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I don’t even know… | Losing My Religion - Finding My Way
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Losing My Religion – Finding My Way. Another Mormon questioning…. Posted by: Sister Cynical. July 27, 2007. I don’t even know…. I don’t know where I am with anything. I know that being in Church makes me crazy. I snuck out early last week and the week before I didn’t’ even go. Husband is so excited about the new ward… he said, “It makes me want to go! 8221; It makes me want to run screaming from the building. Laquo; What would you do if I stopped going to church? On July 28, 2007. I know how that feels t...
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Yesterday’s Screaming Moment: All about Honesty | Losing My Religion - Finding My Way
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Losing My Religion – Finding My Way. Another Mormon questioning…. Posted by: Sister Cynical. August 13, 2007. Yesterday’s Screaming Moment: All about Honesty. There I was, captive in Sacrament meeting and the topic? I laughed to myself. Funny a church that emphasizes honesty and integrity and there is so little of it in the upper echelons. I wanted to stand and say, “What about Kinderhoek? What about the Papryi? What about Joseph’s wives? And we wonder why the people in the church have a problem with not...
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I had a moment… | Losing My Religion - Finding My Way
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Losing My Religion – Finding My Way. Another Mormon questioning…. Posted by: Sister Cynical. August 8, 2007. I had a moment…. I was at Costco today waiting to pick up a prescription, when I overheard a sweet older gentleman explain that he and his wife were in the MTC on their way to Fiji to serve a mission. Then it hit me. I’ll never do that. Well, dear Martha, I have repented of my former feelings, and now I say, “thank you for writing this.” She is witty, intelligent (far more than I c...Imagine being...
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Moving… | Losing My Religion - Finding My Way
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Losing My Religion – Finding My Way. Another Mormon questioning…. Posted by: Sister Cynical. May 15, 2008. You can read my blog about spirituality on my private website:. I have worked through many of my issues with the church, but because I was a member for over 35 years, I still have some deprogramming to do. However, most of my spiritual energy is spent developing a new relationship with God. Laquo; And you tell me this is God’s Church? My prayers are with you on your journey. On June 10, 2008.
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About | Losing My Religion - Finding My Way
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Losing My Religion – Finding My Way. Another Mormon questioning…. Joined the church thirty years ago. One of the greatest decisions of my life. Over those thirty years I questioned, I asked, I pondered, I prayed. I was never satisfied with “enough”. Recently I have discovered a new depth to spirituality, and that has made the leadership of the church nervous. So, instead of waiting to be kicked out, I slipped out the back. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Address never made public).
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A new season | Losing My Religion - Finding My Way
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Losing My Religion – Finding My Way. Another Mormon questioning…. Posted by: Sister Cynical. October 15, 2007. This weekend marked a new season, a new beginning in my life. The house became mine. Of course, typical of B’s moving style, he is taking 4 days to do what I could have done in a half a day. But moving is overwhelming for him. I understand. As long as he is gone by Tuesday, I don’t care. I don’t know. But now, I am called to walk in a different way. And my whole life reflects that. You are comme...
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Losing My Religion – Finding My Way. Another Mormon questioning…. Posted by: Sister Cynical. July 12, 2007. What would you do if I stopped going to church? It is ironic, isn’t it, that my husband only goes to church sometimes, never goes to the temple, and doesn’t participate in anything remotely spiritual, but if I told him I didn’t want to go to church anymore he’d freak. Because it’s all about the way we look. Do I really care what you think or what kind of fit you will throw? Posted by: Sister Cynical.
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And you tell me this is God’s Church? | Losing My Religion - Finding My Way
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Losing My Religion – Finding My Way. Another Mormon questioning…. Posted by: Sister Cynical. November 12, 2007. And you tell me this is God’s Church? My Bishop called. This even after I had written him and told him I didn’t wish to discuss my personal life with him. So much for respect. He called to say he wanted to talk to me about my “internet activity”. It was all I could do to not say, “Oh, you mean my ex-husband’s porn? 8221; Instead I said, “What internet activity? He said, “You aren’t? On December...
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Connected | Losing My Religion - Finding My Way
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Losing My Religion – Finding My Way. Another Mormon questioning…. Posted by: Sister Cynical. August 6, 2007. I have come to realize that my membership in the Church and my marriage are inextricably connected. My husband will not stay if I leave the church (which I already have in my heart) and so divorce is inevitable. I came to this conclusion last week. And so the absolutely surety hit me. I cannot remain married to him and be myself. So, I wait. I go about my business, but know that when I feel th...
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The faithful husband | Losing My Religion - Finding My Way
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Losing My Religion – Finding My Way. Another Mormon questioning…. Posted by: Sister Cynical. October 10, 2007. So, my faithful husband is divorcing me. He is divorcing me because I am “an apostate” without the same goals that he has “Temple Marriage”. He claims I am deceived, misled, and listening to “evil spirits.”. Not in the least. Get the fuck out. Laquo; Where I am. Wow, stumbled upon you and I read some entries…I can feel your pain. Wow…I’ve been there. Good luck to you. On April 28, 2008. Ravings ...
