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The Forge: April 2008
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Ecce ego creavi fabrum sufflantem in igne prunas et proferentem vas in opus suum et ego creavi interfectorem ad disperdendum. His Name Was "Marvelous Riches". 8838; 9:57:00 AM by AKBogert ˜ 1 comments. What i didn't entirely grasp, for a while, was how many other mothers were going out the following day, long before the sun poked its blinding face over the horizon, for precisely the same reason. And my mother never traveled alone- she was always accompanied by another mother; her own. But that was okay, ...
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The Forge: September 2008
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Ecce ego creavi fabrum sufflantem in igne prunas et proferentem vas in opus suum et ego creavi interfectorem ad disperdendum. How to Stop Acting. 8838; 3:28:00 PM by AKBogert ˜ 0 comments. How to Stop Acting, Part II visit http:/ genialscribe.wordpress.com/2008/09/25/how-to-stop-acting-part-ii/. Recall what i wrote in a recent entry:. I see myself in this situation," I said. "That's the problem. I. As i was leaving the building, one of the directors asked me how the scene rehearsals were going for class&...
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The Forge: June 2008
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Ecce ego creavi fabrum sufflantem in igne prunas et proferentem vas in opus suum et ego creavi interfectorem ad disperdendum. Sound advice from a gay knight. 8838; 12:38:00 AM by AKBogert ˜ 0 comments. From the day we arrive on the planet and, blinking, step into the sun, there's more to be seen than can ever be seen, more to do than can ever be done. Some say "eat or be eaten," some say "live and let live," but all are agreed as they join the stampede, "you should never take more than you give.". They s...
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The Forge: Cold
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Ecce ego creavi fabrum sufflantem in igne prunas et proferentem vas in opus suum et ego creavi interfectorem ad disperdendum. My eyes tear up when the temperature changes. And tonight, it got cold. Real cold. I could see my breath the whole time. I couldn't feel my hands anymore. I was shaking a little, and then i stopped shaking. Couldn't feel anything at all. Couldn't feel me. Couldn't feel. Couldn't- -. I have never so much been overcome by desire in my whole life as i was tonight. I might have said h...
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The Forge: How to Stop Acting, Part III
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Ecce ego creavi fabrum sufflantem in igne prunas et proferentem vas in opus suum et ego creavi interfectorem ad disperdendum. How to Stop Acting, Part III. I want to live inspired. Die! I want to die for something higher than myself, live and die for anyone else. The more i live i see- Live! I want to live on fire. Die! I want to burn out brighter, brighter than the Northern Lights, want to live to feel the daylight. The more i live, the more i see this life's not about me.". Anberlin "Burn Out Bright".
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The Forge: Friendship
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Ecce ego creavi fabrum sufflantem in igne prunas et proferentem vas in opus suum et ego creavi interfectorem ad disperdendum. I've come to the conclusion that i'm not paranoid. There was a time when i thought perhaps i was blowing things out of proportion- and i'm sure i was- but just because something is blown out of proportion doesn't mean it's nonexistent. I've had the opportunity to stand in a room of over a hundred people and watch over a hundred people leave me perfectly alone. No one turns and say...
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The Forge: March 2008
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Ecce ego creavi fabrum sufflantem in igne prunas et proferentem vas in opus suum et ego creavi interfectorem ad disperdendum. 8838; 12:33:00 AM by AKBogert ˜ 1 comments. To gorge myself on that forbidden fruit. Wow What a sacrifice. With one eye clenched tightly, i squinted at my hands. There was the knife, jagged as ever, and- intact! I opened both eyes widely now, gasping in delight at what remained in my left hand, the fibrous, severed end of a vine. Thank you for hope. Thank you for sacrifice. I thou...
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NOD(ish): August 2008
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Sunday, August 31, 2008. UA Flight 922 - Part XII. Michael Kane escorted me back to the holding room. . It was the longest walk. . Well, that night all the walks were long. . I kept pushing a trolley, which held what material life I decided to hoard. . When was I going to be there –. When was I going to arrive at my destination? Before going into the detention hall I had to get forcefully introduced to a not-so-nice guard. . Well, she had to put up with me. . To work in ministry. . Choose the God ...
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NOD(ish): January 2009
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Friday, January 30, 2009. And they prayed and said, “You, Lord, who know the hearts of all, show which one of these two you have chosen.” . I’m out late at night thinking of her. . Thinking of when I’ll be back in England. . Thinking of my two-week home at Drayton Gardens. . The night’s done. . And now there’s a different window to keep me from the fantastic nature of life. . And I wonder how well she sleeps at night. . Wonder if it’s as cold there as the snows are piled here. . No Son of Man cal...
