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Sexi: March 2013

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Sunday, March 31, 2013. M told me to write on my blog. So here it goes. He is in the airforce. This I have come to terms with. He and his family lives three hours away which feels like its right down the road almost now because we have been doing this distance since we were 17. (Now 23). Now he will be gone, his family will be gone, no more 3 hour drives, no more weekend visits, Now it will be harder. Plane rides, months without seeing each other, and its already hard enough to maintain a relationshi...

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Sexi: ...It's bad...

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Tuesday, January 17, 2012. But I can't get over the feeling that somethings very wrong. I can't pack, I can't call to set up my utilities and I haven't been happy in days. What's wrong with me? I want to be with Him so bad, but my feelings seem to be trumping that. I don't know what to do. I wish I could just cheer up. I feel like I jumped track somewhere. That I took a wrong turn. My life was going smooth and I was pretty happy. And now I can't seem to shake this extreme depression. 1/17/12, 6:20 PM.

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Sexi: January 2013

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Sunday, January 27, 2013. I can't stop crying. I loath this time of year. Everything just seems terrible. No matter how hard I try to change, make things better, be positive and happy, I'm just not. I can't ever tell if what I do is the wrong thing or right thing. At this moment it feels like no matter what I do is the right thing. I feel terrible no matter what. I'm broken and I always have been. Since I was young. With every life event the cuts get deeper, my soul gets torn to pieces. And I feel alone.

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Sexi: Submissive Problems...

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Tuesday, July 16, 2013. My Master lives over 2000 miles away. I can't find the charging cord for my wand. I guess my noisy clit vibrator will have to do. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). A View from the Top. We Must Never Forget. Mistress Little Miss Kiss's Humiliation Hades. Sorry I've Been Absent. Ramblings of a kajira. Fifty Shades of Grey. The claiming of sleeping beauty. What not to say to your master. Fifty Shades of Grey. The claiming of sleeping beauty. What not to say to your master.

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Sexi: Headed for the Water...

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Friday, March 29, 2013. Headed for the Water. I'm headed for a much needed vacation. Traveling down 95 with my family as I write.no I'm not driving haha. M isn't here. I'm happy to be here in the car. No choice but to relax. I couldn't sleep last night. My anxiety was on high and thoughts were racing. Today everything that was bugging me is fixed. Now I just need M here with me to make it complete. Love you M. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). A View from the Top. We Must Never Forget. The claiming of ...

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Sexi: Waitress... Again

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Wednesday, February 29, 2012. So, it's been a while. Here's what's going on. My Master and I are enjoying the hell out of being able to see each other almost everyday and we are taking complete advantage of it. believe me : ) The other day we spent the entire day together in my apartment, naked most of the time, having some fun with toys and whips . hehe. Anyway. 3/6/12, 9:33 AM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). A View from the Top. We Must Never Forget. Mistress Little Miss Kiss's Humiliation Hades.

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Sexi: Baring it All

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Wednesday, March 27, 2013. So I would love to be hairless . down there. I think hair down there is unattractive, for me. I am not judging anyone who likes hair down there. I also don't want to permanently get rid of it because it kinda scares me. So basically my only option is to manage it myself. Any advice for sensitive skin? 3/28/13, 10:09 AM. 3/29/13, 9:38 PM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). A View from the Top. We Must Never Forget. Mistress Little Miss Kiss's Humiliation Hades. By Snake River C...

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Sexi: Can't Sleep

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Thursday, March 28, 2013. My mind is racing. Change. Panic. Fear. Thoughts speeding through. I can't stop them. Its like screaming. Loud. I'm so tired. I want to sleep. But all the stresses, worries and fear like to race around my head like annoying mosquitos. They won't shut up or go away. I feel out of control. I hate that feeling with a passion. 3/28/13, 10:59 PM. 3/29/13, 9:37 PM. I think youve misinterpreted my post. 3/29/13, 9:37 PM. I think youve misinterpreted my post. A View from the Top. Elegan...

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Sexi: April 2013

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Wednesday, April 24, 2013. I have had this blog for some time now. With the changes in my life I think it's time I revamp the blog. I also want to blog regularly. This is funny because it's almost like trying to stick to a New Year's Resolution. It's next to impossible. There are a few changes I will be making on this blog. Not sure what they are yet, but there will be a few, so bare with me through all the changes in backgrounds, styles and content. Links to this post. Saturday, April 20, 2013. After al...

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Sexi: Excited and sad...

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Saturday, April 20, 2013. I woke up this morning excited . but sad. I feel empty and elated at the same time. I'm going camping today. I get to wear my cute new workout gear I got from Dick's and hang out with some awesome kids and other people, escape from the life i know fora day. I can breath.sort of. Once upon a time he told me he doesn't like weakness and I had this constant fear in the back of my mind that one day he would give up on me.Last night he nearly did. I miss him so bad. He's my best ...