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Life After...: November 2005
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My son, Joseph, died on May 26, 2005 after one hour on earth. This blog helped me sort through my feelings and prepare for his sister, Eleanor Grace, born in July 2006. Here's the ongoing saga of learning to parent after a loss. Wednesday, November 30, 2005. Posted by Muddystingbee @ 5:13 PM. I mostly feel better. If it comes back, I'll call the doctor. If not, I can wait until the ultrasound. Posted by Muddystingbee @ 9:34 AM. Monday, November 28, 2005. Andy told me that they used a little seashell to p...
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Life After...: March 2006
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My son, Joseph, died on May 26, 2005 after one hour on earth. This blog helped me sort through my feelings and prepare for his sister, Eleanor Grace, born in July 2006. Here's the ongoing saga of learning to parent after a loss. Monday, March 27, 2006. The kindness of strangers. He said, and when I thanked him, he said softly, "I'm praying for you. Take it easy - I hope everything goes well.". Posted by Muddystingbee @ 4:22 PM. Friday, March 24, 2006. Other things I'm thinking about:. Current name short ...
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Life After...: January 2006
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My son, Joseph, died on May 26, 2005 after one hour on earth. This blog helped me sort through my feelings and prepare for his sister, Eleanor Grace, born in July 2006. Here's the ongoing saga of learning to parent after a loss. Monday, January 30, 2006. I have a friend, C., who's about 5 weeks ahead of me, also pregnant with her second child. A mutual friend of ours told me that she saw C. a few weeks ago and said, "Oh, you're getting a belly! I told him that the genuine sincerity in his voice was the o...
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Life After...: September 2005
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My son, Joseph, died on May 26, 2005 after one hour on earth. This blog helped me sort through my feelings and prepare for his sister, Eleanor Grace, born in July 2006. Here's the ongoing saga of learning to parent after a loss. Friday, September 30, 2005. Tag, you're it. Just tagged me. Here's what that means:. 1 Go into your archives. 2 Find your 23rd post. 3 Find the fifth sentence. 4 Post the text of the sentence along with these instructions. 5 Tag five people to do the same. Almost all the clothes ...
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Life After...: December 2005
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My son, Joseph, died on May 26, 2005 after one hour on earth. This blog helped me sort through my feelings and prepare for his sister, Eleanor Grace, born in July 2006. Here's the ongoing saga of learning to parent after a loss. Sunday, December 25, 2005. We are cranks. But at least we're cranks together. I'm sort of depressed now; I had wanted to leave for a while before we did, but I was fighting the temptation because I didn't want to succumb to total crankdom. But now we're back home and nothing ...
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Life After...: October 2005
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My son, Joseph, died on May 26, 2005 after one hour on earth. This blog helped me sort through my feelings and prepare for his sister, Eleanor Grace, born in July 2006. Here's the ongoing saga of learning to parent after a loss. Friday, October 28, 2005. Proof that I invent things to worry about. This is a comment Mr. NK often makes about me. I used to deny it, but you know what, I think he's right. Posted by Muddystingbee @ 10:27 AM. Wednesday, October 26, 2005. I'm just poking my head back into Bloglan...
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Life After...: May 2006
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My son, Joseph, died on May 26, 2005 after one hour on earth. This blog helped me sort through my feelings and prepare for his sister, Eleanor Grace, born in July 2006. Here's the ongoing saga of learning to parent after a loss. Friday, May 26, 2006. Happy birthday, Joseph. I miss you so much. Posted by Muddystingbee @ 9:22 AM. Thursday, May 25, 2006. But I put it out of my mind. After all, these things don't happen to people.do they. The team of doctors worked frantically. They were preparing to mov...
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Life After...: February 2006
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My son, Joseph, died on May 26, 2005 after one hour on earth. This blog helped me sort through my feelings and prepare for his sister, Eleanor Grace, born in July 2006. Here's the ongoing saga of learning to parent after a loss. Wednesday, February 22, 2006. This is the stage of pregnancy where I start to think of the baby as not just a possibility inside me, but a person. And since that's happening, it's made me think about lots of things in a new way. I'm afraid to be happy, and I'm afraid not to be.
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Life After...: August 2005
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My son, Joseph, died on May 26, 2005 after one hour on earth. This blog helped me sort through my feelings and prepare for his sister, Eleanor Grace, born in July 2006. Here's the ongoing saga of learning to parent after a loss. Monday, August 29, 2005. I think we're going to do it. I think we're going to go ahead and move. We need to make a change and there's no point in putting things on hold for a pregnancy that may or may not happen when we expect it to (or at all). What to do first? What we're havin...