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Letting Go.: love and truth ; doubt and trust
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Monday, December 3, 2012. Love and truth ; doubt and trust. Sometimes, it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever. All my life I had been looking for something. And everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too. Though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions. Which I and only I, could answer. Everyone else appears to have been born with:. Smile as often as...
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Letting Go.: A Letter I Will Never Send To Him
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Monday, August 10, 2015. A Letter I Will Never Send To Him. I hope that you will fall in love with someone who will smother your bruised hands with kisses. I hope that you will fall for someone who will tuck a strand of hair behind your ear and tell you how beautifully messy you are. I hope that you will fall for someone who is not afraid to love you, and is too madly in love with you to leave you. I hope that you will fall for someone who will eat the food you cook, no matter how bad it can be. I just h...
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Letting Go.: To The Boy Who Told Me I Deserve Better
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Wednesday, December 31, 2014. To The Boy Who Told Me I Deserve Better. Hello Do you remember me? Do you remember the sweaty hand-holding in the movie house? Do you remember the sweet messages we’ve exchanged? Do you remember you promised to take me out to a fine dinner? Do you remember me? There’s no real reason why I wrote you this letter. I guess I just want you to know how I am faring. After you tossed me into the sea before the cruise even sailed. I’m fine, you know. Still stressing over dates. I sti...
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Letting Go.: "9th month"
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Friday, August 30, 2013. You know it's love when you've been saying goodbye for too long. And yet you're still not leaving. He may not see that I'm jealous. He may not feel I'm hurt. He may not hear my cries. But every time I remember he's not mine, a huge part of me dies. My heart would break, but it melted when I first saw you. Sometimes no matter how much I want things to happen, all I can do is wait. It sucks when I know that I need to let go, but I can't. I don’t have to have sex with you. And IR...
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Letting Go.: You'll always be my favorite hello and hardest goodbye
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Saturday, December 20, 2014. You'll always be my favorite hello and hardest goodbye. I realize how unhappy I was with you but I never stopped trying. Maybe somehow I could just work something out with you for once. Cause you're you and you're amazing, I love you just the way you are. After all the things you put me through,. Tell me why I'm still in love with you? Now that you’ve gone away, I realized I made a mistake. You’re the best thing i’ve ever found. I missed you bad when you're gone.
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Letting Go.: 30th
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Saturday, August 24, 2013. There’s this boy, who has broken my heart too many times to count. He never fails to remind me of all my flaws, and how much he doesn't care. Yet, he’s the one I miss with all my heart. I love you so much but you make me feel like I’m not good enough for you. I’d tear the moon out of the sky with my bare hands for you, but you don’t want it. So it doesn't matter. From the moment we met, I knew there was something different about you. I didn't have to because you did. I would sh...
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Letting Go.: Marry me
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Wednesday, March 26, 2014. Let’s spend our week nights eating cereal on the floor. When there is a perfectly fine table behind us. We can go to the movies and sit in the back row. Just to make out like kids falling in love for the first time. We’ll paint the rooms of our house. And get more paint on us than the walls. We can hold hands and go to parties we end up. Ditching to drink wine out of the bottle in the bathtub. And slow dance with me in our bedroom. Let me love you forever. All I want is you.
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Letting Go.: 2ndyear
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Sunday, November 30, 2014. Hey there, stranger. Or if we gave each other a ring to see how the other was doing? Using the phone to make calls has become archaic, but surely we could send a text to wish each other a happy birthday? Or a happy New Year? I mean, we’ve been through so much. You are a part of my life and there is nothing I can do to ever change that. Never again to be yours,. Your Lost Best Friend. C-laudia.CJW's ♥. I'm in love with the sweetest boy; AaronYoAnRong's ♥. View my complete profile.
