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[only dying makes us grow]: March 2005
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Only dying makes us grow]. I'm tired. am i ever tired. I just want to lie down somewhere with my eyes closed for a long time and not sleep but just be. Just be. to complete thoughts. to surrender and wait. to listen. Where do i go? I'm ever so tired. Posted by Carissa at 30.3.05. I have no clue. no. clue. And seeing that it's easter, i watched the passion again for the first time since it came out. that was tiring as well. on top of it all i had a big meal, and food always makes me want to sleep. Anyway&...
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[only dying makes us grow]: November 2005
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Only dying makes us grow]. Dark am i. i am not worthy of your loveliness; please turn Your eyes of purity. i have been rejected by those whom i love. they have scorned me and mocked me, but You, You, oh most Sacred One, You have taken me in. what beauty do you see. what? Dark, yet lovely. i don't see it. but You have chosen me. i am Yours. My heart faints. you alone. Song of Songs, Chapter 1. Posted by Carissa at 28.11.05. I feel it coming. Singing its cold, cruel song. How does it sound? The new has come.
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[only dying makes us grow]: January 2006
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Only dying makes us grow]. It's been so long since I've actually posted, I actually don't know where to begin. God is good. That's a good place to start, isn't it? By His very nature, He is good. And in His goodness I rest safely. Sometimes I feel so weak. So helpless. So human. But by the strangest things He reveals to me His strength. And His deep, over-flowing well of love for me. And how he wants to make me strong. So strong. Was any of this an official ministry trip or a conventional way of praying?
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[only dying makes us grow]: December 2005
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Only dying makes us grow]. In a veiled language. Calls my name; Come here. My self does not understand. Mysteries swirl, whirl. A foreign familiar place. That smells like home again. Upwards I gaze relentlessly. Strikes my freckled face. As white as snow. As pure as gold. As clean as forgotten. As an affectionate wind,. Mellow with strength,. Lifts my faith full arms. Posted by Carissa at 21.12.05. A Day in the Life. Well, hello and welcome! Holy cow, I need to sneeze but it won't come out.]. Is a reside...
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[only dying makes us grow]: WarriorBride
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Only dying makes us grow]. Posted by Carissa at 15.10.06. For far too long, has my sword been sheathed. I like.no, i love! St Albert, Alberta, Canada. SO i'm a little weird. and i embrace my oddities. lol. oddities. sounds like i'm deformed. NO! THAT'S NOT IT AT ALL. i'm completely fine. well, minus my oddities. uh? View my complete profile.
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[only dying makes us grow]: Worlds Fall Apart.
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Only dying makes us grow]. I am so restless. Still, I sit here on a timeworn, wooden chair. A story of the past, those ill-belonging, beloved spots of age-old paint. I've known the groove of this seat for too long. Its ups and downs. Its essence of "undermost" conformity. I ache to move, but wait to see. Separate, we lean forward. I grip the flat of the seat between my groaning legs and stare. At a less-than-empty, off-white canvas as I watch Another's hand. Posted by Carissa at 28.1.07. Hey, i don't kno...
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[only dying makes us grow]: August 2005
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Only dying makes us grow]. Here we are to Worship. I don't think that I really have much to write, but msn won't let me in and i don't have anything else to do. So I went to Spruce Grove Community today. *sigh* Best Sunday church experience of my life, right there. I soared. Apparently I went there when I was a youngling as well and was dedicated there which is pretty neato. Who may ascend into the hill of the LORD? Or who may stand in His holy place? He who has clean hands and a pure heart,. Yes So....
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[only dying makes us grow]: (I preach tomorrow)
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Only dying makes us grow]. Stop trying to stop your nervousness. Learn how to use it. Stop trying to stop your nervousness. Learn how to set your spirit above your soul. Stop trying to stop your nervousness. Learn how to discern normal nervousness from soulish doubt. Stop your soulish doubt. Posted by Carissa at 7.11.06. ROCK ON FOR JESUS! Hey you did a really good job on Wednesday! I actually quite liked your sermon! St Albert, Alberta, Canada. View my complete profile.
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[only dying makes us grow]: Enough
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Only dying makes us grow]. Posted by Carissa at 11.6.07. St Albert, Alberta, Canada. SO i'm a little weird. and i embrace my oddities. lol. oddities. sounds like i'm deformed. NO! THAT'S NOT IT AT ALL. i'm completely fine. well, minus my oddities. uh? View my complete profile.
