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Where to from here? | Positive Pants TTC
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The ups and downs of my life in limbo. Where to from here? Will I ever be happy? Do I need my own genetic daughter to make me happy? What is the purpose of my life? What am I willing to do to have my own daughter? What is my husband willing to do? How many more cycles do we do? How much are will willing to spend? When is it time to stop and move on? Is life worth moving on? Of the 13 that were tested, 8 were abnormal, 3 were normal and 2 didn’t get a result. Possibly not enough DNA. So at the moment I...
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BFP | Positive Pants TTC
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The ups and downs of my life in limbo. Yeppers I got to CD35 and thought I better just pee on a stupid damn stick. Was so surprised to see 2 lines. Ah-mazing! I’m now 11 weeks and have been keeping up my twice daily 20 minute meditations as I think that is really the only major thing I did differently. I also started eating fermented veggies here and there but I think this BFP is because of the meditating. My miracle has arrived. Jan 12, 2015. That’s fantastic, how great that you got to hear the he...
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Syneral sux! | Positive Pants TTC
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The ups and downs of my life in limbo. I started syneral a week ago and I’m pretty sure it’s the cause of a random crazy episode on the weekend, this current 24hour foggy headache and sick feeling. Bleugh! It’s all going to cost about $14000 but we will get some money back so it’ll cost us between $10-12k out of pocket. Fingers crossed. Whatever happens, happens. I’m trying not to get too involved or excited coz it makes the BFN harder. No positive thinking or meditations. It’...Where to from here? Thank...
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Positive Pants TTC | The ups and downs of my life in limbo | Page 2
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The ups and downs of my life in limbo. A snapshot of my IVF cycles. Started spotting yesterday but today it’s been full flow. So fucked! Now I still have to have another stupid blood test on Wed when I already know the result. Last time I was a rebel and skipped it. This time I might go coz we transferred two but I’m not happy about it one bit. Need to reassess if I really want kids…. This is is just so heartbreaking every time…. I started the new job in Jan. In December my husband and I went to Hawaii a...
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Finding a Way Out of IF: November 2014
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Finding a Way Out of IF. TTC Timeline: The Nitty Gritty. CCRM - Our Experience. Donor Embryos - Our Experience. Thursday, 20 November 2014. Part 1: Our Adoption Story. For me, there were frequent little showers of tears in the weeks and days before he was born. Could this really be happening? Is it going to work out? As some of the denial and anxiety lifted, the thought "Am I really going to be a Mama? Slowly moved into thoughts of "I am going to be a Mama! On our journey, we hoped and prayed that he wou...
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Mine to Command: Second Trimester Bump
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The title of the blog is a line from the HBO series Boardwalk Empire. The blog itself details how I discovered that fertility was not mine to command. Not yet a bump, but looking bumpy. Total weight gain = 6 lbs. Woah, starting to look really pregnant. The Official Half Way Point. Happy (first) 21st Birthday Jate! I finally put away my flip flops :). And the flip-flops are back! 16 January 2015 at 13:10. There is a little tiny thing there. You look so cute! 21 January 2015 at 16:38. 4 March 2015 at 10:46.
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Next stop… not Colorado | Failing Baby Maker
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No buns in my oven….it's busted. What are we doing? CCRM Recap →. Next stop… not Colorado. 2 thoughts on “ Next stop… not Colorado. March 7, 2015 at 5:26 pm. So sorry my friend. I just hate this for you, all of it, but especially all of the endless waiting. Infertility can fuck right off. March 8, 2015 at 11:19 am. I’m so sorry! Leave it to our bodies to change the plan up at the last moment. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:.
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wilhc121 | Failing Baby Maker
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No buns in my oven….it's busted. Warning… trigger post*. The time has come to make the happy announcement… I am 12w3d pregnant! We are, of course, totally thrilled but also caught in this place between thrilled and terrified. This is what we’ve been working towards for 5 years and this is what we’ve been working towards for 5 years. Is this really happening? The doctor at that clinic felt like we would “sail through the rest of the pregnancy”. Words that were music to my ears. I have had really no pregna...
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September | 2014 | The Odds are Never in My Favor
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The Odds are Never in My Favor. My hilariously depressing journey with infertility. How it’s come to this (our story so far). September 16, 2014. Yes, I’ve been a little absent in my posting lately. Rest assured I am still following all of your stories though! I’m happy to report I don’t have a ton to report! No news is definitely good news in my world. I can now share that we are having two BOYS though! As of our last growth scan they both weighed exactly 5 ounces each which thrilled me to pieces (growt...