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Is this thing on? What I’ve been up to | Feminists with Female Sexual Dysfunction
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Feminists with Female Sexual Dysfunction. Is this thing on? What I’ve been up to. 09/23/2012 at 2:08 pm Posted in Uncategorized. Hey readers, this is your blog mistress K speaking. It’s been over six months since the last time I updated. Feminists with Female Sexual Dysfunction. That’s a long time for a blog to go inactive without warning, though not entirely unheard of. So why the long pause? The short version is…. I told you I had a history with depression. So I’m stuck with in-person therapy alo...
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Survey says, still infected | Feminists with Female Sexual Dysfunction
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Feminists with Female Sexual Dysfunction. Survey says, still infected. 10/13/2009 at 8:29 pm Posted in Uncategorized. Tags: female sexual dysfunction. I went to the gyno last week to get a follow up on those long-lived, resistant infections. I had all summer. I had been feeling a little off when I went in, but nothing major. The exam itself. Unfortunately the results of that exam are not so good. I still have the same infections I had all summer – Candida yeast and Gardenella bacteria. It feels like R...
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Mad Peach: May 2015
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Living with chronic pain in the hoo-ha. Friday, May 15, 2015. Okay, so, my period is over, the yeast are back to their normal subsensory squirmy existence. I think my skin's overreaction to topical treatments (even lidocaine; I need the compounded version) means there is some idiopathic vulvodynia going on, something that is inexplicable. Maybe it's driven by neuralgia, but I think it's just stupid undefined stupidity that a lot of women have that is undefined and stupid. And the general area on each sid...
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Mad Peach: Post-another-shot post
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Living with chronic pain in the hoo-ha. Wednesday, May 6, 2015. I'm hella depressed. These shots always stress me out, but I always forget how much. And other stresses are adding together to make one big pile of Netflix. The good thing about YeastWhatever is that I rarely have to use it more than a few days. So I keep the leftover things in my fridge until beyond when I probably should and use them whenever I feel yeasty and so far I haven't started any new species that I know of. I have been taking a na...
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Mad Peach: Fuck Doctors
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Living with chronic pain in the hoo-ha. Tuesday, May 19, 2009. I saw the gastroenterologist today. I don't even want to go into why she sucked. It's the same exact story as every other doctor story I have. "You don't fit in my box and there's no research concluding that what you say is true; what do you want from me? You'd think a statement like "when I eat certain foods my crotch hurts" would send up a red flag for ANY doctor, let alone someone who studies digestion. May 19, 2009 at 12:46 PM. I'm so ...
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Mad Peach: May 2014
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Living with chronic pain in the hoo-ha. Thursday, May 1, 2014. No, it didn't work. Next! The genitofemoral nerve block didn't work. So I'm headed to a neurologist next. And what do you know, they have a cancellation and I can see him tomorrow morning! When I called to schedule my appointment and said "pelvic pain," the scheduler put me on hold for a while and came back and asked, "Were you calling neurology or urology? Pause mind temporarily erased.]. Tomorrow, I will be as succinct as possible. I te...
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Mad Peach: June 2014
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Living with chronic pain in the hoo-ha. Tuesday, June 24, 2014. Back on my feet. So here's what happened. I took the week of June 2 off. I worked two half-days from home the week of June 9. I worked half-days from home all last week, and this week I'm back to working full-time, though I'm still at home. And I am overjoyed to be back at work. All of this anxiety has been going on for a long time, but it reached critical mass and kaboomed in May when the pain just wouldn't give up. And that's why yeste...
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Mad Peach: Hope sucks
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Living with chronic pain in the hoo-ha. Tuesday, May 12, 2015. My pain was better for a bit and now it's back to bad, and it's clear that food is the worst thing ever invented by man. Eating makes everything worse. I'm so exhausted by all this. Hope is the most exhausting thing ever invented. I am so tired of it. I don't want to keep doing the nerve blocks. It's much easier to be in pain than to keep hoping for the pain to stop. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. If you have a ...
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Mad Peach: Nerve block #83747474838229
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Living with chronic pain in the hoo-ha. Friday, May 1, 2015. I posted this on Facebook today:. Some cultures are superstitious about the number 4 because it is a homophone of "death" in their languages. What that means medically = a lot of big words. If I manage to kill my pain someday, I don't know what my life will look like. Pain and anxiety are by now my life's ballasts; I don't know if there is anything else holding its shape. If I crush both, will I fly up like a feather? Peeing this morning was ...
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Mad Peach: January 2015
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Living with chronic pain in the hoo-ha. Friday, January 30, 2015. This article details the how. How a life can tumble away from itself. Julia Cameron, in her book The Artist's Way. Suggests that God, or god, or "god," or the universe, has a pact with us about our creativity: if we take care of the quantity (the rate of creative output), god will take care of the quality. Universe, if I take care of the present, please take care of my future. I honestly have not been tending the present. Links to this post.
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