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August 2011 | DaydreamingOfHunger
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It's hard being Alexx. Tuesday, August 30, 2011. But I'm eating it right now. Hoping to get my metabolism up to speed. And to get better from this cold. Tomorrow, I may try starting a fast. Don't worry, if I feel sicker I'll quit and eat something other than a ten calorie vitamin. Wednesday, August 24, 2011. Ate like a blob today. But it's cool because I'm not eating tomorrow.or the next day. or, well for a while. FUCK FOOD. Sorry, I had a rough day, even though it should've been easy. I'm running on fat...
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July 2011 | DaydreamingOfHunger
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It's hard being Alexx. Sunday, July 31, 2011. Yesterday DID NOT go as planned. Picture is of a guy. He's Bou, ex-guitarist from Antic Cafe.). Ikinda really badly messed up. I think it was my first real binge. It was pretty bad. I was eating for the sake of eating. I had two slices of pizza, two poptarts, some Cheese Nips, and finally a granola bar. I'm giving up on ABC, at least for now. I may try again later, when I'm back on my game, but with all of these mistakes so early into it, I'm pretty bummed.
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Learning To Fly: I'm not ready.
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Monday, August 1, 2011. I have to quit cutting, I don't want to have to start eating again. I want to count the calories that force their way into my system. I'm becoming a mess again. And I love it. When I do sit-ups, my spine grinds into the floor and it hurts and it's so lovely. Any of you wanna help me be a mess? You can e-mail me at chokingonglass@hotmail. No, I haven't changed e-mail) for my phone number, if you want. Just tell me who you are when you e-mail me. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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Learning To Fly: I love messing with my hair.
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Sunday, July 31, 2011. I love messing with my hair. I hair spray it, dye it, tease it, gel it, and just generally mess with it. I make it look what I see as adorable, but normal people see are completely odd. But I wanna get it cut like the picture below. No that color, I'm hoping of talking Mommy into pink hair with blue streaks. So, what's you guys opinion on the style? Speaking of my hair, this lady was going into Game Stop and I heard her in the parking lot. ".And especially with. Have to eat today.
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Starving Myself Pretty...: September 2011
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Friday, September 30, 2011. Fasting saturday for yom kippur? I b/p twice just before sundown today lol it counts okay no food from sundown to sundown okay it fucking counts lololol. Thursday, September 29, 2011. 4095 calories in and out in 45 minutes. I even threw up some of my lunch. what am i becoming? Oh well, i have some movies and some vodka and mommy is coming to pick me up in the morning to take me back to la-la-land for the weekend. Girl, Interrupted. Black Swan. Hannibal. Omg i did ecstasy xD.
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Never. Again.: July 2011
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Be warned: mature and triggering content. This is a dumping ground for my thoughts - to eat or not to eat, alcohol, drugs, work, school, anything that strikes my fancy. Sunday, July 31, 2011. Two-Day Update and Thinspo. And this is what I had to eat yesterday…. 1 cup Fiber One cereal (120). 189; cup GV fat free milk (40). 1 cup iceberg lettuce (8). 189; tbsp Caesar salad dressing (40). 1 cherry tomato (3). 2 slices Sara Lee 100% whole wheat bread (150). 1 slice GV colby and monterey jack cheese (70).
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September 2011 | DaydreamingOfHunger
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It's hard being Alexx. Friday, September 23, 2011. IM basically told me I could starve myself, but I have to eat SOMETHING everyday. Fruit, crackers, whatever just SOMETHING. I'm chill with that. Monday, September 19, 2011. But I've eaten all day. And the only thing I want is chili. Like, I want the taste of it. So much that I think I'd deal with the meat. I've actually concluded that I'm scared of eating meat. Because I've gone so long without it. Sunday, September 18, 2011. I know I've said this before:.
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Learning To Fly: June 2011
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Thursday, June 30, 2011. Sorry for being MIA. I just don't know what to say anymore. One of my friends, E.S., confirmed my worst fear. She makes my heart race, my throat tries to close up around her, but I love it when she smiles and laughs because of me. She makes me want to hold her and not let go for a long time. But she's straight and, it doesn't matter what my sexuality is, that won't change. And if I got too much closer, she may realize that I'm nothing more than a mess. Saturday, June 25, 2011.
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Learning To Fly: July 2011
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Sunday, July 31, 2011. I love messing with my hair. I hair spray it, dye it, tease it, gel it, and just generally mess with it. I make it look what I see as adorable, but normal people see are completely odd. But I wanna get it cut like the picture below. No that color, I'm hoping of talking Mommy into pink hair with blue streaks. So, what's you guys opinion on the style? Speaking of my hair, this lady was going into Game Stop and I heard her in the parking lot. ".And especially with. Well today I had th...
