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And so it goes. And so it goes. I dun think i'm made fer u.i dun think we're made fer each other? Dunno dunno dunno.i am starting to get super edgy veri fast.i dun wish to kill anymore can someone save me? I think fer ppl that i care,dun come near me? Haiz i'm afraid u will be my victim as well.i dun wish to hurt ppl that i realli love.hey i dun noe wad have got into me but i sure noe i gotta apologize fer all this mess i've made.i'll clear things and get back to u asap? And so it goes. I dun wanna bothe...

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i'll keep fireflies in a jar.

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And so it goes. It feel so different being here todae. I'll be heading to sch later but it means a million things. The air that i breathe feels so different too. I feel so cold. My hands are freezing too. My heart is beating faster than ever. I'm feeling so tense. And well ytd i didn't really go out cos i chilled around at home. The both of us met for lunch at 443 then headed back to my place. Then at around 7 we went to the minimart to get drinks and stuff and it was still pouring. And so it goes. Hahah...

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i'll keep fireflies in a jar.

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And so it goes. I'm starting to feel the chill. It seems like something is gonna happen soon. I'm aware that i'm in danger. I noe and i see it coming. I ain't gonna make the 1st move cos its a terrible one. I'd rather we play the game of chess and play with the dice. I dunno how to express this kinda feelings but i just sense it. Its stronger then i thought. U're like my tears. They roll down my cheeks and after awhile it dries and its over. I understand how u feel. Cos i tried my best to stay in ur shoes.

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i'll keep fireflies in a jar.

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And so it goes. I am too lazy to blog lately. But there's nothing much to blog cos life for me is not the same anymore. I've got no one to talk to. I've been out lately. But i'll always be back before 12. Thats it so simple ritez. Then another thing is i miss my darling sister alot. I've been down to overdosing every night. Cos i still can't get to slp. In my life there's alot of ALPHABETS missing. And i dunno where to go looking for them anymore. I miss so many ppl. I can't do anything. And so it goes.

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i'll keep fireflies in a jar.

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And so it goes. Oh god friday night was great! B2 didnt have cash to go out and i was left with nothing so she got her frens over! May, may's bf, jer cutie, mark louis and asaph). Asaph left soon after. We dink drank drunk! And we were all crazy. B2 suggested a drag show so all of us put on make up. Imagine those 3 guys with make up as well! Played, danced and sing ard. After that mark cooked for us and he got pissed off with louis cos louis anyhow put chilli and cornflour into the mixture.(laughs).

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i'll keep fireflies in a jar.

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And so it goes. Okay when everyone is reading this, i've alr edited the time. So i went to school with eerah and after school we went to wait for nadia and fiqah to finish class. Then walked to east point, and from there we went to lepak. Okay i dont know him but i know him as fiqah's guy. So we chilled till 7 before eerah had to head home. So i went over to nadia's place to continue lepaking. I lepak with her all the way till 1o plus before walking out to meet BGF then went home. They are the addictions!

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And so it goes. I'll be there till the end of time i'd do my part to stay faithful and true. When darkness strikes and no one is gonna be there fer me, i start to think. Think of u and me. When nothing seems right, i'll start to question myself. Where and when did i went wrong. Ur name is scribbled everywhere when i feel sad. I write ur name on my wall. Use a marker and start scribbling ur name. When i have a knife with me, i slash ur name on my wrist. Its 230am and i'm still awake. And so it goes. But i...

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And so it goes. Smoking haven't made me drousy. I think i'm going through depression. I dun feel like eating. Guessed this time i'm in trouble. I fell fer that big time fcker. I dare nt tell him. I dun wan another one to disappear. I'm kinda emo i noe. I smoke till i broke down but it still didn't numb my pain. I'm put through a test. I'm lost yet no one there to show me the way. I'm gonna die soon. Wish i could die this instence. Can't carry the troubles anymore. I have to ritez. I wanna be normal.

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And so it goes. Aites i took some pics before she came over to my place. After which, we took more pics before going out. Hahhahahs and it was like really really crazy. And after that went over to bugis with her. And got the place we wanna pierce, PIERCED! Triple yayz to that manz! Mine bleed and her's hurt. After that we took bus 12 all the way back to pasir ris. We were supposed to chill out with the other two boys at town but then in the end they paidao us. And as for todae! Lots of things happened ytd.