This was the first time I experienced what was the feeling. I don't want this kind of thing happen again (perhaps it won't happen again). You let me know I don't have you and I am still have a lot of friend who is. I remember one person told me that I am very brave, and I was not responded. Now I can tell you why I need to be brave. I did not want to brave, but I do not have a reliable shoulder. Even id I am timid and I must masquerade as I am brave. ". Posted by Vivian Fan. It is so many suddenly for me.