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Vulnerable – waking up, being sober
https://wakingupbeingsober.wordpress.com/2015/08/17/vulnerable
Waking up, being sober. And trying to make sense of what follows. That’s how I’m feeling at the moment. I haven’t re – committed to another year or whatever, and I have felt a few pangs lately, when ‘enjoying’ alcohol seems to be the thing to do. It did seem to trigger an ‘it’s not fair’ train of thought though. I even thought about having a glass of wine with dinner in the evening, then decided against it. Which I was very happy about the next day! August 17, 2015. August 17, 2015. That’s always i...
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Back to reality – waking up, being sober
https://wakingupbeingsober.wordpress.com/2015/06/02/back-to-reality
Waking up, being sober. And trying to make sense of what follows. I’ve been back home for almost a week, after a wonderful few days in Paris with Mr W. It’s our first wedding anniversary on Sunday, so the trip was really to celebrate our first year. For anyone who hasn’t been, I can’t recommend it highly enough! The treats and rewards system goes completely out of the window and suddenly I’m worrying about drinking. Ffs! I mean, really! Anyway, it didn’t last long. We enjoyed our sushi and that...I’...
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Small changes, big difference! – waking up, being sober
https://wakingupbeingsober.wordpress.com/2015/06/30/small-changes-big-difference
Waking up, being sober. And trying to make sense of what follows. Small changes, big difference! I not only survived, but really enjoyed a social event on Saturday. It was the carnival. Lots of drinking was done by all (except me! I did notice a few times, there were lulls in conversation, and after the fact I realise I could have said more, asked more questions. But I’m not beating myself up about it – like many things, this is still a work in progress. But progress I have done! 8211; I just had to have...
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the blogs I follow – Unplanned Infertility
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The blogs I follow. The one with the timeline. Infertility wasn't part of the plan…. The blogs I follow. Https:/ alittleduckling.wordpress.com/. Https:/ babyandbalance.wordpress.com/. Https:/ babyareyoucoming.wordpress.com/. Https:/ bruisedxbanana.wordpress.com/. Https:/ copingwithmiscarriage.wordpress.com/. Https:/ donttrytohideit.wordpress.com/. Https:/ dreamexplorediscoversite.wordpress.com/. Https:/ dreamsandembryos.wordpress.com/. Https:/ frankenbabyblog.wordpress.com/. Https:/ ramblesandstruggles&#...
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Paused – suddenangel
https://suddenangel.wordpress.com/2016/11/23/paused
November 23, 2016. I’m now officially in A Period of Limbo. The scan at the early pregnancy unit showed that I’ve had/am having a subchorionic haemorrhage. Delightful. On the plus side, this is not yet a miscarriage. On the less happy side, it means I have to wait a fortnight for another scan which may just confirm that we’ve been delaying the inevitable. The consultant’s advice was to try to relax (! All I can do is sit, wait…eat chocolate. Three is not the magic number…. 4 thoughts on “ Paused. You are...
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Miscarriage after care or lack of…Part 3 – MrsDeeB
https://mrsdeeb.wordpress.com/2016/05/06/miscarriage-after-care-or-lack-of-part-3/comment-page-1
This WordPress.com site is the cat’s pajamas. Miscarriage after care or lack of…Part 3. May 6, 2016. May 3, 2016. It’s Easter Monday, I wake up feeling a bit better. The whole miscarriage process in terms of support and pain have been awful. It is an emotionally draining time but to have everything else with it makes it all the worse. I do not need chronic pain to remind me of what I’m going through. A lovely doctor comes in to see me and advises that I need to go to the maternity ward. I express my ...
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Wobbling like a jelly… – suddenangel
https://suddenangel.wordpress.com/2016/11/01/wobbling-like-a-jelly
Wobbling like a jelly…. Wobbling like a jelly…. November 1, 2016. November 1, 2016. Well, I am today. As is the way, I’ll be fine in an hour or so.or maybe three. My cousin’s just sent through a picture of his newborn baby daughter. She’s beautiful and I’m totally pleased for him. But I’m also sad and frustrated. His wife has had two beautiful children in the space of less than two years. I can’t seem to manage just one. I’m annoyed by this maddening inability to maintain a pregnancy. On …and relax.
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Still wobbling! – suddenangel
https://suddenangel.wordpress.com/2016/11/08/still-wobbling
November 8, 2016. November 8, 2016. Well, I’d stopped for a bit but today I’m the pms bunny with a side-helping of jealousy. Delightful. I can’t wait to move into my new house early next year. I feel like I’m not in control of my life at the moment and it’s doing my head in 😐. Wobbling like a jelly…. Oh for a simple life…. 7 thoughts on “ Still wobbling! November 8, 2016 at 5:46 pm. November 20, 2016 at 4:49 pm. Liked by 1 person. November 20, 2016 at 4:53 pm. I saw the little boy born the time our firs...
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behemothbetty – suddenangel
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Moon river, wider than a mile.I'm crossing you in style, some day'. March 16, 2017. Well, sort of. Anyhoo, we both survived (! And I’ve handed the reigns back to dad. Now I’m back to my usual status of just praying that he stays healthy. He’ll be 70 this year and this was so not how anyone envisaged their retirement years would pass. But that is as they say, life. In all its raw, unfair glory. February 12, 2017. Well this is it! This has mostly taken my mind off slipping into preggo-paranoia (! 8217; Cle...
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Hope… – suddenangel
https://suddenangel.wordpress.com/2016/12/10/hope
December 10, 2016. We were sitting in the waiting room, my heart pounding. It didn’t help that we’d got stuck in traffic, were now late and then the sat nav took us to a brick wall (! Anyway, the short of it is, to my fairly strong surprise, there was no sign of the bleed anymore. What there was was a little embryo with a flickering heartbeat, seemingly bedded in quite tenaciously! Such relief. Soon replaced by memories of the summer when we had a good scan only for bad news a week later. Oh, the other b...