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Sunday, December 30, 2007. I spent xmas eve in the shop. Countdown in the shop. Now im goin to spend my new year eve working too. And off to celebrate with frens . To where i donte know but wadever lahs! Friday, December 28, 2007. Lets jus say i supposed i guess i think i am jus back to the way i blogged in the past. Bloggin everything down which reflects the mixed feelings i felt each passing day. Emo is the exact word many used to describe how i blogged. But thats jus me in the inner world of my life.
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Thursday, August 30, 2007. Wan zai xiao man tou;vicks;donuts and chrysanthemun tea. Mich and yan hua surprise visit touched me(:. Down with fever and sorethroat. Slept in shivers woke up in tears. What really happens i dono. The nightmares were so clear. I tried to remember whatever i dreamt of. But all i remember was seeing someone holding your hand but that girl wasnt me anymore. I cried and i cried. The scenes just kept changing. The fears still instilled deep down. I wan to care i wan to be there.
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Saturday, May 31, 2008. After 1pm today i will have completed my first week of attachment. One word to describe- BORING. Din even noe why am i doin accounts now when im an engine student. But wadever it is. 11 more weeks and im off for the holiday. But on a side note. im only workin from 9 to 5. Thats not all thou. My incharge come in to work at 945 or latest 10. So im left to rot from 9 to 10. And the clasic thing that she said to me was: when u reach,just on the lappie to surf the net. Guess its really...
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008. Open wound never seems to heal at all. Im left with an empty shell. Im upset im angry im disappointed. I hate you to mess up everything that i thought i had. But i hate myself more for allowin all these to happen. Im losin grip of everything that i grabbed tightly. I wanna break free. I wanna hide in one corner. Never to come back again. Sunday, February 17, 2008. At times i really wonder if i reallly noe myself well,. Just when i thought i knew all along wad im thinking,.
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Tuesday, January 29, 2008. I don't know if I'll end up posting this entry. But I'll decide only when I've finished typing. Okay what do I say now. I think I've fucked myself. Not literally but emotionally I am not stable. It has been long since i get the totally shut off mode. I don even noe wad im thinkin nor doing. I totally lost faith in almost every single thing i do. Wads the goal in my life when all im fightin for seems fruitless. I've no more strength to face reality. And fantasies suck balls.
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007. Many words i wished i have the chance to say to you. But i lost the courage the moment i look into ur eyes). Many things i wished i have the chance to do it with you. But i lost the chances since the day u left). Wads left of me is wad you see under the smile. If you can see thru me for jus this once. You would noe jus how much you meant to me. It was never easy for me to say goodbye to you,first love. But i will try cos i have already swipe off all my dignity and pride down.
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008. Its that time of the month again. Totally hate it luhs. And for the very first time. I get serious mood swings. Like totally bitchy kind of mood swings. I believe fyp project has got to be blame for it. Every single day i jus dragged myself up from bed. Wash up and den drag my feet to go to schoolfor the routinal 830 to 6 FYP. I don even know wad am i doing now. Reading reading doing doing flippin thru the notes given. I seek no help from anyone. Tml will be better i believe.
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Thursday, March 27, 2008. I abandon the route to the lock. But why there are some aching feeling deep down still. It has been long abandon for quite sometime alr. Its just some special sad feelings time and again. Recurring again and again. Recurrent backaches and headaches are back. Tuesday, March 25, 2008. Seriously i wanna fly fly fly. I love the feeling of flyin overseas. I enjoy looking at how different people of different countries live life. Its different. a different kind of exposure. I don like ...
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Friday, July 25, 2008. Changed over to livejournal. Everytime i thought i was fine, it just keep stumbling down again. The cold the chill the distance. Yes, its all gone. I can only reminisence. The roller coaster rides. Too much ups and downs is just draining me. And i have started to lose myself in the ride. But all i need now is to remind myself. I cant be distracted anymore. I need to set the priorities right. No matter how deep the cut is,. Somehow it will still heals. Smile cos it happen somehow.
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Sunday, September 30, 2007. If whatever im doing is just a show,let the show u thought im starring play on. Thursday, September 27, 2007. My promise to you. As long as I'm breathing,. Life won't be tough,. Cause I believe nothing is impossible. Even if I left with one last breath,. I'll make sure you'll smile to me for the last time I could see. Life is full of ups and downs,. And it still have to go on,. Cause we're gifted a life to witness the ugly and beautiful side of mother earth. So near yet so far...
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