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Push Button Blogger: October 2006
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006. All I Got Inside Is Vacancy. This day blew by a slow blur, things flopped past me and I clumsily shuffled around them. I dreamed of empty houses with broken floors and dusty ceilings. The mildew was suffocating me; I kept breaking floorboards. I was scared I would fall through and I didn't want to take a step in any direction. Perhaps this is a symbol. Perhaps not. Posted by Fernando at 8:37 PM. Saturday, October 21, 2006. More Than I Do. Posted by Fernando at 11:55 AM. The t...
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Push Button Blogger: December 2006
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Saturday, December 16, 2006. What I Wish I'd Written. This morning the many lovely words I'd read rode through the hours. They held me together; they stood solid and deep in my head and took up space which might have otherwise been occupied by less interesting ideas. I giggled giddily over and over again. I floated through the morning serving lots of alcohol to very few people. Posted by Fernando at 12:27 AM. Monday, December 11, 2006. Posted by Fernando at 10:42 AM. All Over, Many Places, Comoros.
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Push Button Blogger: November 2006
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Saturday, November 18, 2006. The Past Rides Behind Me. It got better in 6th grade, though I was an awkward child at best. Braces at 14, didn't begin developing physically till about 17. I was often made fun of for being flat chested and was as relieved as I was confused when I finally grew breasts. I remember thinking, "Where the hell did these come from? Posted by Fernando at 10:46 PM. Monday, November 13, 2006. And A Sleepy Little Dreamer (With Just Miles To Go). And yet it is all these comforts which ...
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Push Button Blogger: July 2006
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Monday, July 31, 2006. There's a car alarm outside beeping incessantly. My friend the bartender from The Tavern promised me an etymological reference. He has six of them. So he says. Posted by Fernando at 10:36 PM. Saturday, July 29, 2006. Days in the Dust. Posted by Fernando at 8:37 PM. All Over, Many Places, Comoros. View my complete profile. Wide Lawns and Narrow Minds. Again I write from many years in the future to tel. Age builds up and I continue to rely on others to .
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Push Button Blogger: January 2007
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007. She Speaks Good English. I have started a wine blog because I feel it is a waste to drink wine and not write about it. I have been highly influenced by the likes of Asimov and Koeppel who are excellent wine writers. It is called I Started Out On Burgundy, which, if you are cool, you will know is a reference to a one Mr. Dylan. http:/ butsoonhittheharderstuff.blogspot.com. Posted by Fernando at 1:19 PM. Wednesday, January 03, 2007. As Whispers On The Wind.
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Push Button Blogger: May 2007
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007. I cannot let go of things. I try to forget, to brush it off, but I am lit up by long talks and by a literary understanding. Nights where I raced home fueled by words which pounded through my mind and which spilled off the edges of my lips and out into the deserted, humid evenings. And I felt something full and yearning- whole yet reaching. Posted by Fernando at 8:51 PM. Saturday, May 19, 2007. Soft Whisps Floating Slowly. Posted by Fernando at 11:06 AM. Monday, May 07, 2007.
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Push Button Blogger: September 2006
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Friday, September 29, 2006. All I Ask Is Four White Horses Follow. I am watching from my window, the sun strike the bright white windows on the building across the street. Neko Case is singing in my ears. I am preparing myself for all the hours I will waste working, wishing I wasn't. I am counting down the final hour, looking nervously each minute. Posted by Fernando at 11:29 AM. Thursday, September 28, 2006. Smudged Moments and Skipped Stones. I don't know what I thought, then, or the rest of the night&...
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Push Button Blogger: August 2006
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Monday, August 28, 2006. We All Live Alone. I was lost last night between the brilliant collaboration of my first love and my current love. They know each other so separately, so individually. They are so whole outside of what they know. It always serves to remind me of who I was and I wonder if I am really any different. How deeply am I mired in the past and how aware am I of the future? Each one of us lives inside ourselves, peering out from behind open eyes. We all live alone. Saturday, August 26, 2006.
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Push Button Blogger: March 2007
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Thursday, March 29, 2007. Someone Almost, But Not Entirely, Another. I set out through the streets in search of an answer. I wandered through the bitter cold; my gloved hands still shivering, shoved in the pockets of my coat. The buildings rose tall and gray around me, looming above like a displeased surgeon looking on a pat. I wondered. He continued on his way, head down as he headed ahead of me. I'd shout a warning but I doubt he'd heed it. Posted by Fernando at 10:46 PM. Sunday, March 25, 2007.
