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A Life About Rachel: December 2005
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A Life About Rachel. Sunday, December 18, 2005. I think I'm a pretty bad blogger. Don't blog as much as i want to. But well. Think there's enough cooped up so far to spill it all out. I don't enjoy this vacation. For the record, i'll say it again. I think this is the worst vacation so far. But perhaps it's good. Don't feel like christmas this year. Not sending any christmas cards. Not going for any christmas parties. I just hope I have better fun at the trip. What on earth is wrong with me? Believe in ma...
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A Life About Rachel: May 2005
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A Life About Rachel. Thursday, May 26, 2005. Can't get to sleep so hear me ramble. BE WARNED, THIS IS A LOOOONG ENTRY. Well, couldn't get to sleep =p. Had Wan and Jo visit me in the morning.thanks gals for coming.it's been so long.i read the card and i cried.all those JC memories and happy times got brought back.you are great chums.Char gal, heard u working.keep in touch k =). Grandpa also has diabetes and cataracts but able to walk on his own. Thank God. He goes to the Adoration Room in church t...He al...
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A Life About Rachel: March 2005
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A Life About Rachel. Saturday, March 19, 2005. When I am Afraid. When I am afraid I will trust in You. I will trust in You. I will trust in You. When I am afraid I will trust in You. In God whose Word I praise. In God I trust,. In God I praise. When I am afraid I will trust in You. In God whose Word I praise. When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid"- Psalm 56:3-4. Thy Word is a lamp unto my feet. And a light unto my path. Nothing will I fear.
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A Life About Rachel: October 2005
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A Life About Rachel. Tuesday, October 11, 2005. Nothing can change the fact that you're gone. Aunty Cons and i talked over sms that day. I told her i fall sick more often than usual recently. Ask TK to pray for you. He loves you very very much". I deleted the sms immediately, not cos of religious or ideological or whatever, disagreement. But cos of pain. Some Catholics believe that the dead can still pray for the living when in heaven.). The empty space in my life. The gaping hole in my heart. One thing ...
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A Life About Rachel: August 2005
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A Life About Rachel. Wednesday, August 24, 2005. Sometimes in life, you do so much explaining that you get so tired of it. Just need to put an end to it. What am i referring to? Well in general.but it was triggered by the explanation after another I need to write for the phoenix payment ever since the system was governed by GeBiz. Needless explanations. You get drained by such matters in life. and when u think u need to do some needful explaining to some people, you run out of energy and just drop it.
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A Life About Rachel: September 2005
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A Life About Rachel. Friday, September 30, 2005. Sharing this song, cos i think i identify with the lyrics. Not cos i was the lyricist lah. I wrote it trying to feel what the characters would be feeling, but now when I look back at it, i feel like i'm me against myself too. EYESHADOW - A Raffles Hall Musical Production, 14 and 15 Oct 2005. A story of an Asian girl who embarks on a modelling career in New York. Was being talent-spotted really the best thing that happened to her? Someone please wake me.
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A Life About Rachel: April 2005
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A Life About Rachel. Saturday, April 30, 2005. We had a long day on Thursday. The NUH part took more than 3 hours. So took my medicines and went to sleep. Tomorrow still have to go clinic for follow-up. Friday morning, 15th April. You are blessed with a very high IQ, higher than any of us, but I’m more experienced than u. The rest can’t take your games, so I play along with you. But is this really wat u want? An endless game of wits? Posted by rachel @ 1:03 AM. The Asthma Story.How i ended up in A&E.
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A Life About Rachel: November 2005
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A Life About Rachel. Tuesday, November 29, 2005. A song still in the making. Take me from this place. Far from all this mess. Help me find Your face. And feel Your warm embrace. Take me from this place. I can’t carry on. I need all Your strength and grace. To make me whole again. Father can’t you see the state I’m in. Is not a pretty sight. I’m desperate for something more. I’m sick of my old life. Won’t you come and change my heart. I give my life to You. I hand You the keys of my heart. I wish I could ...
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A Life About Rachel: July 2005
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A Life About Rachel. Thursday, July 21, 2005. Came across Corrinne May's website. Cool songs. Visit www.corrinnemay.com/. And can listen to portions of all her songs under "album". Told you it was cool. Saw the song "Fly Away" which I will append below. I heard it once a long time back. But this time as I heard it, i felt different. I could feel it- the psyche of corrinne when she wrote the song. My eyes ran tears when I thought of you. Perhaps you already knew. That's why just before you left for yo...