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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope: I want you to know this
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope. Wednesday, August 01, 2007. I want you to know this. I understand. It's the risk of giving up something you already own for an uncertainty. What if it doesn't work out? Would you end up with nothing? But you see, that's the difference between you and I. No, it's not because you don't feel the same way. Listen, it's our difference. I gave up an almost absolute happiness for this uncertainty. Because I love you. Posted by sApphIReGurL @ 9:30 PM. The art of endurance.
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope: Just pretend you didn't see this ok?
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope. Thursday, February 22, 2007. Just pretend you didn't see this ok? Jealousy creeps under my skin. Is this some kind of frisson? Or am I just envious of people getting the same thing easier than I do? Every single detail hurt me. Not in form of stabbing, but more like scratching; peeling a very small amount of the surface of my skin at one time. Yet I had to endure and fake a smile, and will have to endure and smile, for a long time perhaps. The prediction is wrong!
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope: July 2007
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope. Monday, July 30, 2007. Love could sometimes be destructive. I have not a clue what the hell am I thinking staying up at this time, blogging, when my mooting assessment is at 8.30 am later today. Perhaps it's the gastric I'm having now. Perhaps it's the anxiety of mooting; insomnia kicking in. Perhaps it's the fear of dreaming that I flunked something in my finals. Could that be the reason? Am I really too strong and too intimidating a girl to be loved? Perfect...
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope: HELP!!!
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope. Sunday, February 25, 2007. I realised it definitely takes a miracle for me to finish my coursework in time now. I'm doomed. Yaya, I know it's ALL my fault. Don't rub it in. So panic.That I spent a lot of time on something totally unrelated to my priority. I created a forum,. Http:/ learn2liebetter.forumer.com. Go and register in the forum, guys. Posted by sApphIReGurL @ 2:27 PM. Hell yaa doomed, u aint hearing wat i said dontcha? Glad u made it. Rum jungle - Calve.
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope: February 2007
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope. Sunday, February 25, 2007. I realised it definitely takes a miracle for me to finish my coursework in time now. I'm doomed. Yaya, I know it's ALL my fault. Don't rub it in. So panic.That I spent a lot of time on something totally unrelated to my priority. I created a forum,. Http:/ learn2liebetter.forumer.com. Go and register in the forum, guys. Posted by sApphIReGurL @ 2:27 PM. Thursday, February 22, 2007. Just pretend you didn't see this ok? Turns out Mom is al...
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope: I think I have a tendency to steal...
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope. Sunday, July 15, 2007. I think I have a tendency to steal. From others. Anything. Everything. Sometimes it's not like I want to steal. I just always end up in situations where people force things which are not mine into my hands, and make me look like I'm stealing. Sometimes I don't even possess what they accused me of stealing. You know how pathetic that is? I don't have a defence. At least I should get the compensation. But nope. I'm not that lucky. The art of ...
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope: October 2006
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope. Monday, October 30, 2006. Again, it's me singing. I think I've got nothing better to do these days. I recorded myself singing with my cellphone again. Here are the two songs:. When There Was Me And You (from High School Musical OST). Http:/ psapphire.podOmatic.com/enclosure/2006-10-30T00 45 42-08 00.amr. Feel My Soul (originally by Yui Makino. Yup, this is a japanese song). Http:/ psapphire.podOmatic.com/enclosure/2006-10-30T00 54 50-08 00.amr. That the male popu...
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope: A mere feeling of comfort...
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope. Monday, July 23, 2007. A mere feeling of comfort. Nowadays i always kacau him in the library. He will go at 8 or 9. Then i'll be there at around 12 after running around for the review. N i'll keep kacau him to go lunch. Every time he'll say he doesn't want to eat. But i'm so sure once he sees me eating he'll go order. Baby's manja pot says:. Baby's manja pot says:. Sound like an old married couple. But i think he's always the kid. Makes me sound like a mum now.
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope: January 2007
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope. Sunday, January 28, 2007. The art of endurance. I do not wish to recall every incident that happened in the past week, but there is one thing I need to get out of my chest. It's suffocating me. Have to get it out. People keep asking me why I'm not angry of what someone did to me. Why I could easily forgive and forget about it. To tell you the truth, I'm not a forgiving person. The thing I'm doing now, is not forgiving, but ignoring. Why? I stand up for myself by.
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope: Stupid mistake
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My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope. Thursday, August 02, 2007. Sorry, I think I was wrong. You are capable of loving someone. Only that someone is not me and will never be me. Of course, you did not say all these. This is just another assumption of mine. But is the truth really that important? I find I do not care anymore. I just want more than my life to end this pain and suffer; this breaking and mending routine. Coz I don't wanna hate you. I don't wanna hate myself. Ipoh, Perak, Malaysia.
