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Because I’m out of my mind and looking for a way back in… – Hitting the Ground While Dreaming
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Hitting the Ground While Dreaming. Confessions, Poems, Stories and the Kitchen Sink. Whatever it this is…. Because I’m out of my mind and looking for a way back in. You had something more. Than the eyes of a mannequin. Making me think again. I could put my trust in you. You’re nothing more than a mold. A copy of all the rest. I need more than an anomaly. To wake me up. To open me up. To get me off. But if you come around. And when you do). You’ll be more alive. Than you ever knew. November 24, 2015.
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Entertaining the Notion of You – Hitting the Ground While Dreaming
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Hitting the Ground While Dreaming. Confessions, Poems, Stories and the Kitchen Sink. Whatever it this is…. Entertaining the Notion of You. The blocks of want. A wall of reason in the mind. Love in one world. Lust in the other. And never shall the twain. Know of each other. Separation of church and state. The good and the better. To have and to let go. What you would do if you could? If there were no shoulds? The appeal of something so wrong. If it’s actually right. January 6, 2016. Enter your comment here.
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May 2015 – Hitting the Ground While Dreaming
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Hitting the Ground While Dreaming. Confessions, Poems, Stories and the Kitchen Sink. Whatever it this is…. Where does my fault. Where are the fault. To my trembling knees. Sets off my quaking core. May 31, 2015. Number of says without pills = lots, more than 40. stopped counting. Number of times purged today = 1 (and it was a horrible, stupid idea). Number of lies told = 1 (“Yes, everything’s fine. I’m fine.”. Goal for this evening = make dinner, try not to cry, finish folding clothes. May 31, 2015.
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July 2015 – Hitting the Ground While Dreaming
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Hitting the Ground While Dreaming. Confessions, Poems, Stories and the Kitchen Sink. Whatever it this is…. I seem to have a Monopoly. My Life is a. I have no Clue. I’m always saying I’m Sorry. And Trouble is around every turn. I’m always running the Risk. Can never remember the Password. It really does Boggle the mind. The things I need to talk about are. 2015 Hitting the Ground While Dreaming. July 23, 2015. How Love Set Me Straight. Your love has had to scream. To get me to hear. In order to embrace me.
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August 2015 – Hitting the Ground While Dreaming
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Hitting the Ground While Dreaming. Confessions, Poems, Stories and the Kitchen Sink. Whatever it this is…. An addict walks in to a confession booth…. It has been 120 days since my last ingestion. Over the past 17 weeks.I have wanted pills to quell the pain, to stop the urges, to silence the voices. So, do I get a new bike? A play barn for my lil’ ponies? Just a chance at life? Yes, I suppose that’s the best prize ever. Thanks a bunch. I couldn’t have done it without you. (for real). August 26, 2015.
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An addict walks in to a confession booth… – Hitting the Ground While Dreaming
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Hitting the Ground While Dreaming. Confessions, Poems, Stories and the Kitchen Sink. Whatever it this is…. An addict walks in to a confession booth…. It has been 120 days since my last ingestion. Over the past 17 weeks.I have wanted pills to quell the pain, to stop the urges, to silence the voices. So, do I get a new bike? A play barn for my lil’ ponies? Just a chance at life? Yes, I suppose that’s the best prize ever. Thanks a bunch. I couldn’t have done it without you. (for real). August 26, 2015.
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sad | geekgonesober
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I drank to shut off my brain. Learning to live inside my head without anesthesia. Wake Up and Smell the Catastrophe (It’s all in my head). Digging in the Dirt →. March 17, 2015. This entry was posted in Uncategorized. Wake Up and Smell the Catastrophe (It’s all in my head). Digging in the Dirt →. March 17, 2015 at 5:08 pm. The universe is full of good people. And scared people who sometimes act from a place of fear. You are not alone. Hug. March 18, 2015 at 2:49 am. March 18, 2015 at 9:40 pm. You are com...
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Day 200 yesterday | geekgonesober
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I drank to shut off my brain. Learning to live inside my head without anesthesia. Digging in the Dirt. Emotions flowing – big day at the Supreme Court →. March 28, 2015. 8221; That was funny enough to me, but then H started acting out what that would look like. I laughed so hard I snorted! This entry was posted in Uncategorized. Digging in the Dirt. Emotions flowing – big day at the Supreme Court →. March 28, 2015 at 3:05 pm. I love those small moments of joy. That is what life is all about. You are comm...
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DAY 72 | My Journey
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Trying to navigate my way through this world. Learning how to build myself up without tearing myself down completely…. February 5, 2015. OMG – day 72. 8230;…….What the heck happened! How did this come to be? Anyway. In therapy this week, I think I had a minor breakthrough. And my job this week is to journal through it – which I’ve been putting off – and must do soon. But I know that once I journal through it all, then it will be a HUGE, GIANT BREAKTHROUGH. Woooohoooooo! 8230; dun dun dun…. You are commen...
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Very short update | My Journey
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Trying to navigate my way through this world. Learning how to build myself up without tearing myself down completely…. January 6, 2015. I haven’t been updating much……….eeeeh! Okay so. I had a sober new years! Hanging out with friend that I really admire. 🙂. Had a great Christmas. This is such a sucky update! Day 41 today I think. This entry was posted in Addictions. Oooh it’s been awhile! I need to stop binging on food, and stop thinking about alcohol too! 2 thoughts on “ Very short update. I AM SO UPSET.
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