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SANCTUARY: December 2008
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. Thursday, December 25, 2008. Ketika aku merasa cukup. Belum pernah merasa begitu marah seperti saat ini. Sebenarnya bukan hanya kali ini. Sudah berulang kali, tapi aku tahan. Selalu berada pada posisi yang serba salah. Terpojok. Terhina. Belum pernah aku merasa jatuh begitu dalam ke sebuah jurang tak berdasar. Tak mampu berpegang karena tak ada yang bisa dipegang, selain diriku sendiri. Tak menuntut perubahan dan menerima apa adanya? Monday, December 22, 2008.
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SANCTUARY: August 2011
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. Monday, August 29, 2011. Marital Rape: Are you the victim? Many married women suffer from marital rape without even realizing it. The only hint is that they suffer from depression, stress and frigidity. Sex is a mutual activity that takes two people and each party has to agree to conduct such action. When it is only one-sided and against one’s will, it is considered as rape. Sunday, August 28, 2011. ICAAP10 in Busan Went Fiasco. 1 Today at 2:00 pm AIDS activi...
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SANCTUARY: The Butterly in Me
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. The Butterly in Me. I am a walking paradox. I lead a multiple-life as a corporate whore, an activist and a woman living with HIV. I love butterfly, not only because it is a delicately beautiful creature that is full of vulnerability; but mainly because it is a symbol of transformation and hidden power. It's not who I am underneath, it's what I do that defines me.". Bruce Wayne in Batman Begins. My own interpretation of the quote above is:. Welcome to My Site.
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SANCTUARY: August 2008
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. Saturday, August 09, 2008. One of my dream is to visit Frida Kahlo Museum. And I'm sooo happy that today, my dream had come true. Finally, I got the chance to visit Museo Frida Kahlo in Mexico City. She is one hell of a remarkable female artist, and visiting her house is such an unforgettable experience. Too bad no one was allowed to take pictures inside the house. Centro Historico - Mexico City. This is more like it! Monday, August 04, 2008. Confusions cause...
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Broken Butterfly: Piece of Mind
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The Butterfly in Me. My Fairy Tale Wedding. For many nights and days I’m thinking and asking myself over and over again. “Is it lust… or is it another form of love…” I never knew. And I never tried to find out. Why? I let the starlight possess you. I let the pale and ever-restless wind,. That suddenly changes into a sign, take you from me. I know not when I might have you. 8230; … …. June 23, 2008 – 11.35 PM, accompanied by This Will Destroy You and Sigur Ros. I love the feel of your name on my lips.
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SANCTUARY: Tak Pernah Ada Kematian #6
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. Thursday, May 03, 2012. Tak Pernah Ada Kematian #6. Sambungan dari Tak Pernah Ada Kematian #5. Malam mulai beranjak turun. Aku dan dia masih bersama di rooftop. Ini Aku menghembuskan kepul-kepul terakhir dari batang berasapku. Dia? Tiba-tiba laki-laki itu bersuara. Aku menoleh. Jawabku acuh tak acuh. Baiklah. Aku percaya padamu sekarang! Sudah seharusnya." Jawabku lagi. Tapi aku tak suka di sini! Katanya lagi sambil mengepalkan tangannya. Aku tertawa kecil.
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SANCTUARY: Mengorbankan Korban Perkosaan
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. Saturday, October 13, 2012. Demikian ujar M. Nuh ketika dijumpai di kantornya hari Kamis, 11 Oktober lalu. Tidak heran jika banyak korban perkosaan lalu enggan melapor, karena perlakuan yang diterima sangat menyudutkan mereka. Tidak ada hal yang bisa dianggap "pantas" dalam kasus perkosaan. Kesimpulan-kesimpulan seperti itu hanya semakin memperkuat bukti bahwa tindakan perkosaan masih dilihat dalam lingkup kulit saja. Semata-mata urusan birahi. Da...
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SANCTUARY: Tak Pernah Ada Kematian #4
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. Saturday, April 07, 2012. Tak Pernah Ada Kematian #4. Sambungan dari Tak Pernah Ada Kematian #3 "Danu Saputra". Ketika jiwa yang resah itu bangkit dari raga yang hancur dalam kebingungan, aku mengulurkan tanganku. Dia menyambutnya, tapi dengan marah. Mengapa aku masih hidup? Ini keabadian. Kamu terjebak bersamaku di sini.". Dia mendengus kesal. "Aku ingin mati! Aku tertawa kecil, "Mati? Kematian itu hanya ilusi! Ujarnya sambil menepis genggaman tanganku.
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SANCTUARY: February 2012
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. Thursday, February 16, 2012. Gerakan #IndonesiaTanpaFPI Indonesia Without FPI Movement. Our tagline - Indonesia Without FPI. This movement was called "Gerakan #IndonesiaTanpaFPI". We reject violence, not Islam! Which is like a "sister" to FPI. It was a small group. I heard they held the rally since morning but had to stop when the rain was pouring heavily. Lucky for us, ours was decided to be executed at 4 PM and the weather was totally friendly&#...Since we ...
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SANCTUARY: October 2012
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Just be fun and fearless. The Butterly in Me. Saturday, October 13, 2012. Demikian ujar M. Nuh ketika dijumpai di kantornya hari Kamis, 11 Oktober lalu. Tidak heran jika banyak korban perkosaan lalu enggan melapor, karena perlakuan yang diterima sangat menyudutkan mereka. Tidak ada hal yang bisa dianggap "pantas" dalam kasus perkosaan. Kesimpulan-kesimpulan seperti itu hanya semakin memperkuat bukti bahwa tindakan perkosaan masih dilihat dalam lingkup kulit saja. Semata-mata urusan birahi. Da...
