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Birdie's Knit Knit: December 2007
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007. Knitting and Not Posting. Well, so yeah. So I have been knitting a good bit this past week, but not anything that I have on Ravelry. Plus last week I was in the thick of getting a knitting newsletter together for my job. Any who, yesterday was a really hard day. Yesterday was the 9 month. Anniversary of Birdie's death.so I way lying low, though I did get some knitting done last night. I'm working on a quick bulky warm hat for my friends. Want to hear something cool?
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Broken Heart Diaries: Why didn't you tell me you were going?
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Trying to cope in a healthy manner. Friday, May 4, 2012. Why didn't you tell me you were going? A well liked football player died here recently. By his own hand. I'm not a football fan, but felt saddened by the story like any human being. It was giving me a lot of thoughts about how money and success don't equate to peace in life. And then I saw this-. And even though our stories could not be more different, her pain cut through me. A mothers pain. May 5, 2012 at 8:38 AM. View my complete profile.
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Birdie's Knit Knit: Knitting & Not Posting
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007. Knitting and Not Posting. Well, so yeah. So I have been knitting a good bit this past week, but not anything that I have on Ravelry. Plus last week I was in the thick of getting a knitting newsletter together for my job. Any who, yesterday was a really hard day. Yesterday was the 9 month. Anniversary of Birdie's death.so I way lying low, though I did get some knitting done last night. I'm working on a quick bulky warm hat for my friends. Want to hear something cool?
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Broken Heart Diaries: Makes me wonder
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Trying to cope in a healthy manner. Friday, June 17, 2011. I was standing outside the mens bathroom. Mr. g and A were inside the bathroom. I stood next to the empty stroller. A woman walks by, laughs and says, "You lost your baby! Ha, Ha she cackles as she walks away from me. Makes me wonder if I say things so lightly that shakes someone else to the core. Sorry that you caught the brunt of her comment. the fact that she was laughing so hard makes me cringe. June 18, 2011 at 8:17 PM. Oct 2009* Second son,...
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Lazy Cat Farm: June 2009
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Searching for solace in a cold old house. Tuesday, June 30, 2009. Our dear friends from around the country, like they did last year, last time, are showering us with gifts in preparation for the arrival of our baby. Of course we have nearly everything we need already. We have had it for a year and need to dust some of it off. But even though this baby won’t have his big brother’s in person influence, he is forever linked through circumstance to Baker. If Baker had lived, we would certainl...This past wee...
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Lazy Cat Farm: July 2009
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Searching for solace in a cold old house. Saturday, July 25, 2009. The relative ease of my pregnancy with Alden and his birth-in the sense that it was another normal, healthy fullterm pregnancy-makes me realize what a waste it was to lose Baker. He could so easily be here-he should be here-if not for what was likely an unknown, unseen kink in the cord. Similar pregnancies, similar babies, but completely different outcomes. Friday, July 10, 2009. I think that we babylost parents need to invent a symbol or...
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Lazy Cat Farm: Setting it in Stone
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Searching for solace in a cold old house. Friday, April 2, 2010. Setting it in Stone. It has been two years since our dear Baker left us empty and alone in that recovery room. We know without a calendar that the anniversary is upon us. The light changes and the crocus and daffodil find the courage to poke their heads above winter’s remains. The flowers’ vibrant colors, transplanted from Baker's funeral arrangements into our garden, usher in our season of sorrow. What do you say for eternity? Dalene and I...
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Lazy Cat Farm: January 2009
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Searching for solace in a cold old house. Sunday, January 25, 2009. Thursday, January 22, 2009. If you have spent any time at all in the woods you’ll come across a tree like this one that I found down the hill last weekend. This black birch started growing here years ago, from a seed dispersed by the wind across the snow in midwinter, one of them coming to land and take root. Friday, January 16, 2009. Sheltered from the Wind. The Farm is at 1,300 feet in an area that has been referred to as the snow belt...
