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a day in the life of a moody person: New normal...
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A day in the life of a moody person. Saturday, September 14, 2013. Do I want to live clinging to the past, to the could of beens? Do I want my son to know only this version of me? So today, 5 days shy of the one year anniversary I am choosing God. I am choosing happiness. I am choosing to live my life to the fullest, every moment of it. I am choosing to soak up every second I have with my precious son. I am choosing to be vulnerable and to love. Deep thoughts by Rian. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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a day in the life of a moody person: the world keeps spinning...
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A day in the life of a moody person. Wednesday, January 16, 2013. The world keeps spinning. Also, a good friend from church is pregnant. She was afraid to tell me, which I understand. I would hate to be on the other side of the conversation, actually I hate being on this side too. I just had to be ok. I didn't have time to figure out. To be ok, because the world keeps turning and women keep having babies. Deep thoughts by Rian. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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a day in the life of a moody person: I don't know how to be ok...
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A day in the life of a moody person. Wednesday, March 06, 2013. I don't know how to be ok. I am constantly feeling pressured to just be "ok". Now whether this is coming from my mind or society I'm not really sure. But the problem is that I don't know how to be ok, I don't know how to be happy. Deep thoughts by Rian. Have you thought about counseling? Of course it wont change the situation, but it may give you some tools for dealing with it. I hope you are able to get peace back in your life! The Spohrs A...
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a day in the life of a moody person: My IF journey
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A day in the life of a moody person. In November 2005 I saw my new Ob. She started me on clomid 50mg, estrogen and progesterone. In Febuary 2006 I got another BFP, but the spotting started the same day. 5 days later the pregnancy was over. I would have never thought I would have another m/c. but i didn't have a good feeling about the pregnancy from the beginning. Again, my heart was smashed into a million pieces. I hope to have more children, thus my journey is not over. PCOS is not one of those fert...
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a day in the life of a moody person: Moving on...
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A day in the life of a moody person. Wednesday, January 02, 2013. 2012 was awesome and completely crappy all at the same time. We rented a great house. Josh got a great job. I got a really great job too. One that allows me to still be home with Kai 4 days a week. We bought a car. We got a puppy. All wonderful things that happened in the last year. So bring it on 2013.I'm ready. Deep thoughts by Rian. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Windows to my past. My journey to motherhood.
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a day in the life of a moody person: My story
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A day in the life of a moody person. Tuesday, June 05, 2007. In November 2005 I saw my new Ob. She started me on clomd 50mg, estrogen and progesterone. In Febuary 2006 I got another BFP, but the spotting started the same day. 5 days later the pregnancy was over. I would have never thought I would have another m/c. but i didn't have a good feeling about the pregnancy from the beginning. The rest of the pregnancy was uneventful and my son was born perfectly healthy on November 17. It's been almost a year s...
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a day in the life of a moody person: More grief musings 6.1...
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A day in the life of a moody person. Thursday, September 27, 2012. More grief musings 6.1. Night time is hard. My brain just won't stop.going over what happened, what it means, what is lost. And then I cry, I hate the crying. I always wake up with a terrible headache. And nothing really gets resolved.it all just happens again the next night. Deep thoughts by Rian. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Windows to my past. My journey to motherhood. My old infertility blog.
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a day in the life of a moody person: My voice
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A day in the life of a moody person. Wednesday, November 07, 2007. As a child I dreamt of getting married and having children young. Those dreams of my youth did not include infertility and recurrent miscarriage. They didn't include doctors, blood tests, drugs, sonograms, surgeries and so many many tears. Those dreams are gone and all that's left is the fear that I may never have children. That I may never be able to achieve the very essence of why woman was created. So where does this leave me? We are b...
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a day in the life of a moody person: Who Am I?
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A day in the life of a moody person. My name is Rian and I am a 30 something mom of an awesome little boy. My high school sweetheart and I have been married for 13 years. It took us 4 long years and 5 miscarriages to finally have our miracle child. He is the light of my life, I can't imagine my world without him. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Windows to my past. My journey to motherhood. My old infertility blog. Ways to waste time! The Spohrs Are Multiplying. Hey, Hey, Hey Santa.