. Including really letting myself be ugly. You know what I hate? People who says "Oh, you hate. Noo you don't, hate. Is such a strong word.". Cares about anyone else. Not really. LA, United States.

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Another fucking blog: October 2011

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Tuesday, October 4, 2011. I often feel like I'm the only, really honest person there is. Even if I lie about almost everything. I lie to people all the time, but then again I tell them that I do. I've told people never. To trust me. Many times. But the thing is. I try very hard to be true to myself nowadays. Including really letting myself be ugly. You know what I hate? People who says "Oh, you hate. Noo you don't, hate. Is such a strong word.". Cares about anyone else. Not really. Monday, October 3, 2011.

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Another fucking blog: March 2010

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Sunday, March 21, 2010. I'm considering to stop blogging. I no longer find the words. Giving up, or giving in. If you disappear from the Internet, you disappear in general? I also think I should get back together with Benj. Say sorry and just. be his. Maby it's not so bad to have somebody deciding everything for you? I no longer have the strength to create my own reality. He might as well do it for me. If he want's me, I'm his. If this is the last you hear from me, I want to say thank you. There was an e...

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Another fucking blog: December 2009

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Thursday, December 24, 2009. Wednesday, December 23, 2009. Can't be me who has the problem. Right? I'm at Benjamins familys house. I tried not to. Sorry baby, have to work over Christmas". Forgot about Flora and Benjamins friendship and that Flora can't lie. Turns out, Benjamins folks are huggers. They like to hug people. All the time. And touch them.). And yes, I think they are trying to kill me. I saw this movie called "Feed" about a psychopat who killed women bye feeding them to death. Only 5 more days.

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Another fucking blog

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Sunday, June 13, 2010. Where have I been? I spent about 15 weeks at a place called "Freja" in the north of Sweden. They tried to mend me there. Almost everyone in the staff did a really good job. Maby not a great job, I mean, I'm still fucked up, but they did do a good job, because now, at least I can almost breathe again. I made some new friends there to. My favourite one I named "Tilli. Im gonna tell you all about her later. June 18, 2010 at 7:49 PM. I am so glad youre back. June 18, 2010 at 11:47 PM.

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Another fucking blog: Generation kill

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Sunday, June 13, 2010. Last night I dreamt about killing. I had murdered 3 persons. All men. It didn't feel very good. I thought I was cold. When I woke up, I felt relieved. Not about killing them, because I had'nt done so. Because I had not done so. Alot of things has happend since we last met. I missed U all. My nose has been broken. I've lost it again. I spent alot of time in the hospital in Sweden. I found Hopes adress and wrote her a letter. I missed my girls. June 13, 2010 at 9:03 AM. Still alive&#...

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Another fucking blog: September 2009

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Wednesday, September 30, 2009. My mom and I have always been close. She often told me that when she became pregnant with me, her soul was split in 2, then when I was born and she saw me for the first time, she was confident that all goodness in her had gone in to me, and that we were connected, then, now, later. Often when I was little I felt as we breathed with the same lungs, loved with the same heart and thought with the same brain. God I miss her. Min mamma och jag har alltid stått varandra nära.

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Another fucking blog: November 2009

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Thursday, November 26, 2009. Flora says she missed me. Her hair is grayer now. Don't ask me how. I saw New Moon when I was back home in the cold. I should have played all the characters. Well Maby in the next one I will. Tuesday, November 24, 2009. Now I need a penguin in blue shoes to. Sunday, November 22, 2009. They rebuilt the old stationshouse to a ghosthouse. Then to Swedens first casino. I never been there though. I can't gamble with my dreams. Long time no see. I' m in Sweden. It's very dark here.