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Nel thinks, U read.: December 2008
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Nel thinks, U read. Saturday, December 27, 2008. Ron told me to say: "Hey Anonymous, I'm in a relationship now, happy." But I don't feel like it even though I just typed it out right now. I'd rather much just put up a picture from my family Christmas Eve dinner. Wednesday, December 3, 2008. Oh the hilarity of such a naive mind. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). This is the place where you can get a snippet of what actually goes on in my crazy mind. So basically, I think it out, and you read it out.
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Nel thinks, U read. Tuesday, March 31, 2009. I'm an emotional roller coaster. I'm constantly bickering and picking fights with a love. I barely talk to my closest friend. I'm so bored at home that it's leading me towards craziness. I'm constantly reminded of my applications. I'm so distant from Him. It's just up and down for me. I keep thinking it's God preparing me for what's next. But what is next? I love You. I need you. Though my world may fall, I'll never let You go. Got it. Good! They're Cool to Me.
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Nel thinks, U read. Friday, September 18, 2009. The only reassurance I get is from God. Because I know He's there to hold me in His arms. That even though I've shot myself and been shot at as well, He's there to make me feel better. To comfort His child. I know I'm cared for, but words to hurt so many times. It's like a little prick at first, but if you keep poking the same spot over and over, it wound gets deeper and deeper and it takes longer to heal. February 19, 2016 at 9:05 AM. شركة تنظيف بخميس مشيط.
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Nel thinks, U read.: August 2008
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Nel thinks, U read. Wednesday, August 6, 2008. I'm calling you out. It's catchin up" - anonymous. Wow Do you even know me? Or talk to me everyday? Because if you did, by all means. I beg you to PLEASE tell me as a friend of why you think so. I know that if we were friends I would be able to handle the news in person -face to face - not anonymous comments on a blog. And to that someone who I don't talk to. WOAH stalker. why you checking up on me? This doesn't bug me, it's just annoying. Got it. Good!
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Nel thinks, U read.: Incompetence
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Nel thinks, U read. Thursday, April 16, 2009. That is my feeling. Gosh, I need to stop having self-pity. So I applied to two schools this semester for their nursing programs, Trinity Western University and City College of San Francisco. I should have applied to more, but my laziness had taken over even that part. I should have researched more schools, but that's my bad. So my update is, I got on the waiting list for TWU and don't find until about City until maybe the 22nd or later. Why do I have to wait?
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Nel thinks, U read.: September 2009
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Nel thinks, U read. Monday, September 28, 2009. My biggest fear always confronts me. Sunday, September 20, 2009. I'm a horrible daughter. That's all I can say for now. Friday, September 18, 2009. The only reassurance I get is from God. Because I know He's there to hold me in His arms. That even though I've shot myself and been shot at as well, He's there to make me feel better. To comfort His child. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). So basically, I think it out, and you read it out. Got it. Good! My biggest fe...
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Nel thinks, U read.: June 2009
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Nel thinks, U read. Wednesday, June 3, 2009. This will be my 107th post. I like that number. The past 106 blogs have been about nonsense, what I'm feeling, little vignettes and so on. I can't get back to sleep and this is rare thing because I'm a grandma and sleep by 11 at the latest. Easier said than done. way easier. Let's see how this pans out. because I know this going to be a long and painful journey. Thy word is a lamp unto my feet,. And a light unto my path. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Californ-i-...
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Nel thinks, U read.: May 2009
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Nel thinks, U read. Tuesday, May 26, 2009. I feeling like I'm losing myself. Not to a force, but I feel like I'm losing the essence of me. I feel like I'm losing what makes me, Gianel. Change is inevitable, growth is optional. Does that apply to me? I believe it applies to everyone. I feel like I'm back in high school, so much internal conflict. There are so many worries that I know I shouldn't be worrying about, so why does it constantly linger in the back of my mind. I refer to Auntie Agnes' blog.
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Nel thinks, U read.: September 2008
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Nel thinks, U read. Monday, September 29, 2008. Only thing I can think of. Now this is the story all about how my life got twistered upside down.". Sunday, September 21, 2008. Phantom of the Opera. My heart gets warm every single time I hear this song. I live my romantic life through Christine Daea. All I Ask of You. No more talk of darkness,. Forget these wide-eyed fears. I'm here,nothing can harm you -. My words will warm and calm you. Let me be your freedom,. Let daylight dry -your tears. Love me that...
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Nel thinks, U read.: July 2008
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Nel thinks, U read. Friday, July 11, 2008. Way to get me, Enemy. I have not written a blog is quite some time. That's a shocker. But let's see. Re-reading my blog assured me of what I have to deal with. Having come back from a youth retreat, which was successful (I shared the Word to 4 people and they accepted! I guess if you want to see people in a certain light, go right ahead and do it. But like I've told one person in my youth, don't make assumptions without hearing the whole story because unders...
