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lost in affectation: December 2005
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The random ramblings of a post modern misfit. Friday, December 30, 2005. And then there were three. We had to put one of our ferrets, Natasha, down today. The vet thinks she had a cancer. She will be missed. Posted by David at 3:16 PM. Thursday, December 29, 2005. And we walked the pagan streams. And searched for white horses on surrounding hills. We lived where dusk had meaning. And repaired to quiet sleep, where noise abated. In touch with the silence. On Honey Street, on Honey Street. A walk was taken...
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lost in affectation: March 2006
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The random ramblings of a post modern misfit. Tuesday, March 21, 2006. I dreamed a dream. A waltz we danced so lightly. One two three two two three. Quartet in perfect form. Candle light all around. One two three two two three. A dance most joyous. A night most divine. Posted by David at 5:21 PM. Sunday, March 19, 2006. Un mito di perdono. Drawn and quartered on millstone of indecision. Flayed by knives dull and cruel. Vision clouded and blood become ice. Limbs drained of strength and mind reeling. Alway...
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lost in affectation: February 2006
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The random ramblings of a post modern misfit. Tuesday, February 28, 2006. Posted by David at 6:50 PM. Sunday, February 26, 2006. Am I the only one who finds modern Amercan pop "culture" disappointing at best? What is it that's interesting about a culture that celebrates the degradation of women and the animalistic impulses of men? Why do people use that word to describe women? Does anyone even know what that word means anymore? Posted by David at 11:38 AM. Thursday, February 23, 2006. Voice filled with p...
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lost in affectation: January 2006
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The random ramblings of a post modern misfit. Wednesday, January 25, 2006. I feel as if I can't take it any more. The shrink prescribed a very heavy dose of an anti-depressant and Zanex for the accompanying anxiety. Anti-depressants take several months to become effective, but between the drugs and the (in the beginning) twice weekly therapy sessions things began to moderate. The therapy sessions became less frequent as we talked out the episode in my past that I had suppressed for far to long. 1 chocola...
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lost in affectation: April 2006
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The random ramblings of a post modern misfit. Friday, April 28, 2006. Lost and beyond caring. Centered on meaningless tripe. Wondering where it all goes. I thought i knew what it took to be one. I believed in a true sense of worth. Somewhere the circle got broken. Somehow the tune lost key. Dream and desire the perfection. Wish and hope for a sign. Carry the mistakes like a burden. Forget not but try to forgive. Posted by David at 5:37 PM. Monday, April 10, 2006. Posted by David at 3:52 PM. I guess I wish.
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lost in affectation: May 2006
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The random ramblings of a post modern misfit. Thursday, May 18, 2006. Sleeping, she walks. Exploring secret dreams, visiting gardens hallowed by her vision, drawn through slumber's magic veil to sacred manse. Seeing true though seeing not, of desire is her bed of sweetest scent made and tumbled. Lifted passion beyond understanding to plains of knowing. Tumbled down by morning and dull return of waking's entropy. Posted by David at 8:28 PM. Flyover country, United States. View my complete profile.
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lost in affectation: July 2006
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The random ramblings of a post modern misfit. Saturday, July 29, 2006. If i cared would it matter? If i gave would it show? You have no idea. As a seed for water. As a flower for light. As a fish for water. As an owl for night. You have no idea. You have no idea. Oh imagine just once. Look and see all that matters. Posted by David at 11:53 PM. Friday, July 14, 2006. All i know is a memory without recourse. All she loved was a boy who burned bright but faded soon. Is it too much to ask. Publife semi-darkn...
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lost in affectation: August 2006
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The random ramblings of a post modern misfit. Thursday, August 24, 2006. Dream in careless moment ended. Pyre whose burning never ceased. A life that was but ended unforgiven. A burden carried for no cause. Past a scar without healing. A pause and sighing relief. Posted by David at 1:44 PM. Saturday, August 12, 2006. I have to get out . I have to move in this world or I'm going to die. I have to live my life. I see so much done by so many and here I sit; I can't do this anymore. Posted by David at 6:05 PM.
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lost in affectation: November 2005
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The random ramblings of a post modern misfit. Monday, November 28, 2005. I, like many, am a chocolate fiend. I don't just love chocolate, I have a profound, personal relationship with it. We once bandied about which was better; sex or chocolate in the AU. I suppose I'm still torn about it myself - both are highly sensual and satisfying experiences. Full of shit. I may put on a lot of weight. eek. Posted by David at 4:20 PM. Sunday, November 27, 2005. Posted by David at 6:13 PM. Saturday, November 26, 2005.
