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Creative Chaos: June 2015
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Thursday, June 18, 2015. I don't know about anybody else, but I never doubted I would be a mum. I never really thought about the possibility of not being able to fall pregnant and have babies. Very naive and arrogant, I realise now. I was lucky to have 3 uneventful pregnancies, which has resulted in 3 beautiful adults that I am so proud of and love more than I knew possible. I have seen that same son of mine, and my daughter in law struggle to conceive a second time, only have to resort to the roller coa...
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Creative Chaos: August 2015
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Friday, August 7, 2015. Should I be better by now? Do I just think I am a bit loopy, when really I am fine and just sucking up attention? I have done everything possible to help myself get better. I see a psychologist once a month, a psychiatrist every 3 months and I have been going to group therapy I full day a week for the past 15 months. I do all my homework, I always participate in group. I am really doing my best. I can't do anymore. Wouldn't they tell me? Acceptance is acknowledging what is. FEEDJI...
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Creative Chaos: January 2015
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Sunday, January 25, 2015. It's almost the end of January. It's been a very long month with lots happening. Where do I start? I burnt a major bridge a couple of weeks ago. There is no going back. It was a big part of my life, now I am finding myself a little lost and sad for what I thought I didn't need, didn't want anymore. A big change for me. Alone with my head. Alone with my thoughts. Alone. I like it. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). FEEDJIT Live Traffic Feed. Alexa Lett.artsy-craftsy merchant.
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Creative Chaos: May 2015
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Saturday, May 30, 2015. Have you ever felt blank? It's a feeling of nothingness. Like walking into an empty room. All there is, is me and an empty room. I am in there alone with nothing. Not one thing. Can you imagine how that feels? That's how I feel today. I have felt lots of different things during my mental illness journey, just never blank. It is actually worse than feeling sad or scared. So, 2 doors, One me and a huge decision. Monday, May 4, 2015. I love you Bella, my beauty. My soulmate.
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The Truth as I know It: May 2011
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The Truth as I know It. I live I love I learn I am. Monday, May 30, 2011. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud. Was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.". Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. I Think You Are An Angel. I think you are an angel. Not one so holy and distant. But here in my heart now. With words and words. That don't belong to me. They reach me here.
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The Truth as I know It: June 2010
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The Truth as I know It. I live I love I learn I am. Wednesday, June 30, 2010. The freezing off of the proverbial arse. Oh my god, it is so bloody cold here this week! I am having to wear so many layers of clothing I feel like a sausage roll.when K and I went out on the Harley the other day I had so many layers of clothes on I couldn't bloody breathe.erk. This morning I have a man installing a new instantaneous hot water service.yay for big HOT baths! I may be exaggerating a LITTLE.). The good, the bad an...
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Inspirational Stories and sharings | Dying mans daily journal
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Dying mans daily journal. Daily journal of a dying man. 8220;My” Story. 8220;Spirit within me”. Inspirational Stories and sharings. Other beliefs on death. Inspirational Stories and sharings. I suppose it is natural that with my various health conditions, my thoughts may turn to thoughts of dying, possibly a little more often than would the thoughts of most others. I am not unique in any way so I can only imagine that as these thoughts plague me, so must they for many others. I am making a personal direc...
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The Truth as I know It: July 2010
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The Truth as I know It. I live I love I learn I am. Thursday, July 22, 2010. Fly high and far Barry. You lived a good life. And fought with grace and courage. You will be missed here too. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud. Was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.". Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. I Think You Are An Angel. I think you are an angel. And somehow now I.
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The Truth as I know It
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The Truth as I know It. I live I love I learn I am. Wednesday, March 23, 2011. How do I feel? Abandoned by my art. Abandoned by my friends. Abandoned by my family. Abandoned by my mother. Kind of weird really because I am still here for all of you. Maybe it's my turn to be the victim for a change? Maybe it's just time to see things clearly. Glad to see a post by you - and remember, you are never really alone. Ah so you feel your humanity you mean. I deeply miss you. In entirety. weird. I am in rehab.
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The Truth as I know It: March 2010
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The Truth as I know It. I live I love I learn I am. Tuesday, March 30, 2010. Apparently I have to speak a wish into existence so here I go. I wish to earn a good and decent living by using my creativity and my artistic talent and doing something I LOVE. That is all :). I am PACKING to move into the other thing I seem to have manifested recently :). Note to self.must get out of own road. Now that is really all.:). Monday, March 29, 2010. Ready, set, gooooooooo. Ummmmm.oh, who cares anyway. I have somewher...