undergroundmuse.wordpress.com
Stuck | The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse
https://undergroundmuse.wordpress.com/2007/06/30/stuck
The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. June 30, 2007 at 2:16 am. I can’t seem to move past this ‘rut’ in my life. I’m wondering what my purpose is. I’m trying to find my place, the meaning, the. 8212;—————-. Place In This World. By Michael W. Smith. The wind is moving. But I am standing still. A life of pages. Waiting to be filled. A heart that’s hopeful. A head that’s full of dreams. Is harder than it seems. Feels like I’m. Looking for a reason. Roaming through the night to find. My place in this world.
undergroundmuse.wordpress.com
More Rant | The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse
https://undergroundmuse.wordpress.com/2007/07/17/more-rant
The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. July 17, 2007 at 2:17 am. It was ok for her to date ANYONE without having standards because she was the “poor widow”, but NOT ok for her kids to date outside of our culture because “we should know better”. WTF kind of logic is that? Whatever happened to judging the person as an individual, and not operating based on stupid stereotypes or biases? It’s no wonder I ended up in SF. I hate her so much. Nothing. She’d never admit he was a loser or that she gav...I am so...
undergroundmuse.wordpress.com
Rob Nob-Lob | The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse
https://undergroundmuse.wordpress.com/2007/06/28/rob-nob-lob
The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. June 28, 2007 at 12:52 am. I still can’t get over how or why I name random people in my dreams. This has been happening a lot lately where some random person in my dream who has no connection to anyone I know in real life, is given a name. Who are they and where do they come from? Where does their name come from? Or even a numerological code. In this particular case, maybe I’ve found my inner poet. Ha ha. Entry filed under: Uncategorized. Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
undergroundmuse.wordpress.com
San Diego – I Hate My Mom More | The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse
https://undergroundmuse.wordpress.com/2007/07/17/san-diego-i-hate-my-mom-more
The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. San Diego – I Hate My Mom More. July 17, 2007 at 1:53 am. Did I mention how much I hate my mom? Yeah, let me state that again. Man, I can’t figure out how to make peace with all the wounds in that relationship. Well, I shot back shit to her as well, telling her what an awful mom she’s been over the years and bringing stuff up about her as well. I was 16 when my dad died. It was December and it happened just a few days before our winter break, about a week befo...
undergroundmuse.wordpress.com
My Scar | The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse
https://undergroundmuse.wordpress.com/2007/06/19/my-scar
The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. June 19, 2007 at 2:22 am. I have this scar on my leg. It’s on my thigh and is about 4 inches long and about 1/4 inch wide. It represents all things ugly in my life and I wear it on my leg much like Hester Prynne wore her scarlett ‘A’ on her bosom. I don’t like anything about her, and yet, without her I would not be here. But is ‘here’ really anything to be grateful for? Just an innocent creature put in the wrong situation. I’ll share more about how I got the...
undergroundmuse.wordpress.com
Subtle Ultimatums | The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse
https://undergroundmuse.wordpress.com/2007/06/30/subtle-ultimatums
The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. June 30, 2007 at 1:31 am. There are two other things that piss me. The first thing that pisses me off is that when I was first hired, within the first month of being there, my hiring manager left the company. Why the F* K hire me when you’re just going to leave? Daggit, I hate business. Everything is so personal when it affects you directly, even if they say, “it’s just business.”. Just business my ass! Entry filed under: Uncategorized. 2 Comments Add your own.
undergroundmuse.wordpress.com
How I Got My Scar | The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse
https://undergroundmuse.wordpress.com/2007/07/23/how-i-got-my-scar
The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. How I Got My Scar. July 23, 2007 at 12:48 am. Previously I posted this. About the scar I have on my leg. Usually when people see it for the first time they think I have a long piece of scotch tape stuck to me. Then they see that it’s actually a scar and ultimately I am asked how I got it. I always lied about how I got it. How do you explain to someone that your mom was punishing you for something and you inadvertently got cut in the process? I’m just sick of...
undergroundmuse.wordpress.com
July | 2007 | The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse
https://undergroundmuse.wordpress.com/2007/07
The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. Archive for July, 2007. How does one go about loving and accepting themselves unconditionally? July 26, 2007 at 3:53 pm. How I Got My Scar. Previously I posted this. About the scar I have on my leg. I remember I was in Mrs. Kropen’s class at the time, which means I was only in kindergarten when I got the scar. I think I was 6 years old. Here’s the version I tell everyone, summarized in a few very basic sentences:. I’m just sick of hiding the truth in order t...
undergroundmuse.wordpress.com
The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse | In this world, but not of it. In search of my so-called life and purpose. | Page 2
https://undergroundmuse.wordpress.com/page/2
The Life And Times Of The Rambling Muse. Who The Heck Is Rob Nob-Lob? Am I the only one who has dreams where the people in it are given names? You know, most people dream about people they know. My dreams, however, involve characters I don’t know in real life, and names are given to them that are just as random. Sean is holding my hand and running towards the grass. There are 2 military people standing to one side. There’s one military guy standing to the other. These three people are f...8221; And the g...
SOCIAL ENGAGEMENT