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...her eyes have all the seeming...: No one said it would be so hard...
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Her eyes have all the seeming. Of a demon's that is dreaming. Wednesday, June 13, 2012. No one said it would be so hard. There's not much to say, except that I'm sorry. I've said it enough, yet feel as if I haven't. There is no way to replace what that little girl has lost, and I am to blame for that. And as much as tell myself accidents happen, i can't seem to forgive myself, and the more I try, the more i remember, and who wants to remember that? If this isn't hell, it's close enough. Proverbs 3:5-6 Tr...
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...her eyes have all the seeming...: The Shower Wept With Me.
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Her eyes have all the seeming. Of a demon's that is dreaming. Wednesday, May 19, 2010. The Shower Wept With Me. Something I feel is optional. I sat there warm. With my knees pulled tightly to my chest. And the water running down my face. I don’t know why it happened. And why I’m writing about it. And it made me feel weak. I’m not sure where I’m going with this. I’m not even sure what to say. But I’m going to go to bed. To wish this all away. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Black Beautiful. Soulful.
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...her eyes have all the seeming...: May 2010
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Her eyes have all the seeming. Of a demon's that is dreaming. Wednesday, May 19, 2010. The Shower Wept With Me. Something I feel is optional. I sat there warm. With my knees pulled tightly to my chest. And the water running down my face. I don’t know why it happened. And why I’m writing about it. And it made me feel weak. I’m not sure where I’m going with this. I’m not even sure what to say. But I’m going to go to bed. To wish this all away. Wednesday, May 12, 2010. About this and that, that and this.
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...her eyes have all the seeming...: January 2011
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Her eyes have all the seeming. Of a demon's that is dreaming. Thursday, January 13, 2011. Tick tock, tick tock. I'm not much of a fan of time. Everything seems to happen within "due time.". But I don't like it. It's as if you're being mocked. You know damn well it won't happen, but you say to yourself,. All in due time, Ashley.". And for some magically delicious reason, that makes it all better. Well, fuck you very much for not believing a damn word of it. Fuckin ray of sunshine over here! Just let it be?
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...her eyes have all the seeming...: February 2010
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Her eyes have all the seeming. Of a demon's that is dreaming. Sunday, February 28, 2010. I'm not what you think i am. I'm nothing of what you want me to be. And i'll never be anything you dreamed of. But I guarantee my heart is something you wouldn't be able to let go of. But it's not for sale. I make the mistake of admitting things when I shouldn't. It's like, I tell myself I'm going to put myself and my "feelings" first but once I do,. I don't like the feeling. When i look at you. A simple one,. I can'...
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...her eyes have all the seeming...: a little bit more, a little bit less...
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Her eyes have all the seeming. Of a demon's that is dreaming. Monday, December 27, 2010. A little bit more, a little bit less. Perhaps because I talk too much. I frequently write about all the things no one wants to hear about, or all the things i feel the need to speak about. I'm no professional, and I care not about what people think of what i write or how i write, but i must be writing publicly for a reason, right? I've been contimplating this whole "single for two years" bullshit. Don't waste someone...
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...her eyes have all the seeming...: Oh, time...
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Her eyes have all the seeming. Of a demon's that is dreaming. Thursday, January 13, 2011. Tick tock, tick tock. I'm not much of a fan of time. Everything seems to happen within "due time.". But I don't like it. It's as if you're being mocked. You know damn well it won't happen, but you say to yourself,. All in due time, Ashley.". And for some magically delicious reason, that makes it all better. Well, fuck you very much for not believing a damn word of it. Fuckin ray of sunshine over here!
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...her eyes have all the seeming...: March 2010
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Her eyes have all the seeming. Of a demon's that is dreaming. Tuesday, March 30, 2010. This day is going to drag,. Like the wind across my face. This morning was cold. The wind didn't help. And I'm glad it did not. Chills raced down my spine. And before I took my first step outside. I felt a rush of anger. By a rush of fear. I dont know where this is coming from. But it isn't nice. Nothing is nice anymore. And filled with thoughts of he. I feel like slaying you. You made it your own. Jaded as it was.
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...her eyes have all the seeming...: June 2012
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Her eyes have all the seeming. Of a demon's that is dreaming. Wednesday, June 13, 2012. No one said it would be so hard. There's not much to say, except that I'm sorry. I've said it enough, yet feel as if I haven't. There is no way to replace what that little girl has lost, and I am to blame for that. And as much as tell myself accidents happen, i can't seem to forgive myself, and the more I try, the more i remember, and who wants to remember that? If this isn't hell, it's close enough.