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Illuminating sadness: Being an agoraphobe has it's advantages. Or how to lose friends in 8 months
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Tuesday, October 19, 2010. Being an agoraphobe has it's advantages. Or how to lose friends in 8 months. Again I sit at a loss for words. I've lost my baby and my ability to speak, apparently. Or if they now think I am a total freak. (I am, but that's a different post). I can't talk about how imaginary she feels. Where is the proof that my Daughter existed? It sits in a blue urn. In a box filled with obituaries, and tiny buntings. In my heavy, broken heart. That's all I have. Land of suck and suckier.
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Hello Goodbye: Daffodils
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Trying to adjust to life without my son. Tuesday, April 1, 2014. The wonderful Merry asked her on-line (and IRL) friends to join her in making daffodil crafts. To mark what should be Freddie' 4th birthday on April 2nd. I decided on crochet daffodils and went looking on Ravelry for patterns. The first one can be found here on Attic24. For the second pattern which I found here. Happy Birthday sweet Freddie. I promise to take some pictures for your mum when the daffodils here bloom in May. My Sweet Baby Boy.
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Me | the radar of chance
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The radar of chance. Living life after Laura. Beginning in the middle. Laura’s birth story. Never great at CVs and with that irish inability to blow my own trumpet, here goes:. Laura was our fourth child, our second daughter, a truly unexpected gift from the start. The day she died a very dear friend brought me a notebook and a pencil and I started writing……. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). For Aimee ...
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Favorite Vegan Proteins… add yours. | 30 Day Vegan Fat Loss Challenge
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30 Day Vegan Fat Loss Challenge. Ed Bauer Vegan Personal Trainer. Laquo; Top 10 Carb Intake Rules for Optimal Body Composition. 8216;Cheat Meal’ Rules that Increase Metabolism Help You Lose Body Fat. Favorite Vegan Proteins… add yours. Posted September 16, 2010 by edbauerfit in Uncategorized. Tofurky Sweet Italian Sausage. Natural Orange 50% Rice/50% Pea Protein Powder http:/ www.truenutrition.com. Trader Joe’s Extra Firm Tofu. Field Roast Apple Sage Vegan Sausage. PlantFusion Chocolate Protein Powder.
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the things we cannot say | the radar of chance
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The radar of chance. Living life after Laura. Beginning in the middle. Laura’s birth story. January 28, 2015. The things we cannot say. Thank you for coming with me,. He said as he took my hand. Thank you for letting me come. He’s my friend too, you know. K’s face tightened, contorted, as the tears welled up. This is a blog about living, living with loss, but living all the same… but people just keep dying on us. WOULD PEOPLE PLEASE STOP DYING? I don’t know what to wish you for a trip like this. And so I...
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lifed in the back of the head | the radar of chance
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The radar of chance. Living life after Laura. Beginning in the middle. Laura’s birth story. October 25, 2014. Lifed in the back of the head. I think a lot. I could stop there. Enough said really. Growing up I was told I think too much. It is who I am though. I think a lot. We drove west out of the city yesterday evening. It was dark and we couldn’t see anything apart from what our headlights illuminated, but we know this road. Have we passed the mountains yet? Watch out for that turn we always miss.
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explaining me | the radar of chance
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The radar of chance. Living life after Laura. Beginning in the middle. Laura’s birth story. May 11, 2014. I really love the main character in this book, Mum. He explains me. Astro Boy had been reading ‘Boom’ by Mark Haddon and had loved it so K gave him “The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night time” to read when he finished. The Giraffe Princess snorted. He has Aspergers, Astro Boy. You do not have special needs. His grasp of deep philosophical issues? It is Laura’s birthday today. K has been away a...
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Hello Goodbye: September 2013
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Trying to adjust to life without my son. Sunday, September 29, 2013. 52 Weeks: Week 39. I'm going to get caught up on this tonight, no matter what. (D.G. is out playing hockey and I don't feel like watching TV.). After 8 years off the ice, I finally started curling again this week. I met my new team and practiced twice. I can't wait for my first game next week. I also got a new. Important kitchen tool this week. Shiny and pretty and reduces a bag of carrots to shreds in two minutes. 52 Weeks: Week 38.
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Us | the radar of chance
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The radar of chance. Living life after Laura. Beginning in the middle. Laura’s birth story. K and I met and bonded on the dance floor, when life was full of possibilities, throwing merry shapes to the Jackson Five. Our giraffe princess at 3 months. Nine years ago the giraffe princess arrived. She was innocent at that point to the passion for giraffes and reading (more specifically reading Malory towers) that life would unfold for her – although some of the signs were there quite early on. Art from bereav...
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