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Sunday, January 22, 2006. Today i came across a blog entry by someone. I was about to go out to meet you. But i came across his blog. His entry talked about you. How he might just love you. Well jealous i might not be. For you've chosen me indefinitely. He's still in the dark about us. For we've kept it from him. But now he says he hopes to wait for you. I told you long ago about his feelings. But u didnt believe. Even when he gave you that-thing-that-died on ur bday. I told u le. But u din believe.
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Thursday, December 15, 2005. When you have a special day in mind. You'll make that day special. I had today on mind. I made it magical. We shared great moments. And that's all that matters. Saying "i love you" is never easy. But waiting has proven to be fruitful. And it's a wait i'll never regret. Monday, December 12, 2005. Went for dinner after that. Supposed to meet grumpy. But she couldnt make it. Attended arafat and firee's wedding. More of this later). This week - today. Met grumpy for dinner. Haven...
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Saturday, February 11, 2006. I'll call him R. R has deep affection for a girl whom i call my gf. From the beginning, she wasnt. Yes but so what? Lying to R bout us is nothing. Cos we din even tell anyone. Cos that's how she wanted it. By pestering her telling her that R might just love her. Even when R's attached. Has indeed brought R down. No one made R like her. R did it himself. Can R say that she's seductive? I strongly beg to differ. If R think physical closeness will mean the feeling of affection.
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005. Just when everything is going smoothly. Studies have to ruin it all. Why is life so freaking cruel? She put in her effort, i didn't. Why punish her not me? 26 Oct 2005 officially sucks. Getting back of results only to see her fail. My heart dropped and broke. Should i stay on doing something i did for her? Or should i move on with her? This is indeed the greatest dilemma i've faced. On one hand, my future. On the other, my love. So i choose myself over her? I won't be afraid,.
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Saturday, March 25, 2006. Life has been a rollercoaster. There sure are times when u're way up there,. And times when u're at the bottom. But it's the thrill we get from it that makes it all the more interesting. Closing in on my eighteenth birthday,. I'm starting to contemplate on my life. From kindergarden to primary school to secondary school. Now i'm already in college. It's amazing to know how rapid our lives are moving. From a baby who learned how to walk how to talk,. The meaning of love. Sometime...
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Thursday, June 09, 2005. Today went pretty fine. No need for details. Me and sarina found a lil kitten. While we at kembangan there. We named it. BABY! She let go of it lohz. Hope to see it again. Wednesday, June 08, 2005. The entire day sucked! But after 10pm was fine. Simple as it can be. Saturday, June 04, 2005. Mei thanks for everything. Just came home after going out with sarina. First went raffles makan fish and chips. Then went down to marina square to play pool. Then was 6 when we played finish.
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Monday, June 19, 2006. Seems like u're right mei. Good start to a good day. hahs. Well, when i'm in doubt, i follow my heart. And all my heart knows is how to feel,. And feelings are what keep me going. No one might understand this,. But i've chosen the uncertain path. That's what makes me tick. Korea lived up to expectations. I won money thanks to them. The match just ended, i came here to see some smart ass tag. So alright i'll take some time off for u. Firstly, if u wanna spam, make sure u can spell.
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Saturday, August 19, 2006. Http:/ peachdark.livejournal.com/. Saturday, August 12, 2006. I never could've seen this far. I never could've seen this coming. Seems like my world's falling apart. Why is everything so hard. I don't think I can deal with the things you said. It just won't go away. In a perfect world. This could never happen. In a perfect world. You'd still be here. And it makes no sense. I could just pick up the pieces. I used to think that I was strong. Until the day it all went wrong. Damn ...
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Saturday, November 19, 2005. Today sucked for a moment. Had the stoopid physics SPA practice. WTH. Even though my leg fracture still must go down. SIAN! But as usual, got over it. You going off for 5 days! I'll still be loving ya! Monday, November 14, 2005. Is it wrong for a bf to wanna surprise his gf? To put a smile on her face? But what if she's not the surprises sort of gal. Then you'll most probably end up like me. Seeing you at work, maybe tired, or just too busy. Why am i always in the wrong?
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Thursday, May 19, 2005. It has been a week since i blog. Computer at home spoil. Now blogging in school. Past week quite sian. My 2 mei mei in sr sick. Haha but both got after me lahz. I spread to them de! Thanks for sending me home that day k? I sent sally home that day. Cos she sick mahz. Then i went back school to send sarina home. See i so nice hohz? Sarina going penang over the weekends. Haiz damn sad lahz. Mei i'll miss you loads ya? To both sally and sarina. Kor loves you all! I wont say la DUH.
