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Laughter and Forgetting: secrets
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I am recovering from recurrent miscarriage and the failure to have second child (biologically.) I am an adoptee that is interested in adopting. I'm a mom with two jobs, one that pays and the one that doesn't. Laquo; life on the precipice. September 01, 2006. I was very moved and also had my thoughts quite provoked by Julia's (Hippogriffs) long post of last week. She has edited it to take out the part that I am going to talk about, so it's not worth going over there to take a look. For a very long time I ...
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fruchtbarkeit: October 2005
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Sunday, October 30, 2005. First off I have to say that my SIL has just offered to send me all of her super-fancy baby stuff so I simply can't complain about SILs anymore - well, actually, I could complain about my only other one who doesn't know we're expecting because she doesn't seem to be on speaking terms with us. Except she never actually said so, just doesn't communicate at all. Which brings me to my point. Have repeatedly cancelled at the last minute, even a planned weekend trip. Now that I'm preg...
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fruchtbarkeit: May 2005
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Monday, May 30, 2005. This morning I woke up feeling much less optimistic, basically because it's so mysterious and there is nothing to feel physically. Also because I had bad dreams about my job and I don't want them to get at my psyche. I'm a very impatient person, the kind of person who drives you nuts fidgeting and wriggling when told to wait, (this is why I HAVE to do yoga or I would be truly nuts) so this time of waiting is very, very challenging and scary and strange. Posted by moi @ 9:06 AM.
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fruchtbarkeit: February 2006
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006. Posted by moi @ 7:41 AM. Sunday, February 12, 2006. Just sitting around overanalyzing my twinges and possible contractions. Given all the weirdo stuff about IVF in the public media I just wanted to share a little anecdote. The boys (sorry, they just seemed so young) were particularly squeamish about the mega maxi-pad which the teacher referred to as a 2x4. For your 'bottom' of course. Posted by moi @ 10:57 AM. Thursday, February 09, 2006. It was more like 1 c. of multicolo...
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Why Not Us?: It's A Girl
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If the Red Sox could win the World Series, shouldn't I be able to get pregnant? I'm just hoping it won't take me 86 years. These last 2 1/2 years have been hard enough. Wednesday, January 24, 2007. Born on Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 12:45pm. 5 lbs 6 oz 19 1/2 " long. Birth story to follow soon - I promise! Thanks so much for the well wishes. Posted by Mellie at 5:32 PM. I hope labor wasn't so bad. Can't wait to hear the rest of the story! Take good care of yourself and enjoy every moment! Congrats you m...
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Why Not Us?: Ninth Inning.
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If the Red Sox could win the World Series, shouldn't I be able to get pregnant? I'm just hoping it won't take me 86 years. These last 2 1/2 years have been hard enough. Sunday, January 21, 2007. I may or may not be in early labor. It’s 4:18am and I’ve been up for 2 hours, experiencing cramping/contractions frequently enough to prevent me from sleeping. This is kinda crazy. D still isn’t so into the pregnancy. Over Christmas vacation I half-jokingly asked him Won’t you love the baby? So here I am. Las...
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Laughter and Forgetting: The series of unf*rtunate events comes to the end.
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I am recovering from recurrent miscarriage and the failure to have second child (biologically.) I am an adoptee that is interested in adopting. I'm a mom with two jobs, one that pays and the one that doesn't. Laquo; What the fuck is wrong with some people? October 18, 2006. The series of unf*rtunate events comes to the end. But here’s my problem, which I’m sure is self-evident: How do I deal with the emotions that are left behind? One could argue that to fulfill my dream my husband must give up his dream...
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Laughter and Forgetting: scratch that
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I am recovering from recurrent miscarriage and the failure to have second child (biologically.) I am an adoptee that is interested in adopting. I'm a mom with two jobs, one that pays and the one that doesn't. Laquo; nowhere land. Life on the precipice ». July 31, 2006. Remember what I said in my last post? That I had a"flexible and well-paid" job? I am tired of feeling shitty. I'm tired of the stress. I am Burnt Out on bad shit. July 31, 2006 in everything else. Oh Patricia, I am so sorry! Oh no- Im so s...
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fruchtbarkeit: April 2005
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Friday, April 29, 2005. A darling friend of mine is getting married! This is my first felting project and so if you see a petite and embarrassed woman toting this about - tell her congratulations on the upcoming nuptials! This is from Vogue Knitting. Posted by moi @ 1:27 PM. Thursday, April 28, 2005. Un rire noir as they say in French. Here's a helpful tip when your therapy clients are so stuck on having biological children:. That's right me, Jesus and Tom all in one breath. Posted by moi @ 4:27 PM.