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Inner Dark Strength: Been Ages
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Where there is Light, There is also darkness. Its been a very long time since I last made a post. Probably over 8 months has passed since my last post. What's new? For starters, things are looking up now; All my written exams had now been cleared, I PASSED my orals examination on my 4th attempt (it took me a long while but i eventually got there) and a proper girlfriend after a very long time. That's it from me for now. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Adi the Dependent one.
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Dai Lan Ngong: May 2010
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Sunday, May 16, 2010. 我很烦。someone called me and i got distracted. I thought of not picking up but i couldn't bring myself to do that! Tell me what should i do? The next time he calls just tell him you are preparing for exams. tell him you will contact him when the exam is over." i said, sounded so convinving i was amazed by myself. You are in the same situation too. 你做得到吗？" she asked. 做不到！" i answered right away and all the courage she has mustered disappeared at that moment. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Inner Dark Strength: January 2010
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Where there is Light, There is also darkness. I guess I've stumbled upon another dead end. Looks like I'll have to look for another path to go through. Its not over yet. Man How I wish this was bit easier for me to go through - -. Sigh I can't help it. I get disappointed at times but it's no one's fault. owh well. Just wanted to see for a bit. I'm giving up the chase. I'm tired. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Adi the Dependent one. Rich Dad Poor Dad.
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Inner Dark Strength: September 2010
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Where there is Light, There is also darkness. These feelings mixed together. Maybe one day, I'll come here for a short leave to see them. Maybe. I dunno. I just feel that time is running short for me. I'll miss you all. Lol seriously I've really got to give up on this ;. As most people say whenever others try to do something for them but unable to deliver; "hey, the thought counts". Thanks, the thought counts =). Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Adi the Dependent one.
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Inner Dark Strength: May 2010
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Where there is Light, There is also darkness. Wow, all this time. Now i finally understand why you said that you're ready to let me go. You could have least be honest with me. I just had to find it out for myself. Thats just nice. so the truth was that I never had anything at all, all this time. damn, I never felt so stupid such as this for a long while. Most of the time. I wanted to wake up in the morning feeling fresh, get enough 7-8 hours sleep each day, submit assignments on time, do revisions and MC...
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Inner Dark Strength: June 2011
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Where there is Light, There is also darkness. I love her to bit :). Its already past 5am in Brunei, and I still can't sleep. This has been on going for about a week already. Every time I close my eyes as I lay in bed, I start think about things. Of course, things that are important. I continue to worry about the result of my final assignment. Its been almost 2 months and still no word from the lecturer. Time is short for me. I really need to get this job. I MUST GET IT. Amin Ya Allah. Amin.
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Inner Dark Strength: July 2010
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Where there is Light, There is also darkness. I have to say that I have had it. If anyone, anyone decides to give me the Silent Treatment ever again. You can just fuck off. Its simple as that. I find the silent treatment intolerable, very irritating and very rude. This applies to everyone I know; relatives, friends or even lover. Been a long time. Its been a long while since I updated. We got a lot of catching up to we'll get there. I gotta revise for the resits. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Inner Dark Strength: Failure And Lovestruck
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Where there is Light, There is also darkness. I'll try to keep this in mind this time). Heh I never thought that I would have feeling for this girl this long, regardless of how hopeless it is. These feelings has weakened as time passes by. But nevertheless, I could never forget the times I spent with her. The differences between us didn't stop me from feeling this way for her. Love is blind? Damn right it is. For the first time, I'm gonna write this feeling into my blog. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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Inner Dark Strength: February 2010
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Where there is Light, There is also darkness. I realise that I'm trying too hard without realising. What am I doing? I have to end it sooner or later. nothing will come out of continuing this. I've got to start setting the distance. Now that I've let it out, guess now I'll kill these feelings. Thats all thats left for me. Close these shattered glass door of this heart of mine. I'm a say goodbye to this heart of mine and throw away the keys. So no souls may enter. Maybe some other time. Rich Dad Poor Dad.
