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An Eternal Butterfly: October 2011
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Saturday, October 22, 2011. I got in trouble yesterday. Yesterday I was told that I am killing myself. I was told that in a matter of months I will be a full blown diabetic. I was told that my risk of complications is much greater than that of others. I was told that there is no pill that will fix my problems and unless I decide to do something about it, I will basically kill myself. Monday, October 10, 2011. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Indiana, United States. View my complete profile. Who am I now?
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An Eternal Butterfly: November 2011
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Friday, November 11, 2011. Where did the magic go? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Indiana, United States. This is the journal of my life.the good.the bad.the ugly.and the beautiful. View my complete profile. I AmAn Amateur Photographer. Where did the magic go? Letters to my husband. Bordeaux Day 5 – I got stung by a bee. On What I Will (and Won't) Miss - A Reflection. Who am I now? Loving, Living, and Learning. PB and J Gifts. A Piece of Me. My Thoughts on Mother's Day. No Womb For Improvement.
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An Eternal Butterfly: April 2011
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Sunday, April 10, 2011. I fell off the wagon again. I have recently awoken to the knowledge that once again I allowed myself to fall into the trap of "eat, sleep, work." My room is a disaster, I haven't lost any weight, I have lost more hair that I care to admit to, and I have been called "sir" so many times in the past few weeks that I am beginning to really wonder. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Indiana, United States. View my complete profile. I AmAn Amateur Photographer. Letters to my husband. Picture W...
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An Eternal Butterfly: February 2011
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Monday, February 28, 2011. What does it all mean? The only thing that I can think of is that either I am feeling like I have abandoned him or he thinks I have. Either way it is definitely something that I need to work though; I just don't know how. Tuesday, February 22, 2011. Exactly one year ago tonight I went to bed with my husband curled up by my side, without the slightest indication that my life would change forever in a matter of hours. Sunday, February 13, 2011. Flashbacks - Part 3 of 3. I crawled...
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An Eternal Butterfly: September 2011
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Saturday, September 24, 2011. I just don't understand. A friend said something to me last night that really made me start thinking. It left me literally at a loss for words. I have heard people talk about similar experiences but I was actually really surprised by my thought process as a result. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Indiana, United States. This is the journal of my life.the good.the bad.the ugly.and the beautiful. View my complete profile. I AmAn Amateur Photographer. I just dont understand.
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An Eternal Butterfly: Where did the magic go?
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Friday, November 11, 2011. Where did the magic go? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Indiana, United States. This is the journal of my life.the good.the bad.the ugly.and the beautiful. View my complete profile. I AmAn Amateur Photographer. Where did the magic go? Letters to my husband. Bordeaux Day 5 – I got stung by a bee. On What I Will (and Won't) Miss - A Reflection. Who am I now? Loving, Living, and Learning. PB and J Gifts. A Piece of Me. My Thoughts on Mother's Day. No Womb For Improvement.
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An Eternal Butterfly: May 2011
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Saturday, May 28, 2011. Even the ducks think I look strange. West Park - Carmel, IN. Saturday, May 21, 2011. The Definition of Being Alone. Being alone just really sucks! Wednesday, May 18, 2011. Hair Today.Bald Tomorrow. Overall, I just really hope they are able to pin down the cause and help me out. The idea of loosing all of my hair really scares me. My hair used to be the only part of my outward appearance that I could honestly say looked pretty, now I don't even have that. Monday, May 16, 2011.
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An Eternal Butterfly: I got in trouble yesterday...
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Saturday, October 22, 2011. I got in trouble yesterday. Yesterday I was told that I am killing myself. I was told that in a matter of months I will be a full blown diabetic. I was told that my risk of complications is much greater than that of others. I was told that there is no pill that will fix my problems and unless I decide to do something about it, I will basically kill myself. I wonder if you have access to a library where you could get out some books on eating to look over? Jsut a thought . I don...
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An Eternal Butterfly: February 2010
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Sunday, February 28, 2010. The Fork in My Road. There is no possible way for me to express what is going through my mind and my heart right now. This past week has been an extremely hard one full of heart ache, tears, and memories. Wednesday, February 3, 2010. I have been moving in and out of a kind of fog for the past couple of weeks. Sometimes I feel that everything will work out for the best and that we are still headed in the right direction, then I suddenly plummet. I then read Christine's. Bordeaux...
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An Eternal Butterfly: June 2010
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Friday, June 25, 2010. One of Lifes Most Important Lessons. Wayne always did everything he could to try and make me happy. He always did everything he could to try and make me feel beautiful and make me feel loved. He would get frustrated because when he would tell me that I was beautiful, I would kind of shrug him off because I couldn't see it.or more like I wouldn't see it. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Indiana, United States. View my complete profile. I AmAn Amateur Photographer. Letters to my husband.